She was SOMEBODY. She had the strongest heart of anyone I'd ever met. I knew that because of HIM. Of Sora. His memories are inside my head, and they won't come out. I remember her face, her voice, her scent, her laugh, her body. Her damn body was so beautiful. Her crimson hair and her violet eyes, her sweet lilting voice; all of it was beautiful. Over the years, these memories have tormented me. I slowly fell in love with a girl I had talked to once, and that wasn't even in person. She makes me feel like I have a heart. I'm nobody, but when I think of her, I feel like I could be somebody if only I can get out of Sora. He doesn't deserve her, he takes her for granted and leaves her behind when she is obviously capable of doing so much more than sitting on that godforsaken island waiting for her "friends" to return home from whatever dumb adventure they went on. She loves him and wants him, I can see that, but his heart holds no love for her. Sometimes, I look through his eyes and see what he sees. The first time I did, she was leaning in to kiss him. Her lips were poised over mine... scratch that, his... and they just barely touched before he pushed her away. The hurt in her eyes was very apparent, but he didn't notice. I think about that almost-kiss a lot; her lips were soft and sweet, and she smelled like Kairi- all jasmine flowers and vanilla. She deserves someone better, someone who would put her before anybody else. She deserves me. Actually no, I can't say that. She deserves someone not as broken as me, someone not as scared, someone who could fix her. She is a princess and she deserves a prince, not a nobody like me. I wish I could talk to her one last time, tell her how I feel. Tell her I notice how broken she feels, and how I know exactly what it's like to love somebody who's unreachable. I wonder if she'd love me like she loves him? I wonder if she ever thinks of me like I do her? Does she even remember me? My heart feels full to burst, yet it's not even there. This is what she does to me. And fuck, do I love it.