MEET THE AUTHOR: Hiya! Im Chocokitten!:3 I'm new to writing Fanfictions, but I'm quite confident in my writing style and ability. I Really enjoy the akuroku fandom, as well as the Soriku one. (well, maybe I don't think sora should be seme…at least not in my story. But who knows…)
ABOUT THIS STORY: Anyway! This story is going to focus mainly around the Axel x Roxas pairing, However, I will pay attention and be sure to dedicate some time to the Sora x Riku fandom, too. You will likely see other yaoi pairings as well, possibly some yuri mentioning's - I havent decided as of yet, but I will never get into detail on that side if I do.
OH! Also, this story is Romance/Angst/Comedy. ;D You can only pick two, so i just decided to pick angst, because 1. i love that word and think it sounds really cool, and 2. i dont want people thinking its going to be all fluff and laughs, when its reeeeally not...
||There WILL be some issues among the characters and very mature themes. Dont read if you dont want to read about two men having sexual intercourse, making out, and of the like. Masturbation, rape, strong violence and language will all be possibly present in the story at some point or another if i end up writing everything i plan too. If you cant handle these subjects maturely or dont desire to read about them, i suggest you dont even bother with this story. Mmkay?||
There isn't any M rated material in this chapter, but im planning on using some in future chapters, just a heads up warning! - THERE WILL BE LEMONS!!8D
ABOUT THIS CHAPTER: Okay, SO! This chapter is going to be a little slow, and im sorry if its not all that interesting!__ I wasn't sure how I wanted the style to flow in this yet, so its not entirely solid or very good.
If you endure this chapter, Axel is presented in the next one…so it will all be worth it, I promise!
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RAMBLING: Okay! I hope you enjoy! Please leave reviews if you like it. I havent decided on a title yet, so maybe after reading a chapter or two - probably two since you don't learn much from this one, aside from some background stuff - you guys could give me some options? Neh?
Id really appreciate it! Thanks again and enjooooy!!^_______^
DISCLAIMER: I do not own kingdom hearts, final fantasy or any of the characters mentioned in this story, yadda yadda…BLAH BLAH BLAH, something about yaoi, BLAH BLAH, the usual stuff that everyone else puts in that I figure must be important, blaaaaah….yea.
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Sora paced up and down the same narrow hallway he'd been exhausting for the past ten minutes.
"You tryin' to wear a hole into the ground, So?" Roxas asked, chuckling slightly at the serious expression his brother wore.
"Sorry!" Sora snapped. "I'm just not very patient!" He froze in his spot, eyes wondering around hopelessly. "Where is he?!" The brunette cried helplessly as he threw his arms at his brother.
Half amused at his dramatic act, Roxas promptly spoke, "I don't get why you always rush here after the last bell, expecting Riku to be here when you know full well he's always late."
Sora pouted his lips and furrowed his brows, "You never know! Miracles can happen." He attempted to defend his awkward ritual.
"Hey! So!" A familiar voice called in. "Sorry I'm late!" A silver haired boy panted to catch his breath after his abrupt halt in front of the brunette.
"Riku!" Sora wailed happily, throwing himself at the boy in a full on hug.
Roxas rolled his eyes jokingly, "Can we go now? You always hold us up from getting home."
"Hey, if it weren't for me, your asses would be walking home, blondie." Riku reminded him, giving the blond a playful shove.
"Yea, yea." Roxas dismissed his comment quickly, walking ahead. "So where'd you park?" he called back to the two boys who lingered close behind.
The oldest of the three sucked air in between his clenched teeth, "Uhh…" squinting his eyes, he tilted his head back as he continued on. "You know, I forget!"
"Rikuuuu!!" Sora wailed, impatience swelling in his tone. "I want to hurry up and get home so we can cuddle!"
Giggling slightly, "Relax, So." Riku calmed the wound up boy, "I was joking. I parked in lot B today."
The brunette, suddenly pleased, fastened his arm around the silver haired boy's and attempted to pick up speed, only to be pulled back by the other who refused to increase his stride.
The three boys came to a stop in front of an older looking blue car. Riku confidently swung his way around to the drivers door, twirling the keys around his index finger.
"You boys want in?" he smirked evilly, "Then you better beg!"
Sora, looking almost ready to begin a whole begging session, was abruptly interrupted by his brother,
"C'mon Riku! Just open the door." he demanded, swaying a hand in the air freely.
"Say 'please open the door-'" the older boy cut off by the blond who impatiently copied,
"Please! Open the door!"
The older boy, smirk growing, continued his sentence he didn't get to finish, "'please open the door'" his voice lingered momentarily, "'-your majesty'" he finished, snickering.
In a joke of an outrage, Roxas yelled "Hell no! Just open the damn door, ya prick!"
"Feisty! Eh? What? You got a hot date waitin' at home or something?" Riku snapped back smugly.
"Very funny." The blond chuckled sarcastically, Sora waiting idly, enjoying the conversation between them with amusement before Riku finally opened the door.
Roxas climbed into the back, while Sora and Riku sat up front, conversing as the car drove steadily home to Sora and Roxas's house.
Sometimes the blond felt a little left out, in all honesty. Sure, he was friends with Riku and he'd even consider his own brother to be his friend. But Sora and Riku were dating, and seeing them so close made Roxas feel..so alone.
When the car finally pulled up to a gentle stop in front of the familiar house, the three boys all got out.
