Hey…these my first try for continuous fanfic, so I hope it doesn't suck to bad. I hope this isn't to cliche either. I just have this thing for really sad and depressing stories. Anyways, hope you enjoy! I'm really sorry if there had some grammar mistaken…
Hatred..
There's hatred everywhere. Just the way I wanted.
I love the pain, this pain that I'm never going to feel again.
It's over now.
I can feel myself getting weaker and weaker.
That's what I wanted, right?
My eyes close, waiting for the end.
That's what I want, right?
No one is coming to save me now.
That's what I want.
Right?
Maybe a little part of me wanted for someone to rescue me. Someone to care.
But it's too late now…
"Nii-san, could you stop spacing around. Next week you will have the exorcist examination. You know that your life is depending on it." Explain Yukio with worriedness that can detected through his voice tone. After that night incident, Rin's secret had been revealed to public. The Vatican starts taking precaution act toward Rin and they start see Rin as an atomic bomb that anytime will exploded...
"It's not like I'm spacing around. I'm just seeking some idea to solve these problems. Che..Why you always give hard question to me?" Rin said with a long sigh from his mouth and start continue his homework..
"Nii-san…is you ok with these? I'll help you to convince the Vatican about these. They maybe understand. If you had any problem, you can share it with me." Convince Yukio towards his brother. Rin ignored his brother like he didn't hear what Yukio said just now. For Yukio, he already knows why Rin acting like that. It same like their old days, whenever Rin had problem, he will try to acting cool, like there's nothing happened towards him until Tou-san detected it. After that, Rin will crying fullest out, like released all matter that burden him but still not telling fullest his problem. For Yukio, watching its make him more hurt after knowing that his brother is more hurting than him, yet he still be brave to face the problem alone. These day are differ from past.. The problem become to heavier even Yukio is not the victim, he could feel the burden.
However, Rin never show any disappoint towards these harsh treatment to him. All he done is only smiling whenever his friends ask him about his condition and said:
"I'm alright. They only are taking more care towards me. Furthermore, I already know that one day these would be happen.. Don't worry about me. "
"I'm already known as monster from child already. So, these type of treatment already usually for me. Just don't be too close to me. I don't want all of you affected… "
"Thanks for still concerning about me"
Seeing Rin like that make Yukio think about his brother. Before, his brother is boisterous, clumsy, and childish. But, after that incident at the summer camp, he become silent, and is less active. Always follow all my instruction and trying hard to study even him never liked it.
'Why he doesn't show any regrets or sadness? Revealing his true feeling and show even once what he really feeling.'
"Yukio,I'm finished. Let's dig some lunch. I'm pretty sure that Ukobach had prepared the lunch although I really want to prepare it. If it not you stop me, I'm already prepared a really delicious lunch."
"Okay"
3 days later..
Rin condition still same, but he become more quiet and obediently during class and in dorm. Less talking and always be alone, never being too attached to his friend even they always be with him. His changes become more obvious to Yukio even he always smiling…
Past two days, Yukio had being in mission...Leaving his brother alone quite dangerous because he afraid someone may take the advantages of his absent to attack Rin. However, their headmaster guarantees his safety.
Then…
"Okumura sensei, Sir Pheles wants to meet you in his office right know. He only wants to meet you and it really important"
"Okay, I'll go after I'm finishing these reports"
Does it something about Nii-san? Does he really being in troubled during my mission? Damn Sir Pheles, where is your word to take care of my brother…
"What could it possibly be now?" He muttered to himself, reaching for the door.
The door been opened and there is child being lying on the sofa beside the table, but his face being covered by the long white coat that belong to Sir Pheles.
""Welcome! Glad to see you make it, Okumura-sensei." Mephisto exclaimed, grinning ever so widely.. Please, take a seat and seat comfily but please try not to wake him up. He just is being asleep. Quite energetic little guy. "
That boy had navy blue colour's hair and he age around 8 or 9 years old. The skin looks white and pale and his breath rapidly, shows that he being really tired from playing. However, seeing these boys make Yukio remember someone that really important in his life, Rin. By the way, he never meets with his Aniki yet.
