This is a Bethan Songfic :D
Song: now or never by outasight
The song is so awesome !
Anyway, read and review !
:P
It was a typical Monday night in the Weir's house. Grandma Weir was making potions in the basement, and Benny, the brunette teenager, was in his room, thinking about his best friend, Ethan. Benny has been in love with Ethan for the past four years, but he could never tell his best friend his feelings. He was scared of rejection. And he didn't want to lose his best friend.
So there he was, in his bed, sketching a drawing of Ethan. Upset of being everyday in love with Ethan without him knowing, and worse, without Ethan loving him back, he didn't want to be alone in his thoughts, thoughts filled of Ethan, what it would be like if they kissed, what it would be like to call him his boyfriend…. He turned on the radio and listened.
I-I love you like a love song, baby,
I-I love you like a love song, b-
Benny changed the channel. He muttered: Yes, I do.
"And now, we are going to listen to Outasight, when he sings " now or never "!"
Benny never heard of this song, he decided to listen.
When the song ended, he thought about it. Outasight was right. He would do something about his love.
Tuesday morning, Benny woke up, a knot in his stomach. He didn't want to go to school, but he had to, to see Ethan. He turned on the radio and heard the same song as last night. It gave him determination. He went downstairs, the song still on the radio. His grandma had made him pancakes. He ate them, and went through the door, the song stuck in his head. His grandma shouted from the window:
- Good luck Benny! Now or never!
Benny stopped in his tracks. How did she know I'm going to do something about loving Ethan? He thought. He just thanked his grandma and went to school, butterflies in his stomach.
And I can't believe forever it seems to live out these dreams
It's been so long since Benny liked Ethan, he was a little glad of letting his feelings out. He was a little embarrassed of doing it in school, but the song really inspired him.
When you start to think about taking a chance
you can't give a damn
He decided to take a chance, tell Ethan how he felt, and see how he'll react.
Huh I'm a hopeless romantic
fell in love with a simple idea
Before the bell rang, he would go to Ethan's locker and wait for him to come.
with a little bit luck
and a whole lotta work
He would take a rose, give it to him and say his true feelings.
I can make everyone of these visions real
He hoped the answer would be the one of his dreams.
we don't care what the people say
and we don't care what they want to do
and we don't care about it anymore
we do what we want
Benny didn't care what others will probably think of his love for another boy, he didn't care if jocks called him a fag, or if they pushed him into lockers for the rest of the year.
I ain't wasting a no more time
It's now or never
I'm about to get mine
It's now or never
I'm about to get mine
It's now or never
Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
It's now or never
He was now walking faster to school, determination on his face.
Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
It's now or never.
He paused in front of the double doors, leading to school. Finally, he took a deep breath, and entered.
We don't care what the people say
and we don't care what they want to do
and we don't care about it anymore
we do what we want
Already a lot of people were inside, doing today's homework, talking with friends, eating breakfast. He thought that maybe it wasn't a good idea… the second he stopped at Ethan's locker, the shorter brunette entered the school, a smile on his face as he saw Benny. Benny blushed.
I ain't wasting a no more time
its now or never
I'm about to get mine
It's now or never
The taller brunette decided to tell Ethan his feelings, it was just so hard to see him talking to Sarah every day. Of course Benny himself pretended to like Erica, though he prefers brunettes.
I'm about to get mine
It's now or never
Ethan said hi to him, and Benny just froze, hypnotized by Ethan's beauty. He shook his head, smiled and said:
- hi E, listen. I gotta tell you something….
It's time to decide
if its worth the fight or letting it slide
and I drew the line at wasting away or waiting to be saved
so I made my own luck in my head on straight and kicked up the dust
And the money well it don't mean much I did it for the love and that was enough
The way I dreamed it ain't the way it played out missed every road that looked to be the safe route.
No directions I made my way out
I don't give a damn what they say no way now.
- Benny, what is it?
There was no going back now. Benny took a deep breath, thought about the song that inspired him so much, recited a magic spell, and said, holding a rose:
We don't care what the people say
and we don't care what they want to do
and we don't care about it anymore
we do what we want
- E, I love you. I have for four years. A piece of me always breaks when you talk about Sarah, or when you try to flirt with her….
I ain't wasting a no more time
its now or never I'm about to get mine
It's now or never I'm about to get mine
It's now or never
Ethan stared at Benny with surprised eyes, letting Benny continue talking.
Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
It's now or never
Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
It's now or never.
- I think of you everyday, you are my other half, I could never live without you. But, if you think I'm weird, or if you hate me, I understand. Just take this rose and….
We don't care what the people say
and we don't care what they want to do
and we don't care about it anymore
we do what we want
Benny waited for Ethan to answer, but he didn't move. Benny took that as a no, handed Ethan his perfect, red rose, and started to walk away, already seeing jocks coming his way yelling "fag".
I ain't wasting a no more time
It's now or never
I'm about to get mine
It's now or never
I'm about to get mine
Tears wear tugging at his eyes, he blinked them away.
We don't care what the people say
and we don't care what they want to do
and we don't care about it anymore
we do what we want
Ethan's hand stopped Benny from walking away from him. He turned him around, looked into his eyes, and said:
- Benny….
I ain't wasting a no more time
its now or never I'm about to get mine
It's now or never
I'm about to get mine
It's now or never.
But he didn't finish his sentence. He kissed Benny. Benny was so surprised of feeling Ethan's perfect lips on his, he forgot to kiss back. He smiled, and kissed back, pulling Ethan closer to him.
Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
It's now or never
The jocks stopped in their tracks, surprised to see Ethan kissing Benny. They walked faster, until a blonde and a brunette stopped them, and started flirting with them. The jocks forgot Ethan and Benny and followed the girls who were leading them outside.
Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
It's now or never.
Ethan pulled back from the kiss, put his forehead against Benny's, and said :
- I love you Benny.
- I love you too, Ethan.
We don't care what the people say
and we don't care what they want to do
and we don't care about it anymore
we do what we want
The bell rang. They walked towards their class, holding hands, Benny with the biggest smile he ever had, Ethan smelling his magic rose. They ignored all the persons calling them fags and walked away, happy.
I ain't wasting a no more time
It's now or never
- E, you're mine forever now. I'm never letting you go.
- Benny, you're mine forever too. I love you, always have, always will.
- I love you too.
I'm about to get mine
It's now or never
The girls who took care of the jocks entered the school, something red on their teeth. They saw the two boys and smiled at each other.
I'm about to get mine
It's now or never.
Thank you, Outasight, thought Benny as he entered the classroom, Ethan by his side.
Well, how was it ? I really love the song !
Peace and Bethan :P