Just a Dream Chapter 1: Introduction, a twilight fanfic

Only this is a song chapter the rest are normal everything in bold Belongs to Carrie Underwood Just a Dream is the name of the song I suggest listening to it it's a sad song

It was 2 weeks after the day she turned 18

I turned 18 2 weeks ago, today I'm going to a funeral when I had a flashback of myself

All dressed in white going to the church that night

it was my wedding night I was marrying Jasper Whitlock. Now I'm going to the church for an entirely different reason

She had his box of letters in the passenger seat

I had the box full of letters he sent me while he was away with the Confederates when I was hit with another memory

sixpence in her shoe something borrowed something blue

My dress was new, the sixpence in my show was kinda old, my tiara was borrowed from a family friend and my flowers were blue, then I was at the church so I snapped out of my memories to pay attention

And when the church downs opened up wide she put her veil down trying to hide the tears

then the doors opened and I had to put my veil down to hide my tears that I shed for my husband who was also my best friend

Oh, she just couldn't believe it she heard the trumpets from the military band and the flowers fell out of her hands

I couldn't believe it this can't be real then the trumpets from the military band began to play and I became so numb I didn't myself drop the flowers but I know I did

Baby why'd you leave me why'd you have to go I was counting on forever now I'll never know can't even breathe It's like I'm looking from a distance standing in the background everybody's saying he's not coming home now this can't be happening to me this is just a dream

Jasper why would you leave me you promised me forever this doesn't make any sense I'm gasping for air I feel like I'm looking from so far away but I'm right next to your empty casket everyone around me is saying you're not coming home and as much as I don't want to I'm starting to believe them I wish this was just a dream

The preacher man said let us bow heads and pray 'Lord please lift his soul and heal this hurt.' Then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard, Then they handed her a folded up flag and she held onto all she had left of him oh and what could have been and then the guns rang one last shot and it felt like a bullet to her heart

The chorus stood and they sang such a sad song they handed me his folded up flag and I held onto all I had left of him and what we should of had when the guns rang out the last shot it felt like it was straight into my heart I couldn't breathe please Jasper don't do this to me you promised.

Jasper please this hurts me to even think about

Jasper you left me and Matt behind he just turned a year old and you're not here. I have to stay strong for him. Remember when we named him after your father? You were so happy and said it was the most amazing thing to honor your father even in his death.

So this is an idea I've had in my head for a while I'll try to post the next chapter tomorrow please review and let me know what you thing