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If I had a second chance....
Iam sorry I haven't talked to you in a while Logan,but your always on my
mind ,or at least I hope you do cause you are.Every minute of every hour
I think about you.You taught me so much about myself and you Logan are like
no other.So unique.So special.No other man could come close.Not the
Professer.Not Scott.Nobody.Some things in life I regret and marrying Scott
isn't one of them.I love Scott.He is the love of my life but that doesn't
mean I don't urn for you.Some nights when I lay in bed I look over and see
Scott,then I close my eyes and picture your body and face laying next to
me.I recall on certain days when I would look into your eyes and all I
could see was saddness....hurt....confusion....and on other days I would
see pride....happyyness...and peacefullness.Just the other day I was
thinking about the time me,you,and Remy went to Canada.What a great time
we all had.The thing I remember most about that trip is the bar we went
to.We played pool and laughed and had so much fun.Later in the night a
very attractive women started trying to flirt with you.You look up at her
and said "You know my very smart very beautiful wife is over there" you
were pointing to me,you gave me a wink and a smile that I'll never forget.
It got even better when I ran over yelling at here for trying to pick you up.
During the car ride back to the cabin I did everything I could to hold back
the tears.I liked being called your wife,and I even like yelling at that
women for trying to pick you up.I then realized that you'd wait for me,wait
for a chance for "us" to happen.I didnt want you to wait though and I wanted
"us" to happen but it never would.I was married and happy."The nerve of that
girl huh Jeanie,some women just can't get enuff of the ol'canuckle head" ,
but can you blame them Iam kinda sexy".You then looked at me and smiled."
Well Remy say you to full of yo self Logan"."Shut your mouth cajun or you'll
be walking".I sure glad you two started yelling at each other because I was
at a loss for words.That night at the cabin I cried and I cried,Gambit woke
up. "Are you okay chere"? Yeah. "Thinking abo Logan"? No I snapped back."Are
you sure chere cuz Remy see the way you two look at one anotha".He see da
connection."He then looked at me and smiled..just that quick he was sleeping
again.I'll never forget that night.Never.I hate myself sometimes.Sometimes
I hate you for waiting.Sometimes I hate myself for keeping you waiting.Iam
such a bitch for keeping you waiting for something that will never happen.Iam
such a bitch for wanting you to keep waiting.I see how your like a father
to Jubilee,how you two talk and laugh with one another,how you keep an eye
on her.You raised her as if she was your own.You'd make such a good daddy.But
let's not forget you know how to piss me off along with everyone else.You
can be so stubborn,and I hate the smell of those cigars.I know I must have
made you cry alot,but you've made me cry alot to.How do you think it makes
me feel knowing that Iam having the love of my life in front of you the man
that could equally match me for passion and romance.There will never be
another like you.You gave your life for Scotts,and you didnt do it for
Scott,you did it for me.I miss the way you grined at me,the way you winked
at me, or the "How ya doing Red"...."Good mornin Jeanie".....I miss those
things so much.I'll never see or here those things again.I must be going.
I guess Iam gonna leave you some flowers I know you hate flowers but I
wanna leave some anyway.I love you Logan,If I only had a second chance
things would be different this time.I promise.
If I had a second chance....
Iam sorry I haven't talked to you in a while Logan,but your always on my
mind ,or at least I hope you do cause you are.Every minute of every hour
I think about you.You taught me so much about myself and you Logan are like
no other.So unique.So special.No other man could come close.Not the
Professer.Not Scott.Nobody.Some things in life I regret and marrying Scott
isn't one of them.I love Scott.He is the love of my life but that doesn't
mean I don't urn for you.Some nights when I lay in bed I look over and see
Scott,then I close my eyes and picture your body and face laying next to
me.I recall on certain days when I would look into your eyes and all I
could see was saddness....hurt....confusion....and on other days I would
see pride....happyyness...and peacefullness.Just the other day I was
thinking about the time me,you,and Remy went to Canada.What a great time
we all had.The thing I remember most about that trip is the bar we went
to.We played pool and laughed and had so much fun.Later in the night a
very attractive women started trying to flirt with you.You look up at her
and said "You know my very smart very beautiful wife is over there" you
were pointing to me,you gave me a wink and a smile that I'll never forget.
It got even better when I ran over yelling at here for trying to pick you up.
During the car ride back to the cabin I did everything I could to hold back
the tears.I liked being called your wife,and I even like yelling at that
women for trying to pick you up.I then realized that you'd wait for me,wait
for a chance for "us" to happen.I didnt want you to wait though and I wanted
"us" to happen but it never would.I was married and happy."The nerve of that
girl huh Jeanie,some women just can't get enuff of the ol'canuckle head" ,
but can you blame them Iam kinda sexy".You then looked at me and smiled."
Well Remy say you to full of yo self Logan"."Shut your mouth cajun or you'll
be walking".I sure glad you two started yelling at each other because I was
at a loss for words.That night at the cabin I cried and I cried,Gambit woke
up. "Are you okay chere"? Yeah. "Thinking abo Logan"? No I snapped back."Are
you sure chere cuz Remy see the way you two look at one anotha".He see da
connection."He then looked at me and smiled..just that quick he was sleeping
again.I'll never forget that night.Never.I hate myself sometimes.Sometimes
I hate you for waiting.Sometimes I hate myself for keeping you waiting.Iam
such a bitch for keeping you waiting for something that will never happen.Iam
such a bitch for wanting you to keep waiting.I see how your like a father
to Jubilee,how you two talk and laugh with one another,how you keep an eye
on her.You raised her as if she was your own.You'd make such a good daddy.But
let's not forget you know how to piss me off along with everyone else.You
can be so stubborn,and I hate the smell of those cigars.I know I must have
made you cry alot,but you've made me cry alot to.How do you think it makes
me feel knowing that Iam having the love of my life in front of you the man
that could equally match me for passion and romance.There will never be
another like you.You gave your life for Scotts,and you didnt do it for
Scott,you did it for me.I miss the way you grined at me,the way you winked
at me, or the "How ya doing Red"...."Good mornin Jeanie".....I miss those
things so much.I'll never see or here those things again.I must be going.
I guess Iam gonna leave you some flowers I know you hate flowers but I
wanna leave some anyway.I love you Logan,If I only had a second chance
things would be different this time.I promise.