Disclaimer: *Sings* i wrote inu yasha and Andi has friends!---NOT!... see there both wrong i dont own inu yasha...now where does that leave Andi?

Andi: Well i own Inu Yasha's Ears so *sticks out toung*

Inu Yasha: Kagome owns my ears! NOW NEITHER ONE OF YOU OWN INU YASHA AND CO.!

Me: Jeez...way to burst MY bubble..

A/N: Hello There! ME Ooo SO BORDE!! yea, i dont want to study so i have a few minets on my trusty pice of crap...i mean computer... well this is just a little A/U by me! dun exacly know what its gonna be about, just where ever my keyborde takes me!

Ch:1 so if began.

Kagome and Inu Yasha walk on the beach hand in hand, looking at the water for the last time.

" So this is it, huh?" Inu Yasha mumred. "i guess so, somehow it had to end..." Kagome sobbed alittle, " I have to go to the hospital tommorw...I-I want you to be there.." " Ill be there... no worrys.." He flinched at the word worry, concidering he was worried as hell. "It was 1 year ago yesterday the told me about the tumor..they told me i would be fine..but i know i wont, i can feel it." Kagome didn't look half as afraid as Inu Yasha was.

" How are we going to tell Rin?" He sighed. " My baby.. i have no idea!" She it had never crossed her mind that somehow she had to tell her sister, " after mom died..she thought she had no one left... but if I go.."

There was an akward silence...Just the sound of the waves crashing againts the shore.

"Why dont we go home, i know you need to talk.." They both looked over at the girl bilding a sand castel alone on the other side of the beach.. this was a butiful young girl, she had large blue eyes and soft black hair as dark as the night.

They all got into a small blue car and headed home... or so they though..

Kagome clenched her head.. she flinched with pain. " Kagome, whats wrong?" Rin question with a quiver in her voice. Kagome whisperd something to inu yasha and they made a sharp left turn.

" Inu-Chan, where are we going?" "Kagome-Kun needs to go see the big people docter." Inu Yasha said as brightly as he could. " Inu-chan...im 13 not 2.. whats wrong?" " It's not my place to tell you...maybe another time, i dont know when that is but, you'll know.."

Rin look confused but nodded in responce...

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Inu Yasha got up when a docter came out of a big blue room. "She needs the operation sooner then expected..""Operation?" Rin yelled angerly, "What the fuck?!?!" "Watch your mouth Rin!" "Your not my father!" Rin Stormed out of the room.

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A few hours later she tiptoed in. " Why does she need an operation..." She whispered, you could see she was crying "Well...she has a tumor..in the left side of her brain..luckly she uses theright side of her brain to walk...or she would be dead right now.." " Is she going to be alright...?"

" I dont know..."

These words echo in her mind, these exact words 2 years ago...

" My mom and sister....just leave me..what did I do wrong?" Rin though as she waited in the waiting room all night....

" I dont know.." She repeated,

" Who...HOW can you not know?! She WILL be alright..she cant leave me! she can!" She thought...

' im so tired of being here...

supressed by all my childish fears..

and if you have to leave..

i wish that you would just leave...'

Rin was singing as loud as she could..but her voice kept cracking with all the tears....

Rin was trying to be a stable as possible..she didnt want to cry, but she couldent help it. "Inu Yasha..." She hugged him and was stroking the crying hanyou's hair.."Be strong..."

"Be strong for Kagome...for me..."