So oneshot unless I get some love in the comments
shizuo is tired of fighting switch izaya and just gives up
warning: Yaoi, OOCness, mention of character death, suicide, and self harm
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izaya pov
shizuo-chan's been acting weird lately. Instead of trying to kill me when he sees me he just looks down and walks away. So today I confronted him.
"Shizuo-chan what's wrong?" I asked sounding as annoying as possible.
He sighed, "I'm tired of fighting you Izaya."
My eyes widened, "Really Shizuo-chan!? Why's that?" he was silent, "Oh~ does Shizuo-chan have a crush on me?!~"
He looked down almost… ashamed. There were silvery drops falling from his eyes. He whispered, "yes and I know it's stupid to be like this but I love you and I give up." he clenched his fists. And red started soaking on his sleeves.
shizuo ppoco
I don't care if I start bleeding again I just know he'll reject me so why bother. but he shocked home when he yelled at me.
"WHAT THE HELL SHIZUO?!" I've know izaya since high school and through all these years I've learned he normally isn't one to yell or cuss so hearing both at once is pretty scary. Plus he didn't use the chan suffix.
"Im sorry." I whispered.
"NO! YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME! THEN I FOUND OUT YOUR DOING THIS TO YOURSELF! IS THIS WHY SHINRA SAID YOU ALMOST DIED?!" he was pissed.
"No," I bit my lip, "I tried to commit suicide."
Izaya glared at me and grabbed my arm. I hissed as he dragged me somewhere.
"where are we going?" I whimpered. GOD I SOUND PATHETIC!
"My apartment," he lashed at me. Mental note to self do not under any circumstance piss of Izaya Orihara. not a smart idea at all. "Shizuo," he sighed, "Were you worried I wouldn't love you back?"
"Yes," I murmured.
"Well you should've said something first 'cause I love you too shizuo-chan." Here said moving his hand to hold mine. Then lifting our entwined hands to his mouth and kissing my hand. I smiled gently. He loves me and I love him every thing is perfect.