I didn't mean to

by Invader Elze

I didn't want for you to die. ONE-SHOT

I didn't mean to

I didn't mean for you to die.

I only wanted to miss you by an inch, to alert you, to get you on your toes!

But I did much more than that.

I didn't know what you were planning to do! I didn't know you were going to jump aside like that, or I wouldn't have done it! You and I had a special relationship. We hated each other, of course. But there was something else; a sort of unspoken mutual respect.

I admit, it was fun; but it is gone now.

It left with you.

It left when that lazar got you in your big head.

It left when I killed you.

But, I didn't mean to.

It slipped, I was distracted, it was an accident; whatever it takes for you to understand.

I didn't mean to.

But before I leave, there is something I have to say;

I'm sorry.