A/N: WARNING! This one's going to be for the books, readers. I decided to write a dark piece this time, based on what response I get I might continue it or just keep this and leave it there. The Idea of this fic came from my fiancés experiences when she was little, it was a rough time for her and it was a rough time for her to just tell me about it. I hope you all enjoy it, hope it grabs and entwines you…cause when she told me is 100 times worse than this.

Session

1

The office was quiet as one little girl and her mother sat, waiting her turn. She looked up suddenly as her name was called; standing in the small hallway was Dr. Les, a young man with dark eyes and a light smile. The girl didn't look his way as she stood, keeping her eyes focused on her yellow boots. The whole reason this had started is when her old friend had moved away, and she had become very depressed, her parents decided to take her to a local doctor, but the original people working there moved out and were replaced with a newer man named Jonathan Les.

Jonathan was a lanky but sturdy man, twenty-five years old, with long blonde hair he kept in a pony tail most of the time. He passed Goo's mother's inspection flawlessly with talks about him teaching before and degrees and his 'way' with children. The way he said it, Goo thought he was hiding some sort of secret, and she was right. He'd told her mother that everything they did had a 'Doctor-to-Patient Confidentiality' agreement that said, everything they ever said or did behind that door must never be said to anyone. Things had been going great, she had someone to talk to after school since Mac still had to go to Foster's at Three each day, she got a lot off her chest about her friends, school, and some more personal things like her body growing and her thoughts on boys. Dr. Les listened to her every word, writing it down in his large, black three ring binders, smiling at her to continue when she thought she was talking too much, she liked Dr. Les. Then one day she came to his office, the Doctor was noticeably upset.

When she asked him what was wrong, he sighed and told her how his wife had left him, taking his daughter to a far off country, to live with a whole new person and their family. Goo had felt so bad for him; she ran over and jumped in his lap, giving him a big hug, apologizing over and over for what had happened. She was happy when he hugged her back and said "Thank you. For a minute there, I felt like no one loved me." She squeezed her Doctor tighter, saying that she loved him, that she wouldn't have left him because he was so nice. When they broke their embrace, he was looking at her with a thoughtful, curious expression. She just gave him a smile; he paused and then smiled back, his being a bit sharper than hers,

"Thank you, Goo, I love you too." He said.

That's when the 'Sessions' started to change, that's when everything went wrong.

The last few sessions with the Doctor had been weird for her, straying away from normal questions about herself to questions about her best friend, Mac, to Kissing; which she and the Doctor practiced often, to her strong discomfort, and even her private areas, Dr. Less had fondled her on more than one occasion. When she had asked why they did all this, he'd told her that nine was a big age for her, and that she needed to learn to grow up, so she hadn't argued with him much. But she still couldn't shake the feeling that something was weird about this.

She gave her mother one last look, who gave her a warm smile in return. "Are you ready for today's 'Session'?" She heard behind her. Goo nodded sadly, trying to keep herself calm as she walked down the short hallway to his office. He directed her inside before shutting the door behind him; Goo gritted her teeth and turned to face the man she called her therapist. She gave another little sniffle, mustered up some courage, and tried to reason with the Doctor. She wasn't sure what he was thinking about, but she couldn't fight her conscience anymore.

"Dr. Les, can't we just sit and talk like we normally do, we can even kiss again if that's what you want, you can even touch…down there like last time, just don't-" she started to plead, but the man cut her off, gently grabbing her hand and leading her to the large couch in his office. "Shhhh, it's alright, I have something new planned for today, I even requested that we have more time to 'talk'…you mom will be leaving soon and my assistant will have the rest of the day off, so we'll have a whole three hours to ourselves." He gave her a soft smile, the girl breathed a small sigh of relief, she felt a little better, but something still was nagging at her. Dr. Les had assured her that everything he was doing was all okay and that she should listen to him. When she tried to explain what was going on to her mother, she had told her that any odd feelings she had were normal and to listen to the doctor, that she was too young to understand.

"But Les, I-" she started, this time he put a finger to her lips, shushing her again, she looked into his dark grey eyes and felt a tad more relaxed. His eyes had always fascinated her, the way they would flash when he was happy or excited, or how they would darken when he was sad or angry.

"Now Goo, don't you trust me?" he asked her, he also didn't remove his finger so she just nodded slightly, this made him smile. "Don't you still love me?" he asked her, more nodding, he moved his hand away, "Then you have nothing to worry about, sit please." She did as she was told, doing what she always did since Dr. Les requested, taking off her yellow cowgirl boots.

"I see you're wearing those clothes, again." Les said teasingly, sitting down in the easy chair next to the couch.

