"I can't believe we're getting married next weekend." Amanda smiles as she lays on the bed as Olivia changes into her pajamas. "I never thought I'd ever settle down.. guess fifty must be the magical age for me." Olivia stated as she climbed up onto the bed."It only took as long as it did with all the, uh, obstacles in life."
Olivia chuckles. "You're not wrong about that." Amanda looks at Olivia and kisses her softly. "I still can't believe it. If someone had told me ten years ago that I'd be marrying Olivia Benson, I would've laughed in their faces." Olivia chuckles at the statement Amanda makes. "I never thought my life would've ever settled down. Now I'm a Lieutenant of my own squad and I have a son and a step-daughter…." Olivia trails off. "And this little one too…." Amanda points out her swollen belly. Olivia smiles. They really had been through so much since they met.
"Yes, and this little one as well…" She moves down and kisses Amanda's belly. "It's always fun to cuddle together after the kids are asleep…" Amanda purrs softly. "Yes, it's a moment I certainly cherish." Olivia scooted back up and held Amanda in her arms. "I still remember all the firsts…" Olivia admitted. "Oh really?" Amanda says, surprised. "From what I can remember, yes. It all started when we first went undercover…."
After working a case about a runaway teen wanting to meet her biological father, the detectives at NYPD's SVU work to find the mysterious 'Donor 141'. Munch tell Olivia and Amanda to head to New York Cryogenics to get the information on 'Donor 141' but Olivia insisted they couldn't get anywhere with compromising confidentiality and that they didn't have enough for a warrant. Munch was confident that the two ladies could think of something so they go undercover as a lesbian couple.
An older woman looks at Amanda and Olivia with a smile. "How can I help you?"
"We think it's time to take the next step and build a family." Olivia looks at Amanda and smiles as they both hold hands. "Well, good for you," the woman smiles. "So do you have any ideas about what you're looking for in a donor?"
"Well, don't you have a book that we can go through?" Olivia asks. "Yes, of course."
"Well, actually, we do have one idea." Amanda interjects. Causing Olivia to play along with a story. "Um, my cousin used sperm from this bank, and her daughter Brooke is just so lovely and smart, and we were thinking it might be nice-," the receptionist interrupts Olivia. "If they could share the same genes? I get it. It happens a lot, actually. So how old is Brooke?" The lady asks, Amanda and Olivia look at each other.
"She's gotta be, what?" Olivia wracks her brain. "17?" Amanda blurts out. "18." Olivia says."No, she's almost 17 now." Both ladies say simultaneously. "Oh, I see. Well, it's not likely that we still have that donor in our bank."
"That's what I tried to tell her.." Amanda tells the receptionist. "Well, she said that it was donor-," Olivia starts to say, but Amanda interjects. "It's Donor 141. So could you check?" Amanda asks as Olivia hands the receptionist a piece of paper. "Yes of course," the receptionist smiles as she looks on the system.
"There's no harm in checking," Olivia says as she gazes at Amanda for quite a while. Amanda catches Olivia looking at her, but doesn't say anything since they are undercover at the moment. "I'm sorry but we just ran out of Donor 141 about five years ago." So both ladies suggest to the receptionist to ask for some details of the man to figure out the description of the donor and such.
They head back to the precinct and piece together all the information and find out about who 'Donor 141' was. They made their case and tracked down the suspect, finding out more information and talking to a few more people and unravelling the case.
After the case was done with and everyone clocked out, Amanda texted Olivia to hangout for some dinner. That moment at the cryogenics when Olivia looked at her really couldn't leave her mind so she wanted to find out what it was about. She was new to the precinct still, but there was something about Olivia that she couldn't quite put words together to really explain it. She needed to find out from the brunette, whether it was just spur of the moment while they were undercover or if Olivia was really feeling the same way or not. Amanda was jarred out of her thoughts as there was a knock on the door.
Amanda peered through the peephole in the door, she saw Olivia standing on the other side of the door. She braced herself as she opened the door. "Liv," Amanda greeted her with a smile. "Hey." Olivia stood there, unsure really what to say.
"Do you want to come in?" Amanda asks. "Considering that you invited me over, I would hope so, at least I hope so." Olivia chuckled. "Oh, yeah. That is true…" Amanda stepped to the side, opening the door. Olivia walked right by her and scoped out the living room. "Nice house," Olivia commented. "Thanks… Um, could I get you something to drink?" Amanda asks as she walks into the kitchen. "What kind of drinks do you have?" Olivia asks.