Sora ran into the house, giggling not unlike a school girl, yelling "Hurry up, Riku! Your too slow!" Causing the other boy to run in after him.
"Oh Really?" he snickered as he caught up, quite easily.
Roxas trailed behind, slowly. Suddenly being hit with that alone feeling in his gut.
When he finally entered the house, Sora and Riku were already cuddling on the couch, the TV on.
"Hey! Rox!" Sora called playfully, "Wanna watch this with us?"
"Yea," Riku cut in, "we're gunna see if this man is really the whore's 'baby daddy'." Sora giggling at the tone he had used.
"Uh.." The blond paused, thinking for a minute, his brother pecking at his lover's cheek affectionately, awaiting his response. "No thanks, sorry." he finally answered. "I've got homework to do. Maybe later."
"On a Friday?" Riku asked, almost amazed.
"Yes, teachers do give homework on Fridays, Ri, amazing, I know." The blond snapped, sarcastically, almost defensively.
"Okay, god." The other boy sighed.
"We'll let you know if she's a whore or not!" His brother remarked, cheerfully.
"If she wasn't, she wouldn't need to be on Maury to find out.." Riku grumbled, "But still, I like the drama." he added.
"Thanks, guys." The blond muttered softly, slinking up the stairs.
Roxas retreated to his room, closing the door behind him gently. He hovered over to his bed, dropping his backpack to the ground next to it before plopping down onto the crisp sheets.
Sprawled out, limbs extended completely away from himself, he sighed.
Why did Sora and Riku always have so much fun together? They spent almost everyday together, didn't they ever get bored of each others company the way Roxas got bored of his friends? And how did they always have something to talk about? Roxas talked to Riku way less than Sora did, on a general basis, and he sometimes found it hard to always find an interesting topic. Of course, in truth, Sora could find a way to make talking about a box of cookies interesting.
The blond turned over roughly and sighed, coming to the conclusion that he was either a bad friend or just simply a very boring person. Inhaling deeply, he wished he could be as cool as Riku was - or as fun as his brother. He wished he could have a more fun life, with more friends, maybe even a girlfriend..
He looked up at the glow in the dark stars stuck to his ceiling, growling at them.
"I don't get why I keep you up there." he snarled at the stuck on stars, "You've never made a single wish of mine come true. Your all as worthless as I am!"
He stopped, sighing heavily when he realized he was talking to inanimate objects, feeling almost foolish, yet feeling like he had the right to bash on them regardless.
He laid idly, looking at nothing in particular, letting several moments pass before sitting up and reaching down for his bag. Homework. Roxas always tried to do it when he remembered, but more often did it when he wanted to avoid doing something else more.
Pulling the chemistry book gently out of the bag, followed by a hefty sized binder that he promptly opened to a section tagged as "homework", the blond let out a grunt, turning then to the page indicated in his homework note section; page 627.
"Molecular Geometry" his voice gentle, he flipped pages until he found the section review. Holding his pencil steady, he began to write the basics.
Roxas Hikaru
Chemistry
Block: G
Being the only Roxas in his school, he hardly felt it necessary to even write his last name, but his chemistry teacher demanded him to do so for every assignment, threatening to remove points if he refused. After finishing those, he promptly added the date in the upper right hand corner of the paper. He continued on to write the question:
Determine the following molecules shapes and then tell if they are polar or non-polar molecules. Include the Lewis Structures and explain your answer.
His pencil halted in its movements. He knew the answers, this was one subject in chemistry he actually had understood. But, his mind heavy with thoughts and his soul feeling empty, desiring something unknown, distracted him from the paper in front of him.
Several minutes of trying to refocus his attention on the work, the blond, irritated, finally gave in. "I'll do it later!" he growled to himself, frustrated. "I need to go do something."
Roxas slammed through his door and crashed down the stairs, finding the other boys cuddling even more now, with what appeared to be some chick flick soap show on the TV.
"Hey," the blond popped in, leaning against the doorway "I'm going out. If dad comes home tonight, let him know? I'm not sure when I'll be back."
"Where're you going?" Sora asked, interested, leaving his lovers lips cold as he turned to stare at his younger brother.
"I'm not sure yet. Haven't decided." he shook his head, "that's why I don't know when I'll be back."
"Alright. I'll let him know then." Sora acknowledged before returning to his cuddle - make-out session with Riku.
Roxas slipped his shoes back on his feet, which he had faithfully removed earlier when he first came home. Then reached over, grabbing his little jacket, slipping it on as he slunk out the door.
Where was he even going, he wondered? The blond began walking aimlessly around the town, slumped over, hands in pockets, he treaded along, feet scraping the pavement as he went. All he could hear was the bustling city growing quiet as the day began to fade away.
Such a small, boring city. He passed the café, peering in at the empty tables. He carried on past the super market, staring as the only few people in the store were finishing their small shopping trips, ringing out at the register.
The blond pulled to a stop at the entrance to the park, glancing in with slight interest. Slowly he walked into the empty plane, deserted of all people.
"I cant believe the day is fading away so fast.." he sighed, walking over to a grassy patch, carefully easing himself down to lay in its green cushions. "hmm.." He let the air gently escape his lips.
But it was so nice out. Quiet. Since the city was so small, there were hardly ever a lot of people out, especially after five for six at night.
Staring up at the orange cloudy sky, the blond slowly began to slip out of consciousness, thinking about Sora and Riku - thinking about everything they do - and other people he knew, piecing together small details trying to figure out what makes them seem so happy…