She had on her favorite outfit, her favorite rainbow shirt and her over-alls and rainbow striped socks. She looked down at her attire and grinned slightly, the outfit always made he feel better when she was upset, all the colors made her happy, the Doctor had also complimented her in it all the time, saying she was as beautiful as a Rainbow in the mountains. She blushed when he said this, and that's when he'd kissed her for the first time. It was nothing she ever had done before, his tongue in her mouth swirling around, it was extremely different from the small peck on the cheek from Mac a few days before. This was something else entirely, she didn't know what to do so she just froze and let it continue until he was finished. When it was over she Goo had asked him what was that, he told her it's a thing only people who love each other do, after some 'practice' she'd learned to 'love kiss' as the Doctor called it.

"Yeah, my mom thinks that I wear it too much." She said pointedly, hoping to diverge from her thoughts. Dr. Les smiled and took out another binder; this one had a red cover and had Goo's name printed on it.

"What's the new binder for?" she asked, generally all patients get the same color, black, Dr. Les raised an eyebrow,

"Oh, This? This is a book just about you, because I wanted to spend so much time with you, I made you your own binder and give you more time than my other clients, 'cause you're my multi-colored little angel." He said, his last remark made her blush in embarrassment. After more talking, a kiss and playing one of the board games the Doctor had in his office, Goo checked the clock to see that only an hour had gone by, she was nervous about Dr. Les's new plan. She turned back to the game they were playing, The Game of Life, when she spun and landed on the 'have a baby' square, she reached for a small pink peg when Les asked her a question she'd never heard before.

"Do you know what intercourse is, Goo?" He asked suddenly, his eyes never leaving the game board, she had never heard that word before, it sounded like a test question.

"Uhm…no, what is that?" she asked finally, this made him look up, his face was shocked.

"What! Are you telling me that your mommy and daddy never taught you about sex?" he said in a disbelieving tone, she furrowed her brow, deep in thought, she had heard her mother talk about that word before, 'sex', she had said, Goo had been distracted when they were talking about it one time. After a few seconds she came up with a response.

"I don't really know much, but my mommy told me that you that with someone you do truly love, that it's a special bond…and some other stuff I'm not too sure about. I kinda wasn't listening much." She finished. Dr. Les took his turn on the game, he landed on the same space Goo had, and he grabbed a pink peg and stuck it on his little car. He gave the girl a small smile before standing to grab his bright red binder. Goo just went back to the game; the room was silent for a minute as the Doctor started to write some things down. He finally spoke after he was done.

"So how do you feel about that, do you agree with what your mom said?" he asked her, Goo frowned slightly, thinking, she normally never went against with what her mother said, but the Dr. Les had encouraged her to make her own decisions, to think for herself. After a few more seconds of silence, Goo answered.

"Well…I guess so, I mean I think that if you do love someone, you should, but who am I to say…I don't even know how. Maybe if I'd listened to my mom, I would have. But she would just say I was too young. " She said in a sour tone. "She always says that for everything, you know! I'm a big girl now, you and even she said so…it stinks being nine!" she simmered. Dr. Les stopped writing, and looked up at her, a sad look about him.

"Oh Goo, you are a big girl, and I would be happy to teach you anything you want to know," he walked over and sat next to her, putting his arm around her, and looked into her eyes. She stared back at him, her heart was beating hard, she wanted to learn, but she wasn't sure.

"That is…if you think you are too young to learn?" he asked her skeptically, removing his arm and standing, Goo panicked and grabbed his arm before he could walk away, she had a determined look on her face. "I'm not too young; I want you to teach me." She pleaded lightly. The Doctor grinned, "You know I really want to, but I can't…it's against the law-" Goo tugged on him, a nervous look on her face.

"Remember what you said, whatever we say or do right. I won't say anything, I promise." She said, she didn't want to be considered a little kid anymore, especially not by Dr. Les. He gave her a look; it was a serious look with a lusting undertone.

"Promise?" He held out his pinky, which she locked with hers.

"Promise, I promise." She said, when they disconnected, he sat back down.

"Well, to be honest, until I believe that you are truly are ready, we can just pretend." When she heard this she deflated instantly, heartrending that the Doctor didn't fully trust her. He saw this and patted her hands.

"Aw, don't be like that, I just want to make sure your ready for such a large step, you're going to just have to trust me, alright?" he said. She didn't brighten but she did nod. This allowed the Doctor to begin on telling the girl about the facts of life, from fore-play to orgasms. She listened intently, not wanting to miss anything he was saying, amazed at his knowledge on such a tender subject, she was particularly interested in that one 'O' word, so she asked him.

