What is love?, a tokyo mew mew fanfic

Disclaimer: LOLOL. I don't own Tokyo Mew Mew. xDDD

A/N: Hmm... it's really random. I just wanted to get this out of my system. xD

I really do wonder if its possible for me to write anything without PaixRetasu in it. xx;;

What is love?

I'm not so sure myself, really. I think that it's affection for another person, but you can also love something else, like a book, a gift from a friend…

If you're asking about the love between people, the only thing that I can say is that it's difficult. My first love was a man by the name of Edomurasaki Norihiro. I saw him propose to his girlfriend after I defeated the Chimera Animals in the library. It hurt. Not only because he was going to be married to someone else, but that he had never known my true feelings.

I wish that we could have stayed friends, but I can't face him now. Currently, I'm afraid to love. There is another man who I find… precious to me… but I… I think he likes someone else…

Love; 1. An intense affectionate concern for another person. 2. An intense sexual desire for another person. 3. A beloved person. Often used as a term of endearment.

Its Synonym should be 'Suicide', if you ask me.

My only experience of love is painful. I refuse to love. I hate love. Okay, maybe not all love. I have a deep affection for my people. I hate my current planet, and right now, I hate earth. You might call me a pessimist.

What need is there to love someone? Why do you need someone to lean on, and to lean on you? Why not walk your path alone? Having someone else is a nuisance.

I like Shirogane Ryou.

I won't love him, but I will like him. I will watch him from afar, hope for his happiness, and that he finds someone who will love him back. I don't want to love him. I can't love him.

Never say never.

It is none of my concern, but you should not give up on someone, just because they love someone else.

How can you say that, Pai-san? Weren't you just telling me just how much you hate love?

Could it be… that you love someone that doesn't love you back?

I hate love. Love has driven many of us to our death. It destroys us. Loving someone is foolish, for me anyway.

If you want to dig your own grave, be my guest.

You're confusing me, Pai-san.

My apologies.

Why do you look so sad, Pai-san?

I don't.

Yes, you do.

Well, if I look sad, then you must look even worse.

…

I'm sorry. That was rude of me.

D-don't worry… its fine…

What do you lo- sorry… what do you like about this Shirogane character?

Well, he's kind to me…

That's all?

Well… that's all that I can describe in words.

That's why I say that love is foolish and stupid.

It's not, Pai-san! And I already told you that I don't love him… I just…

I'm sorry.

Quite frankly, I think that you should stick his head in a meat grinder. I've seen the way he treats you. You call that kind? You'd be lucky to not burst into tears on the first date.

Why are you like this, Pai-san?

Shit, she's crying.

You should care for someone else other then that bastard. Even better, walk your path alone. Shut everyone else out. See the hurt in his eyes…

Is that what your life is like, Pai-san?

It is.

It sound's so… lonely…

Fine. If you don't like it, than I suggest that you take another path. If you want your heart ripped from your body, okay. It'll be more painful than my life, and trust me, that feels like shit.

Are you afraid to love?

…

Yes.

I see…

Kindred spirits. That's what we are. I don't like the sound of it, yet it's true.

I hate love. If I ever meet cupid, I'm going to stab him repeatedly until he stops moving. Love is something impossible for me, something that I refuse to feel. So, why? Why does my heart skip a beat when she looks into my eyes?

…Midorikawa-san?

Yes?

Would you be afraid to love me?