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EdwardPov:
July 2011:
My fingers tug hard at my hair as I sit in my residence, my prison cell wondering how everything got so fucked up, how I got so fucked up in my own head that I killed a man. Not just any man but a man that was eagerly trying to get his filthy hands on my woman.
One Mr. Mike Newton.
My intention wasn't to kill him but too... you know rough him up a little bit and let him know that my wife; my wife would never fall for his sick, sinister charm. Things got a bit out of hand and well here I still sit..
Wondering of why on gods earth Bella still to this day stands by my side through thick and thin hurts my head. Not only does she forgive me for the terrible thing I did but also for dragging her into this mess in the first place. We've only been married for a year, together for two. As soon as I saw her I was attracted to her but as soon as I gazed into her big brown eyes that look like swirls of melted chocolate, I knew there and then that I was in love with her and I would spend the rest of my life trying to make her love me back. Luckily, Bella loves me just as much as I love her and we enjoyed life to the fullest. My family and friends all adored her; and to complete the perfect picture, her family and friends all adored me and my family... life was good but I'm still...
Wondering how I'm going to live my life incarcerated, imprisoned, caged up like an animal. No contact with the outside world, counting down the days till I get a visit from Bella, my father, my brother's and sister's. Emmett and Jasper, my brothers visit me regularly, they think I've been wronged in some way by the justice system but I know I can't get away with what I did. Alice and Rosalie, my adopted sisters are upset by my actions and the way I behaved but will always stand by me no matter what and I'm still...
Wondering why my own mother, Esme, will not come to visit me. I understand what I did was wrong, despicable, unforgivable even but the one person who I always thought would be there for me no matter what the circumstances couldn't even bare to look at me. My father, Carlisle, says it's because she doesn't want to see her son locked up in this place, that it breaks her heart. I understand her feelings I really do, I just wish she'd understand that, now more than ever all I want is for my mother to wrap her arms around me and tell me 'everything's going to be all right' like she would do when I was a kid.
You see serving time in prison gives you A LOT of thinking time. Too much thinking time, your mind starts to replay back the years of your life. Makes you question everything you ever did, I could of done this better, I could of done that differently. It's funny how life turns out... well let me take you back to where my life truly began... Bella.
March 2009:
"Emmett, I'm not going and that's final," I say to my eldest brother when he asks me to attend a party with him. "I am twenty-two, not sixteen."
He gave me 'the look' "who gives a fuck about your age? You need to have some fun. All you ever do is work work work, don't you get sick of it?"
"Simple answer... no! I work because it earns me money and lots of it," I answer honestly.
"Not everything in life is about money Edward. You're such a dick sometimes," he says as he leaves my house and slams the door behind him.
"OI, don't slam the d..." I stop mid sentence, no point yelling if he can't hear me.
Emmett's always out partying till all hours, dragging my younger brother Jasper along with him as his wing man. Emmett's a good looking man and built like a brick shit house but had problems getting the ladies, he comes across pretty forward and not many women like that so he takes Jasper, who's extremely good looking with his golden locks, piercing blue eyes and his cheeky chappie attitude to lure the ladies in. It's highly amusing to me that they just go out to these parties for the sake of getting laid. Every time they're invited to parties, the girls always ask if I was going too, why? I don't know.
I watch out of the small window at the side of the front door as Emmett's range rover pulls away from the drive. It's a beast of a motor; the perfect car for Em to drive as it resembles his personality to a T... big, beastly and boisterous. I chuckle at my own thoughts as I turn and head up to the bathroom.
I've had a shit day at work, a few deals have fallen through and that is threatening to cause me a whole lot of trouble and stress that I don't need. I'm the CEO of my father's contracting business.
People don't understand why my father let his twenty-two year old son take over the day to day running of the company instead of the obvious choice Emmett who is twenty-six. The truth is I have the brains, the drive and the knowledge so I was happy to take over, because I'm truly interested in the business, Emmett isn't bothered, all he's interested in is pussy.
As I'm showering I think about jacking off to relieve some tension but think of a better idea.
Jessica Stanley.