"What is that mean, Or-or-organism?" she said unsure, Dr. Les chuckled.

"That's Orgasm Goo, and it's when you body reaches a height in feeling good." He explained to her, his sharp smile showing up again, the dark skinned girl twittered her thumbs, uneasy about her next question. The Doctor seemed to read her mind because he stopped his talking and sat next to her again, putting his hand over her twitchy thumbs in her lap.

"What is it, you look confused, you still don't get it?" he asked, she shook her head slightly.

"No that's not it, it's just…I…wanted to…to try" she couldn't finish, then her face turned without her consent and his soft lips were on hers, he knew what she wanted, she'd just been to afraid. After they broke the kiss, Goo was flushed and breathing heavy, she never felt like this before. Her private area was tingling lightly and her chest was hot. "Wha-?" she started, but the Doctor stopped her, unclipping one of her overall straps, pulling it behind her, she just watched.

"I know, that hot and bothered feeling you have right now, that's good, just give into that feeling." He spoke softly, she didn't fight it and closed her eyes, feeling her overalls come off; soon she was lying on the couch, in her long shirt and undies. She saw that Dr. Les was standing over her, unzipping his nice pants, her eyes widened.

"Dr. Les wait, I though you said we were just pretending, you're not going to stick it in now?" she asked, fear thick in her voice. The doctor looked down on her and shushed her, calmly caressing her face.

"I know, we are, and I'm not. I just want to show you something, consider it as a quiz." He said, pulling out his member in front of her. She couldn't help looking; the long, hard thing was interesting to her. She'd remembered what the Doctor had said; it had many names but one in particular she recalled;

"Dick, that's what it is, right?" she said, Dr. Les nodded, a smirk on his face. "You're a very fast learner; you get an 'A' for the quiz, so you get your reward." He crouched over her and rubbed himself between her legs before grabbing them and pressing them together against himself, she felt him start to move between her inner thighs and 'twat' and the Doctor called it. Soon she was starting to feel very hot down there; she felt like she needed to use the bathroom, she tried to tell him.

"Dr. Les, I can't-ahha!" he'd felt his fingers against her as he started to rub her vigorously, and he also picked up his pace before grunting out.

"Oh, Goo, I'm going too cum, you ready?" she couldn't answer, she had lost herself in this feeling, the feeling to pee has subsided into something else. After a few more strokes she felt overpowered, shutting her eyes tightly, her ears ringing, her lower area and chest were hot and tingling. She opened her eyes to see the Doctor's thing over her, he was rubbing it rapidly and with one final stroke something streamed out of it, all over her face and shirt. She looked at him through one eye, as the other was covered in some weird liquid. He looked down and smiled at her, she smiled back. It was her first orgasm, and she'd shared it with the person she loved the most. He kissed her head and rose up and sat on the floor next to her.

"You got something on your face." He joked with her, she rolled her available eye.

"Well, you did it. By the way, what was that? Is this what 'cum' is?" she wiped her eye and rubbed the slime between her fingers. It looked kinda like glue. She sniffed it, it didn't smell like anything.

"Why don't you try it? You might want to recognize the taste." He said slyly, she stuck her fingers in her mouth, and grimaced lightly, it was salty and a bit bitter, but it wasn't bad. She decided to eat the rest, cleaning traces of it off her shirt and hair. Once they'd gotten cleaned up and dressed they agreed to get back to their game. It was like nothing happened; Goo finally stood and enveloped the Doctor in a hug, to his genuine surprise.

"Thank you Dr. Les, you have no idea how much you've shown me." She whispered the Doctor hugged back,

"You can call me John, I'm glad I was able to show you, and that's why I have another surprise for you." She leaned back, confused.

"What is it…John?" she asked, he unwrapped himself from her and stood grabbing a small decorated box from his closet, and handed it to her. She was about to tear into it when he stopped her.

"Wait til you get home, open it, then have your mom call me with the information." He said a hint of a smile on his face. Before she could say anything there was a small beep on his desk, his assistant told him that Goo's mother had came in and she was in the lobby. They said their goodbyes, sharing a small kiss and checking Goo's shirt for remnants of their 'Session' and walked out. She turned and waved at John who smiled and made a motion with his hands, his pinky's locking together, she did the same as her and her mother walked out the door. She saw the box and raised an eyebrow,

"What's that honey?" Goo looked down at the box and just giggled, causing her mother to smile as well, "C'mon and tell me." She mock-whined, Goo just shook her head.

"When we get home." She said, in her heart she was excited but there was that little nagging in the back of her head again, she silently told it to shut up.