"Well, I have quite the selection," Amanda chuckles. She motions for Olivia to come over to the kitchen. Olivia eyeballs the collection of liquor. "Bacardi Coconut flavored rum, Crown Royal, Kentucky Deluxe, Jim Beam, Patron…. I also have Bud Light in the fridge and.." Amanda looks in the cupboard besides the refrigerator at the top shelf. She got up on her toes to reach, her shirt rising up a bit. Olivia looks at the portion of skin peeking out as Amanda reached above her. She quickly shook her head nonchalantly. "And Rose or Chablis." Amanda stood against the counter as she looks at Olivia. "Can't decide?" After a few moments of silence, Olivia nodded.
"Chablis. We'll have that. It's my favorite." Amanda smiled as she put the rose back up in the cabinet, and grabbed a couple of wine glasses. Amanda sets the glasses down on the counter and pops open the wine and pours a couple of glasses, setting the bottle down and handing a glass to Olivia. Amanda takes a sip out of her glass. "How come you invited me over?" Olivia raised an eyebrow curiously.
"Well, I am still new to the city and I don't know many people so I figured, why not see about being friends outside of work? I don't know how y'all do it around here but back home, we tend to befriend our coworkers and you seem nice." Amanda shrugged as she sipped on her wine some more, almost gulping it. "Well, that's a nice thought… Uh, I didn't take it into consideration this soon…" Amanda interjected. "About a year…."
"Yes," Olivia swore her face was turning red. "Well, you're not wrong about that…" Olivia bit the corner of her lip. "Uh, would you like to sit down?"Amanda nods over to the couch. "That would be nice." Olivia smiles.
Both ladies made their way to the couch as Amanda brought the bottle of wine over. "I ordered in, I hope you don't mind…" Amanda set the wine down on the coffee table. "Oh really? That's nice." Olivia gulped her wine as there was a bit of awkwardness in the air. "Yeah, I hope you like chicken primavera." Amanda smiles as she sets her empty wine glass down.
"I… don't think I've ever had chicken primavera… I've always had chicken cremora." Olivia thinks back on all the pastas she's ever eaten. "Well, primavera is really good and it's got a tang to it and it's really good."
A few minutes later, there's a knock on the door. "That must be our dinners." Amanda gets up and digs into her pocket for a tip to give to the delivery person. She opens the door and both Amanda and the delivery man greet each other, he hands her the food and she hands him a tip and then shuts the door. Amanda made her way to the couch with the food. "Food smells good at least." Olivia says as Amanda sets the food onto the coffee table. Opening the plastic takeaway bag, she unpacks two takeaway containers with forks. Handing one to Olivia, their hands touch for a swift moment, making their hearts race as Olivia takes the container from Amanda. "Th-thanks.." Olivia spoke softly. "You're welcome. Uh, refill on your wine?" Amanda asks as she refills her own glass.
"Yeah, that would be great." Olivia opened the takeaway container and took a bit of chicken primavera on her fork, cooling it off before taking a bite. After chewing it, Olivia sighed happily. "Wow, this is really good!" Olivia exclaimed. "I'm glad you like it." Amanda smiles as she sets Olivia's wineglass down in front of her on the coffee table.
"I love this chicken primavera." Olivia grabs a giant bite of the food. Amanda watches Olivia enjoy her primavera. Lord, she was wishing in her mind for her lips to be against Olivia's. She jars her focus back on her food and eats. Olivia couldn't help but notice that Amanda was staring at her, yet Olivia was scarfing her food down as if she hadn't ate in forever. She needed to make a better impression so she set her food down for a moment and drank some wine. Olivia accidentally spills some wine.
"Oh shit," Olivia notices she spills some on her shirt, Amanda grabs a napkin and hands it to Olivia rather than cleaning the spill herself, despite how much she really wanted to. Amanda bit the corner of her lip as she watches Olivia clean her shirt. Amanda scooted closer. She knew the risks of this, but it was a risk she was willing to take. She scoots as close as she can, leaning in, finding Olivia's lips with her own. Olivia was surprised, she almost hesitated to stop the kiss, gently pushing Amanda away. "Oh… sorry….," Amanda's face turned red as she sat back where she was before, crossing her leg underneath her, settling from arousal. "Where did that come from.. and why?" Olivia asked curiously.
