This shall be a continuing Fanfic, about Elena's thoughts after each episode.

First thing first. Did Stephen just ask me to marry him? Not directly, but indirectly? Who gives someone a ring as a promise and doesn't mean the obvious, will you marry me? Then again, lately, Stephen hasn't been all too obvious, which to be honest, I'm enjoying. Damon's brutality has been exhausting, especially with the whole "I died and now I'm a vampire" affair. I just want to get on with my life, focusing on being a sister and a friend to those who need me. Jeremy needs me more than ever, and I don't think I have the heart to send him away again. He'd just too important to me, and I can't lose another person in my life. Also, I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one with issues.

I haven't spoken to Caroline in a while, and I know she'd have issues with Tyler, who died? Or maybe he didn't? I really can't remember at this moment in time, I have so much to attend to. One thing I know for sure it that we haven't seen the last of Klaus. He wouldn't have just left, plus I know he's alive, since Damon and Stephen didn't die. Hey, that must mean Tyler's alive too! I have to admit, I am great at fitting the pieces of a puzzle together. It gives me something to do all day long.

I need to speak to Matt also, although that will probably be when I can control my hunger. I will need to do that soon, as I really don't want Matt to be just a blood-bag for me. He's more than that, and he needs to be more than careful at the moment. He's the only human left out of my close friends, and I'm pretty sure Damon's on the war path regarding my death.

Speaking of Damon, I need to sort him out. There's no way he can go around threatening my friend, just because they lived and I didn't. I may be a vampire, but at least I'm still here, shouldn't we all be grateful for that? Or perhaps he'd have preferred it if I'd died altogether. I'm happy with my choice about Stephen, but I am still being nagged by my own mind to decide against the previous decision and choose Damon instead. I met him first, and he was right. I do need a love that consumes me, and he can definitely give that to me. He's a great kisser (I do not regret what went down at that motel) and he loves me (plus I wouldn't mind going back to that motel with his to finish where we left off).

I guess I'm back to the beginning. He loves me (I've recently found out), but he doesn't cherish my decisions. I'm guessing that will never change. Stephen, on the other hand, cherishes them with all his heart, even until the very end of my human life. Now that's what I call sexy (ish).

Only other matter at hand is to deal with those pesky vampire hunters. I will not die again, that's for sure.

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