I get out the shower and throw on some grey sweat pants and a t-shirt that was a little tight around my abs and biceps. I walk down to the kitchen and take a beer from the fridge, open it, take a swig and pull out my phone.
"Well hello Mr. Cullen. What can I do for you tonight?" Jess answers after the second ring.
Indeed... what can you do for me?
"What would you like to do for me tonight?" I ask.
"I have a few ideas; shall I come round to yours? I have nothing planned."
"Sure, I have some beers in. Maybe we can watch a movie and get take out," I say knowing that none of that was even remotely going to happen.
"Okay, sounds cool. I'll be over soon." She says and ends the call.
I've been fooling around with Jess for as long as I can remember. We're not in a relationship and we don't want to be but we do enjoy being 'together' if you know what I mean. We both have needs and don't want to be tied down so we just get our kicks from each other. Although lately it's getting a bit boring and routine. However that will not stop me from getting some. Jessica is very good looking but very standard and normal at the same time. She's nothing spectacular is what I'm trying to say.
I just kicked back and watched T.V until the doorbell rang. I open the door casually expecting Jess to be stood there raring to go but was taken aback when my eyes landed on a stunning woman dressed in a pinstriped fitted suit. Long chestnut coloured hair flowing down over her shoulders, a beautiful rouge coloured tint to her cheeks. My eyes trail down over her body which is amazing as were her legs, she's wearing a pair of simple black shoes with a modest heel.
"Can I help you?" I finally say after checking this woman out.
She stares at me for a while before she notices she's staring "Hi, um... sorry. I'm Isabella Swan, I've moved in next door and thought it would be appropriate to introduce myself to the neighbours," she holds her hand out to me.
I take her hand in mine "Well it's good to meet you Miss Swan, I'm Edward Cullen. I wasn't even aware that next door was up for sale," I knit my brows, how would I not know that?
"Please call me Bella, yeah it wasn't on the market for long my mother has been wanting to move to this neighbourhood like forever so as soon as she saw it she bought it straight away."
I notice I still have a hold of her hand so I let it go "sorry," I put my hands in my pockets "I see so have you just moved in today?"
"No yesterday. My dad..." she's cut off by the sound of loud music and screeching tyres as Jess came to a halt outside the doorway. Bella looks towards the vehicle and automatically put her head down and starts to fidget with her hands.
"Anyway, it was nice to meet you Mr. Cullen... see you around," she kind of half waves.
"Bella," I call to her and she looks back to me "please, call me Edward," I say and smile at her. She smiles back "see you later Edward."
I can't help but notice how beautifully my name rolls off Bella's tongue. Bella possesses breathtaking beauty like nothing I've ever seen in my life. I watch as she walks down and out of my driveway.
"Hello Edward," Jess says abruptly, I look to her and she's scowling at the women leaving my property. "Who is she?"
"The new neighbour."
"Oh ok, so I'm here now." she runs her finger down the middle of my chest, looking up at me through her lashes "let's go inside... shall we," she says suggestively and pushes me with force through the door and against the wall in the entrance kicking the door shut behind her. As she presses her lips against mine she grabs my dick and starts to rub it. I can't help being turned on by this but I can't get the girl from next door out of my head. Jess notices that I'm not kissing her back the way I usually do and stops.
"What's up?" she whispers into my mouth.
I pull my head away from her "I'm just not in the mood... I'm sorry," I move her hand of my dick and walk away from her into the T.V room. Of course she followes me.
"What the fuck Edward?"
"What the fuck what?" I quiz not even looking at her.
"You get me over here then say you're not in the mood. Is this a joke?"
"No, it's not a joke. I'm tired," I lie.
"Fine... you know what, fuck you," she screams and storms out the house.
I don't mean to upset or offend her but it just seems wrong somehow. I've only spoken to Bella for a short time but the girl has piqued my interest for sure. I sit there thinking over our brief meeting. The way she blushed when she noticed she was staring at me, the way she almost looked embarrassed and uncomfortable when Jess pulled up, how soft her skin felt when I touched her hand... I have to see her again; I just have to know more.
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