Me: Guys I Am Back With A New Story.

Runo: Em.

Me(Sad): Runo Are You Not Happy That I Am Back?

Runo: No Alisha I Am Happy To See You.

Me: Really Can You Do Disclaimer.

Runo: Charming Alisha Dont Own Anything Only Story.

Me: Happy Reading.

My name is Runo. I'm a normal eighteen-year-old living in Bayview. All my friends pressured me to do it...to give myself up to Dan. They said it was the only way to show true love...and I believed them. I used to cry every night...crouched up in a fetal position, my head down so my blue-colored hair could cover my eyes.

Sometimes I hate myself for what I did. However, nothing made me feel worse than when I looked at the pregnancy tester in front of me. It was positive. After I saw that, I ran into my room, screamed until my throat went numb, closed my eyes so tight the pulse began to break, ripped my hair out, then cried for about three hours. I couldn't even take care of myself...How on earth could I raise a baby?

I couldn't...that's when I did one of the worst things I could...I told Dan. Not even my parents knew, but he had to. He was scared, I understood that... But I'll never forget what he told me..."Get an abortion."

I never understood faith. My parents really didn't have a religion, but they taught me right from wrong.

A fetus...A simple, pure being. Some said they weren't people until their mothers gave birth to them. Others considered them over-developed stem cells: stem cells, to many, are just a substitute for medicine-not life forms at all.

Feeling every individual drop of water hit my body, I grabbed each shoulder with the opposite hand, letting the air go from hot to freezing cold all around me. Abortion: glorified murder to some. A desperate way out for others. I rubbed my swollen stomach gently. You're a part of me, I thought.

In my life, I've done some horrible things...If I could, I'd let it all go, forget everything, but I can't. Did I dare take a life? Kill the very thing I brought into existence?

Other people have always been there to make my decisions for me. I was always a little girl, never a woman. Dan has a piece of my heart and soul, and the use of my body. It's about time I did something for myself.

The baby would suffer as my child. I could never be a mother. There was only way to fix my mistake:

"I'd like to put my baby up for adoption," I said, rubbing my stomach. "...Everyone deserves to live."

Me: Guys Its The End Hope You Like It.

Please R&R.

Bye

-CA95