I'm running, fast. My heart is beating like a deer in headlights, I don't know why I'm running but fear spreads over me, the bush snags my sleeve and I fall on my back
Black.
It's black around me, my head is pounding. I must of hit it
"Help me please" my voice cracks
Tears are building up and a small whimper escapes through my shivering lips
"Please someone help me" I try once more.
I close my eyes admitting defeat.
"Are you okay?"
"Let me help you Bella"
I know that voice.
That voice left me long ago.
Left me alone.
I keep my eyes close. I can't look. I want too but it'll hurt I can't look at him.
I'm already broken. What's the worse that happen?
No.
No have some dignity Bella!
Why? What's the point I'm dying anyway?
No Bella fight back!
Oh that voice.
I let the darkness take me.
I don't want to live without him
But he left me?
No
This isn't fair
Get up Bella!
Do it for yourself! Get up and fight back!
Not again.
"Stupid nightmares" I whisper to the mirror.
My eyes are droopy and it looks like I've got no sleep.
"Don't give Charlie a reason to kick you out stupid" I hiss at the figure in the mirror.
I walk into my room and get on with what I've been doing since hethey left.
Just try to get through another day. In complete silence.
Everyone says it'll get better. That time will heal all wounds.
But this isn't a wound. No, not a piece of something missing. He took my heart and crushed right in front of me.