"I saw.. the way you looked at me earlier…." Amanda murmured softly. "What do you mean, Amanda?" Olivia asks.
"At the cryogenic…. when we were trying to get the information from the receptionist….we were kind of talking over each other but then you said, there's no harm in checking and I saw the way you were looking at me even though she wasn't paying attention…" Amanda trailed off, starting to regret bringing that up. Olivia stayed quiet. "I'm sorry for insinuating that you were interested in me by judging something when we were undercover and I'm sorry for kissing you." Amanda takes her empty takeaway container and throws it away, picking up the bottle of wine but being stopped by Olivia grabbing her wrist. "Leave it…" she whispered. "Sit down, Amanda." Olivia kept her voice quiet, her mind trying to stay focused on her thoughts.
Amanda sat back down. "I'm sorry if I made a wrong impression on you earlier today, Amanda….," the kiss still lingered on her lips and she was damned to have stopped it and to be lying to Amanda. Olivia bit her lip and shook her head. She couldn't hurt herself or shut out Amanda, it wouldn't have been fair. Amanda just kept her gaze locked on the bottle of wine as the words Liv just told her, echoed in her mind. She was rattled out of her locked gaze as she felt a pair of lips meeting hers.
"I shouldn't have lied to you," Olivia whispered after breaking the kiss, still close to Amanda. "I just… haven't felt this way in a while.." Olivia bit her lip as she sat back with her back against the couch. She was too scared to show her vulnerability. She was so deep in the closet, it had dared to peek out again after having close encounters with ADA Alexandra Cabot previously. "I…. haven't come to terms with who I am yet.." Liv whispered. Amanda's eyes scanned the older woman. "You mean about your sexuality?" The blonde asks. Olivia didn't say anything, she just nodded.
"For years, I battled my sexuality. I came from a traditional Christian household. I started getting older, when puberty hit.. I started noticing how different I was. I looked at girls differently. I started feeling different towards them. I was in denial for years… then I had my first sexual experience with a girl… and.. it felt different. In a good manner. I was actually comfortable with what she was doing to me. With men, I was still uncomfortable. I kept it a secret for so long but I knew I was attracted to women. I tried to be a straight woman. I can't pretend to be someone I'm not. I can see your confusion. That's why I kissed you. No matter what age you are, whether you're a child or a grown adult who's been married with kids and such, sexuality and discovering who you are, doesn't have an age limit." Amanda spoke out the truth about herself and Olivia sat there in silence, taking in all the information the young blonde just admitted. "So… you're bi?" Olivia asked after sitting there for a moment in silence. "I'm pansexual. No matter the gender or sexual preference, I love any and everyone." Amanda says relievingly to admit to someone she worked with who she really was.
The wheels just kept turning in Olivia's mind. "This.. might be stupid or sound stupid.. but…" Olivia started to say, but she chewed on her lip, nervous to say what's on her mind. "You can tell me anything." Amanda reassured her. "Can… we kiss again..?" Her voice was so timid and Liv hated herself for it. But, she was curious. "Yes, that's fine. If you want to see if you like it or not, right?" Amanda reassured with a smile. Olivia sighed in relief, to know that Amanda was saying what she was wanting to say. "Okay. But this is our secret. You tell a peep to a single soul and I will deny it like you wouldn't believe." Olivia clarifies to Amanda. "I promise." Amanda says in a serious tone. Olivia bit her lip nervously as she leans in and her mouth parted a bit as her mouth met Amanda's. Her tongue immediately intruding Amanda's shortly after their mouths made contact. The kiss continued for quite some time.
Olivia finally pushed the clouds away in her mind to break the kiss. "Well…?" Amanda's voice was soft. "That was.. interesting…." Olivia tried to form a sentence but her mind was everywhere. "I actually liked it." She smiles a bit. "If you want to, we can keep doing it for a little while.." Amanda tried not to push it. "Maybe…. but it doesn't go any further than that." Olivia says in a stern tone. "I actually cannot promise you that….." Amanda says truthfully. Liv raised an eyebrow as she sighed. "We'll see."
Amanda chuckled softly and then Olivia pulls Amanda up on her lap, kissing her again. Amanda's breathing got heavier as they continued their makeout session. Amanda ran her hands against Olivia's sides, her hands slipping under the brunette's shirt, massaging her breasts over her bra. Olivia moaned softly. Amanda's mouth moved to Olivia's neck, causing the brunette's breath to hitch. "'Manda…" Olivia murmurs. Amanda hears the brunette speaking as she removes her hands away from Olivia's breasts as she works her mouth against the pulse point of her neck. "Amanda…," a moan winced out of the brunette's throat, her hands gripping the blonde's waist tightly. She gets off of Olivia's lap.