'Maybe he is at dorm and reading manga or trying a new menu and playing with Kuro and the rooftop'
"Here's your tea and please take some snack. I'm pretty sure that you didn't eat yet.."
Yukio stood in front of the headmaster's desk, hands by his side with his face masked with his professional, stoic expression, awaiting expected orders. "I have some news to present you with" Mephisto told him while eyeing the teen for any hints of emotion.
"While out on your assigned mission last two days, there is a person attacked Okumura-kun or what I'm supposed to say is he attack Rin to take revenge." He informed.
Yukio's eyes widened for a split second, wondering if it was possibly that person attack Rin even he had already being guard by Vatican. 'What hell is happen here? Does Vatican break their promises?'
He regained his composure, waiting for a further explanation.
Mephisto's eyes gleamed with mischief and he laced his fingers together. "I can assure you that Rin-kun handled the situation rather well and in fact is unharmed. Furthermore, he attack Rin-kun during the class, thus their friend are with around him." Yukio's eyes narrowed. There was no way the headmaster called him all the way out here just to tell him that, there had to be more than just that… but what was the problem?
"However…" Knew it. Of course there would be more..
"During Rin-kun defending himself, that person had thrown some potion towards Rin-kun… We tried our hard to identify what kind of potion did he prepared and tried to find the cure. Unfortunately, we missed the attacker. When we reach at Rin-kun, he already unconscious and the attacker had disappeared." He paused and made an eye contact with Yukio. "At this state, we still can't confirm his condition. Our scientist tried their best to find the cure and for your information there are some changes occur towards Rin's physical body. "
'Changes occur? What kind of new appearance does his brother had and what kind of potion that can turn someone?'
"What kind of changes does Rin have?" Yukio ask with very suspicious look.' Hope it's not something really ridiculous'
"What's do you mean by changes? What is really happened…"Yukio can't finish his question as Mephisto cut it...
"Ops...before I'm forgetting, there's someone I want to introduce to you. I hope you don't be too shocked" his eyes are still observed the younger's reaction. He goes to the sleeping boy and removed the coat, reveal the mysterious boy to Yukio...
"WHAT? DOES THIS MAKE ANY SENSE? ISN'T THIS IS….."
"YES….that's right…. The boy here is…. Your beloved brother, our dark prince and Satan's son, Okumura Rin…" smirked Mephisto.
Yukio still in shock state, still unbelieving what he see right there. The navy blue hair's boy still in very deep sleeping. When he observed, there the pointed ear and the tail lying down to the chair… the face, the nostalgic face of 9 years Old's Rin…
"Nii-san… What just happen to you?" tears nearly escaped from his eyes but immediately stroke it away and faced Mephisto with stoic and cool personality.
"Thus, what is his condition now?"
"Oh... He's alright. His memory is still the 15 years old Rin-kun, but his mentality is different. He behaves more like children. That's only my thought. Thus, I want you to take care your brother and try to find anything that may be able to be useful to cure him… Or if you are tired to take care of him, I really appreciated to be his guardian." Smirked with full of plan…
Yukio sense the dangerous. He knows that leaving Rin to Mephisto is like giving him to Satan.
"I'm really appreciated with your willing to help, but it's alright for only ME to take care of Nii-san. Furthermore, none of us except me that really understand Rin. So, it's ok…"
'Don't you ever to lay your hand to taking Nii-san from Me.'thought Yukio in his mind.
"If there's nothing, then I'll taking Nii-san back to our dorm. And thanks for taking care of him during my absent." Yukio carried the new Rin and going out of the office. Before he fully closed the door, he could hear last words from Mephisto…
"He's yours and you know what to do…if I'm you, I'll take these advantages…"