O+O holy shit I am alive! I mean so yeah. Sorry I have been away for so long I been having a lot of coursework but that is all over now! So I have good news and bad news...

Bad news: I will be deleting or not updating Depraved and Sinful life. Because :| I feel I have little to no ideas for them and I don't want to bore you guys.

Good news: I will try to update Switching places, A new cute Kisa x Yukina Short and Emerald High.

So yeah...

~Kisa POV~

As I rolled out of the bed, stretching my aging limbs I felt a slight tug on my wrist.

"Oi, Shouta come back to bed." A stranger called out to me. The way he said my name brought chills down my spine.

" I have to go. " I muttered as I looked for my pants. The room was dark, the moon light only helped my line of vision slightly. "Hm- I suppose I should go too, my wife is probably wondering where I am." The strange man started getting dressed left some money on the table. "Take care of yourself Shouta and call me later." The guy said in smuggled tone.

"Asshole." I thought. Locating my discarded clothes on the floor; I got my stuff together before I looked over at the money left on the table. 2500 Yen was all that was left.

"Common Shouta don't be proud take the moneyyyy!"

I turned my nose to the dirty cash and continued to get ready. I may not have much pride but I am not some poor whore that needs money.

What time was it anyway? I flipped open my cell phone. The reading said 3:03AM. I still had some time to sleep before my shift at Marukawa publishing. Each step I took forced me to fight back against exhaustion.

"Dammit body, please don't fail me now." I prayed. I was almost home, that was the only blessing. I climbed up the flight of stairs and pulled my keys out. Some glorious way I made it to my apartment before I was found slumped over on a bench again. The door slowly opened. "Tadaima." My voiced echoed through the empty flat. Everyday with this, no one will respond so why do I even try?

I am alone after all.

My stuff found a nice place to rest on the floor as I crawled onto my bed, my own partner tonight would be my pillow, the only thing I could cuddle at night and it would not change in the morning. After hours of sleepless rest; I gave up trying. At 6am my phone started to vibrate, sense it was left on the floor like all my other belongings, it was not reachable. I dragged myself out of bed and located my phone. The bright green phone contrasted compared to all my other stuff that could be described as dark and gloomy. I picked up my phone and looked at the caller ID.

'Shima Kisa' Without any I did what any mature adult would have done in the situation.

*Ignored* I signed as my phone rested in my palm until the vibrating started up again.

The same person was calling. I bit my lower lip, she it too annoying, I really don't feel like dealing with her this early. What if it is something important? What if she needs my help? These thoughts ran through my head. I finally made the best decision on how to approach this woman.

*ignored* My phone continued to vibrate. No matter what I do, she wouldn't leave me alone. I tried to fix my tone.

"Hello?"

The person on the other line took a few seconds to respond. "SHOUTA! WHY HAVE YOU BEEN IGNORING MY CALLS!" The woman hissed.

"I was trying to avoid speaking to you." I bluntly said.

"I am your sister!"

"I don't care. Good bye."

"Shouta wait!"

"You have 10 seconds before I hang up."

Shima stuttered. "Mamaa wants you to come home and visit she has big news."

A sweat fell from my head. I haven't traveled home in years, going now would just be awkward.

"Shouta, it would mean a lot to her."

"..." I signed, I wouldn't be able to win this fight.

"Alright ,but you should know I have a lot of-"

Shia didn't seem interested in what I had to say and decided to hang up.

"Work..." I finished the sentence.

After a long train ride to Kyoto, I was finally home. I remembered the path I would take whenever I came home from school. As I approached the house I froze in place. Nostalgic memories violated my head from when I was younger, busting through the door and yelling "MAMA I'M HOME!" I shook it off and knocked on the door like a man. The door slowly opened, a tall man with chestnut eyes and dirty blonde hair.

The man gave off a cheerful aura, he was so beautiful. I couldn't help but to blush. "Can I help you sir." The prince smile.

"I- I ugh." My words were caught in my throat.

"sSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSShouta!" I heard Shima's voice get louder and louder until she tackled me. "I can't breathe!" I choked out. "I missed you so much little brother!" Shima brought me to my feet. "This is my loving finance Yukina Kou."

"You were always able to bag the good looking ones huh Shi-chan?" Shima clutched on on to Yukina's arm as if I offended her in some way.

"My Yuki is all I will ever need." The God of a man just stood there, as if he was trophy.

After Shima allowed me to step into my parent's house; I saw a man and a woman sitting at a table. They both stopped what they were doing instantly and looked at me as if I was some kind of ghost.

"Well look who decided to stop by after 12 years." The man spoke first, the woman's reaction was completely different than the male. "SHOUTA it has been so long!" She yelled, entrapping me in a dangerous bear hug. "Hello mother, father."

My father spoke again "I can assume that since you been away for so long you got married and you are expecting to have kids soon."

"..."

"What other excuse do you have for not contacting your family?"

Not even my mother's strong embrace could protect me against my father's harsh words; why were they getting to me ,because every word he said was true. I turned my back to my father, breaking my mother's hug and walked out the door. I could hear my father in the background, his smug grin 'Turning your back on your family again? That is nothing new.'

'KEEP OUT NO SHIMAS ALLOWED!' A small sign said. This place was secluded, I made this place when I was a little boy. When my father would be upset, when Shima would be mean, when mom would cook anything I didn't want to eat or just to get away from everyone. I would be completely isolated from the world. My thoughts and secrets would be kept with the cherry blossoms. As I got comfortable with my surroundings a small smile appeared on my face as I flopped down on the dirty ground and looked at the sky. Only I knew this location, no one else could find-. A footstep broke my thought pattern.

"Kisa-san are you okay?"

I jumped a little to find Yukina staring at me with concerned eyes. The only words that would come out were "How did you find me?"

Yukina looked at me for awhile then smiled. "Well I come here often to draw and be isolated from the world, if that makes sense. Is this your hiding spot?"

I turned my head to him, not wanting to answer his question.

"Your father is pretty scary, but don't let him get to you. He was really hard on me when I asked for his daughter's hand. "

I continued to stay quiet, hearing Yukina's world.

"I can remember him saying 'EHH? THIS PRETTY BOY? HOW WILL HE SUPPORT YOU? DOES HE EVEN HAVE A JOB?' He really scared me." Yukina laughed.

"He cares about you Kisa-san, alot." Yukina sat right beside me and gave a brilliant smile that could justifiably be the brightest thing I have seen in my dark world. I wanted to look at him, I wanted to believe his words but I couldn't.

"Kisa-san." Yukina said lightly and put his hand on top of mine. "Trust me, You father loves you."

"You know you don't have to say these things, I'm not some child."

"Ehh?" Yukina looked confused. "I wasn't saying because I pity you, I say it because you're my future brother in law, I want you to be happy."

Why does Shima always get the good guys while I get the villains? I guess that is life. She is a bitch.

so...end :| Sorry for any grammar mistakes I kinda gave up because I was sleepy.