song:The Kill by 30 Seconds to Mars

do you not know? how could you not i tell you every day and you never appreciate me…it's the truth. this isn't fair! i didn't mean for you to get hurt not at all What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do?

then there is forgiveness. could you ever forgive me? i pulled you into this i only wanted you to lead them away not get you killed. so….i know kira will find me if i hide in the church on the highway. he'll kill me and that'll be the end of it. me and you together.

What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take all this anymore What would you do, do, do?

didn't know you'd be so selfish…. kill me and run away. you sicken me i thought you loved me? not a very good excuse for me to die. for you? because i love you? is true but now i will never know because you'll spend your life running away from your mistakes i know you like that. Come break me down Marry me, bury me I am finished with you

Just sickening how i could have done this to you. the pain it hurts as i am dying for you. i hope your not mad at me for making you think im selfish. i deserve it. you deserve to be alive i should be the one dead but to let you liebe dich(1). i do….. What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life What would you do?

Thats just you. i'm finding a way for it to be a logic reason for you to love me in anyway. I don't want you to leave me, i love you. i'm not going to stop till i find a way to be with you. i'm dead because of you. feel guilty, if you don't i won't care. it just proves you don't love me.

You say you wanted more What are you waiting for? I'm not running from you..

I will die today. you and me together. we will be together for ever becuase….

Come break me down Marry me, bury me I am finished with you

я тебя люблю(2)…

Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you

i love you…..

A/N: ok so this was my first songfic! please don't kill me! tell my if it was good.!

1:Ich liebe dich means i love you in german sence im assuming mello's german or russian do im assuming he's both

2:я тебя люблю means i love you in russian