An idea I just had to get rid of.

My Diary.

I have an older sister.

Her name is Milly.

I always wanted a sister.

She's just like me.

She's always so sad though,

And I don't know why.

But I try to look after her as best I can.

That's just who I am.

I had an older brother.

His name is Miles.

I always wanted a brother.

He's just like me.

He went away when I was young,

And I haven't seen him since.

He said he'd always be around.

But now he's gone.

I have an uncle.

His name is Julian.

I don't think we're related though.

Since he's a human and I'm a fox.

He's had many adventures with my brother and knew him very well.

And he likes to build things with me and explain the secrets of the world.

He used to be bad, but now he's changed.

But whenever I ask him about it.

He looks at me sadly.

And say's it's an eye for an eye.

I don't think he means it in the revenge sense.

But I'm blind?

Today she hurt herself.

Said she wasn't herself.

How could she be anything but herself?

I didn't understand it until later.

Because she is she like I am me.

I know this because she said I am me and she and he.

He was sad, so he made me and she.

But he had to go so I could be me?

I couldn't stop the blood and I couldn't close the veins, I didn't know what to do.

It was her funeral today.

Milly Prower in a dirt mound.

I remember uncle holding my hand and telling me it'll be ok.

I don't know what he meant by that.

I've gotta go someplace else while uncle gets his place ready for me, so I have to go stay at a hedgehog's for a few days, I don't know who he was, but he was at the funeral. he's got blue fur and is supposed to be famous, gives me the funniest looks though.

His name's Sonic, and his house is a total mess, He apologises however and explains that he wasn't expecting visitors this week, which I guess is understandable.

I don't think he's bad... I just don't like how he looks at me though, but I found a photo of Sonic and another fox that looks like me, probably is me.

I'm being called for dinner now... smells like its chilli again; food seems to be very different here.

Sonic took me to the park today and everyone looked at us strange. I guess it's just how people are here.

I don't like the city much; the island feels so much safer.

Two girls even came up to us, a hedgehog and a rabbit; I guess the hedgehogs knew each other because they immediately started talking to each other, the rabbit looked like she'd seen a ghost.

... I guess that maybe she has.

I had to go play with the rabbit for a while so Sonic and the other hedgehog could talk.

Sonic introduced me to the others, and told me the rabbit was called Cream and the hedgehog as Amy.

Playing with Cream wasn't so bad as it turns out she can fly as well! She also has this tiny blue "Chao" creature named cheese! How cool is that!?

I have to stay at Amy's now until my uncle picks me up.

She says that I have to stay at hers because of Sonic.

I asked Amy if it was because of Tails.

She looked at me silently for a few seconds, before telling me yes, I couldn't work out what her expression was.

She asked me what my real name was... she must have forgotten since Sonic told her my name at the park.

I told her it was Tails, but... now I'm confused because I didn't know if it was a truth or a lie since I'm Tails, Miles and Milly; guess any answer would be 2/3 wrong.

She didn't seem to like the 1/3 answer I gave and she looked at me strangely for the rest of the night.

We're having something called takeaways for dinner, it's very different from what I'm used to on the island.

I guess there are a few more recipes around when you're in a city as populated as New Mobotropolis.

Some human army guys and a grumpy looking black and red Hedgehog came and knocked on the door while me and Amy were eating takeaways.

The humans were carrying guns and had G.U.N. written on their gear, so the situation initially seemed scary, until Amy told me that G.U.N. stood for "Guardian Units of Nations." And the evil looking hedgehog's name was Shadow.

Me and Amy had to go stay somewhere else after that (again) but luckily we got to travel in a helicopter! It's an air vehicle that works just like my tails do, how neat is that?! Amy was allowed to collect some things and we were allowed to take the takeaways with us, so I don't think G.U.N. is actually that bad as they seem.

Shadow just sneers at me and grumps though.

I'm at some cool, super secret military base and I have to focus on talking to some doctor tomorrow.

But all I can think about is Miles and Milly.

I don't think they were me after all. I mean, they were me in almost every fibre genetically (Milly being slightly different because she was a girl.) but they had different experiences then I did, a different upbringing... so did that make them different people altogether? I remember Milly telling me that he had to go so I could be me? But I'm him, but then again I'm not...so maybe Miles had a bad childhood and wanted to... live one? That's why he made me and Milly... but, he couldn't... be either of us... so in the end he choose to go away like Milly did.

Dr Quack asked if he could see my book since I'm always scribbling in it, I said that he couldn't since it was mine and I didn't like people knowing what I thought. because of this, Shadow tried taking it off me but luckily he was stopped by a bat called Rouge, I didn't like her at first because of her, well... clothing choices, but she seemed nice enough and even gave me back my book without having a look through it when she was very much in a position to do so. Dr Quack promptly shooed the two out of his office after that, but not before Rouge could say "bye cutie."

Why am I even writing this down?