"Sorry… I got too enthusiastic didn't I?" She apologizes. "I'm just not in the mood to go further tonight… hence why I was whining. I should be the one apologizing. I'm wanting to.. but I don't want to make it awkward. I also don't want to seem like I'm using you, either." Olivia's voice soft. "No, it wouldn't be awkward for me at all, Liv. It's also not in any way, using me. You're curious and you wanna learn and experience it. From experience, firsthand, it's always good to try and, if you want like in your case, to experiment to see what it's like; it's good to do it with a friend. Someone that you know. It doesn't have to be tonight. It could be three months from now and I still wouldn't mind volunteering to experiment with you, Liv. I trust you fully, but you also have to trust me. That's the thing with these things is that it's a system and network of trust."
"Wow, you're pretty wisdomous about all this stuff." Olivia says in a surprised manner. "It's from what I've learned growing up. The different relationships I've had with men and women, and all the stuff I've learned from each relationship and from the other person."
Olivia eyed Amanda. She took a deep breath as she leant back in and kissed Amanda deeply. Her hand landed on Amanda's thigh, gently squeezing. As if it were a nonverbal command for help, Amanda gently and slowly moved her hand towards Liv's, making Olivia's hand slide up the blonde's thigh. They both shuddered as a chilling spark went down their spines. Amanda's hand lightly gripped Olivia's wrist as she made Liv's hand gently rub against her center outside her pants.
Liv gently shook her hand as a cue for Amanda to move her hand as Liv worked to unbutton Amanda's jeans. Olivia took a deep, calm breath as her hand slid under the waistband of Amanda's underwear. She looked into Amanda's eyes. She nodded as she sank further into the couch, giving Olivia more leverage to do what she needed to do. Liv bit her lip softly as her fingers make contact with the blonde's slick folds. "Oh, you're wet…" Olivia murmurs as she circles her fingers around Amanda's folds. The blonde throwing her head back as her breath hitched while she moaned.
Olivia removed her hands as she quickly pulled Amanda's pants down. Amanda was naked from the waist down as she laid down on the couch, giving Olivia more than enough leverage. Liv's body hovered over Amanda's as she leant down for a kiss. Fingers now teasing the clit. "Fuck, Liv, don't tease." Amanda whines. Olivia's fingers traipsed over Amanda's pussy as she inserted two fingers. Muscles already contracting against her fingers as she first made contact. Olivia slowly pumped her fingers as Amanda rocked her hips, moans getting louder.
Olivia couldn't bare the temptation any longer. She finished undressing Amanda, then completely undressed herself. She's unsure how she could possibly know this move. Probably from a lesbian friend back from her days at the academy. She always wrote lesbian erotica. Olivia settled her body between Amanda's legs. Her hips met Amanda's as she rolled her hips against the blonde's. She stopped quickly. "This might be another dumb question but.. do you have a vibrator?" Olivia asks.
"I do, but it's in the bedroom." Amanda husked lowly. "Then let's take this into the bedroom." Olivia says as she gets up off of Amanda and pulls her into Amanda's bedroom. Amanda gets the wand out as she plugs it in. "Okay, we'll need that in a minute. Up on the bed." Olivia husked.
Amanda got up on the bed as Liv hovered over her, kissing her with fiery passion. Olivia's hands went to the center of Amanda's thighs, her hands forcefully spreading her legs as the brunette settled between her waist. Amanda moaned as Liv started up rolling her hips against Amanda's once again. Amanda bucked her hips and rocked as Liv kept going. Both women were moaning and then Liv picked her body up from Amanda's for a second, placing the wand between the both of them as she makes Amanda rock her hips as well as Olivia does, both women came hard as they reached their climax. Olivia's breathing was so deep and shallow that her body shook violently.
"Manda, help.." Liv's voice spoke raspily. She grabs the vibrator from Liv, clicking it off and setting it to the side as she pushes Olivia to roll over as she kisses Liv's skin all over before her mouth made contact with Olivia's core. She arched her back tightly as Amanda's lips sucked Liv's clit hard. "Fuck!" Liv screamed.
"Shh, don't get us in trouble." Amanda says as she goes back to help Liv reach her full orgasm.