snape pov part 1/?

The smoke. The dirt was still there after the final battle. Everyone could still feel it. Harry had died that day. When he found me in the boat shack he used a lot of his magic to save me. then he goes and fights one of the darkest wizards of our time.

i didn't know today would be our last

or that i'd have to say goodbye to you so fast

i'm so numb, i cant feel anymore

Harry won the war but he lost the battle. i was never close to Harry but, that did not mean that i did not care about him. A subtle dispersion as settle here at school. It is hard to teach my eight years because i always expect to see Harry to walk in.

prayin' you'd just walk back through that door

and tell me

that i was only dreamin'

you're not really gone as long as i believe

The desk that Harry sat in, in my class is always empty. Even the Slytherin felt the lose of Him. Over a time period a lot of the snakes came forwarder say that Harry save them from a path of unwilling darkness.

The school even built a little monument to Harry. It sat right out side the gates to the school. The people of the school and of the wizarding world have came up with a thought that the statue was blessed by Harry to help keep away the evil that live in our world.

i think the people that felt the lose the most was the Gryffindors. they grew up around him and they knew him better then the rest of the school. his bed and seat of the great tables are frobidion to be used by any one of the house. It was a rule that they themselves came up with. harry left his mark when he left.

there will be another angel

around the throne tonight

your love live on inside me,

And i will hold on tight.

It's not my place to question,

Only God knows why

I'm just jealous of the angles

Around the throne tonight

I was cruel to him. After his death a lot of things came forward. Like the abuse that he suffered at the hands of his aunt and uncle. they where found dead with in the next Month. they say that there was a case but they closed it the next week. none realy tried to figure out who realy killed them. everyone just felt jealous that they where not the ones to be able to do it.

i smirked to myself has i walked over to my jar of lost merries that i want to keep locked up. Expect i pull one out that i really did want to keep for me to see. it was the merries of the way they screamed and the way they begged for there lives. i cursed them to relive every moment of abuse all at one time. They died before the abuse even got pass from where harry was one year old.