I'm doing it again. Thinking of what
I once had. And can never have again.
I've lost all hope in that form of happiness.
No light toward that tunnel,
all darkness, and solitude.
Am I destined this form of fate?
Destined to not have someone?
Someone to not care about me the
way you once did?
Am I meant to be on my own?
Damn this all to hell.
Damn my mind and its thoughts.
Damn myself for loving you!
Damn it all!
There I go again, letting you
rule my mind again.
Letting you back into my mind
and personal thoughts.
I don't think you've ever left.
Damn it all to hell.
Damn my mind and its thoughts.
Damn myself for loving again.
For loving you.
Am I meant to be in this restless
solitude for all eternity?
I guess only time will tell won't it?
Time will tell, when my heart is
ready to love. . .again.
Time will tell me when it's right,
the right time to have someone
to care for me, the way I do them.
Guide me through this storm,
as I guide them through the darkness.
Until then I damn myself,
for loving you.
