I smiled as I saw Harry and Ron playing another game of Wizard's Chess and talking about Cho and Lavender.
What was I doing while they were having fun?
Doing their homework.
I sighed and finished up Ron's homework and went on to Harry as Ron beat Harry once again.
"I BEAT YOU!"
"I WANT A REDO!"
And they fixed the pieces and began to set up again.
I pushed away the parchment and quills and walked out of the room.
They didn't notice.
Where did this relationship go?
I did their homework while they ignored me?
I highly doubt that it's fair...
I sighed and began to walk around the corridors, almost knocking into a snogging couple.
I longed for Krum, just because he was someone who filled the void.
McLaggen wanted me to date him, but... He wasn't worth it, no matter how badly that void needed to be filled.
But what void would they fill?
That boyfriend place?
No... I could care less.
I began to think.
I guess I needed a friend I could talk to without worry.
I needed a friend who was a girl who didn't like drama. Ha. Yeah right.
Ginny was always with her latest boyfriend.
Luna was hard to talk to.
Cho... was... No.
Lavender... No.
Hannah had her friends.
Pansy... I was just a mudblood to her...
I sat down in a random corridor, thinking about who I would be able to relate to the best.
No one.
I was the only muggleborn in my immediate memory.
I was the only one without a large group of friends.
I was most definitely the smartest...
I was like nobody.
I had nobody to rant...
To talk to...
To hug...
To cry to...
To rant to...
I had nobody.
I felt so alone.
I had nobody.
No one.
My parents were too busy to care.
I never felt so alone.
I never realized any of this.
How much did Ron and Harry care?
Probably not at all...
Not to me anyways...
I guess I'll always be all on my own.