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"Dr. Jonathan Les's summer program: The Doctor Each day keeps the sadness away." Goo's mother read aloud, inside the box had been a small heart-shaped locket and some forms, Goo was wearing the locket around her neck proudly as she kept reading.

"Two months of fun and self esteem, in the beautiful scenic mountains, a small personal estate with wide open plains and plenty of room. Your child will experience the best care and fresh air!" She finished the opening statements with enthusiasm, most people from around the city would call this hippie-ish, but that's exactly how she liked it. She preferred fresh air over things like videogames and Television, and maybe she'll be able to get some rest and relaxation since her husband would still be gone on business this year. Plus, finally, she'd be able to pry her daughter away from that Foster's place for a while, she had a feeling they'd grown a little weary of Goo coming by everyday with that boy, Mark or something.

"Are you sure you want to spend most of your summer away from all of your friends and family, sweetie?" she asked, secretly she was hoping she was ready to go.

"Yes, mama, I want to go, I really do." She said twirling one of her pig tails, he mom tried not to show how relieved she was, but she went and signed all of the forms and gave Goo the required amount of money, for 'food and necessities.' She stuck it all in an envelope and put it in her school bag for tomorrow. She couldn't wait, summer was just ten days away, and she had to tell Mac the news.

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"The mountains, Goo? Are you sure you want to spend your whole summer there?" the chestnut haired boy asked, mystified at the sudden decision. Goo gave him a toothy grin.

"It's not the whole summer, Mac, just two months. I'll be back in august." She explained, Mac still wasn't too convinced about it, he's never heard of any therapist who offered to take their clients home with them. He'd been worried about her from the start, he even had used his moms computer at work to do a quick background check on the guy, and he'd found nothing. Goo had been so exited, it had been five days already and she totally forgot to tell him. Mac had noticed her new jewelry around her neck, when he'd asked she had told him it was a gift. It was a heart-shaped locket with multicolored gems in it that spelled out her name, it looked expensive.

"Yeah, I guess, but here, take this and call me once in a while, okay?" he handed her a slip of paper with his home number in it, she took it and smiled at him, he gave a red faced grin back, this was the first girl he'd ever given his number to, he hoped she didn't take it the wrong way, they were just friends.

"Thanks Mac, I will." She said, Mac smiled and before he saw it coming, Goo pressed her lips to his, he tried to jump back but she held him in place for a few more seconds, then she released him, licking her lips before turning and heading back down the way they'd came. He just stood frozen in shock,

What was that all about? He thought, just then a blue stub tapped him on the shoulder, Mac realized he was standing in front of the Foster's Gate the entire time, his creation had a smirk on his face.

"Hey Casanova, are you just gonna stand there, or are you coming inside?"

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The day had finally arrived, she was packed and ready, she was sitting in front of her bedroom window, waiting for Dr. Les's car to pull up. She was so excited she was bouncing in her seat, a whole two months with John. She hoped she could learn more about being older out there, what happened last week was amazing, that feeling she had, that 'orgasm'. She wanted more like that, she wanted to learn more about everything, and she wanted Dr. Les to teach her. She felt her private area start to heat up and she subconsciously reached down to touch it, like he'd also taught her. She flinched when she heard her mother's voice,

"Honey are you alright, you need to calm down, he'll be here in a minute." She said, Goo pulled her hand up and started fiddling with her locket, she never took it off, save the shower, and always fondled it when she was nervous. Her heart fluttered when his silver Bugatti Veyron, she jumped up and rushed to the door, but she was stopped by her mom.

"Now Goo, I want you to watch yourself out there, if anything happens, you call me, ok?" she said, Goo nodded and slipped past and ran to the car, John smiled and told her to put her suitcase in the back. She jumped in the front, and happily clutched the man's arm; he gave another sharp smile before asking Goo a question.

"Are you ready, my rainbow angel, it's gonna be a very long drive?" he asked as he pulled away and onto the street, she snuggled up to him.

"As long as you're here, I don't mind." She said, John's brow furrowed a bit, slightly reconsidering his entire project, then he pulled over to the side and leaned in to kiss the girl,, she accepted it and the thought was purged from his mind. He did come to realize one thing, this was the one, this was the girl he loved. Goo was happy to be with him, she hoped the two months lasted forever, But she couldn't shake that voice, that voice that told her she was wrong, that this was wrong. She finally just pushed the voice out of her mind, tired of it she silenced it for good, nothing was going to ruin this.

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A/N: In the Next chapter, Goo and John travel to his Estate, he decides to 'teach' her more, but when she refuses, he loses his temper, causing rifts in Goo's judgment. Will she start to listen to her conscience or will she continue to listen to her Therapist…..