This
is the very (note the very) slightly edited version of my first
one-shot! I noticed that there were some mistakes between this story
and its pseudo-sequel, Fear of Falling, so I decided to change some
stuff! However, if you have already read this story, you probably
won't even notice any of the changes.
Nino: (glare) She is
a bad editor. And I am still angry because I'm not in this story.
Well,
you're sort of in it...and besides, you are a very popular
character to write fics about on this web site.
Nino: Yeah,
whatever... SweetMisery430 does not own Fire Emblem or any brand name
products that may be mentioned in this story.
Coming
Home
"Hello? Is anybody home?"
I have just returned
from my one-year stay in England as a college exchange student. It
had been my dream to study abroad, so when the opportunity to go to
Oxford for a year came up, I didn't think twice about signing up.
England was nice, I guess. I enjoyed seeing the sights, eating
foreign food, and doing things like that. I was pretty lonely the
whole time, though. I didn't make any friends, and I missed my
family. I couldn't wait to see them.
Unfortunately, no one
answered when I yelled that I was home. The house was empty.
I
walked into the kitchen and set my suitcase down. The place hadn't
changed much. Same refrigerator covered in papers held up by magnets.
Same type of morning drinks lying around – Farina's Nestle Hot
Chocolate and Florina's herbal tea. If I had been around, my
cappucino would be there, too. Same Year of Pegasi calendar, only
this one was different than the one that had been up when I'd left.
It was a different year, after all.
I studied the calendar.
Today's date, June 7, was covered with Florina's handwriting. The
writing read FIORA COMES HOME!! If they were so excited about me
coming back, why weren't they here?
I decided to go up to my
room and unpack. I dragged my heavy suitcase up the stairs slowly.
Once I'd gotten to the second floor, I made my way to my bedroom. I
passed Farina's room and saw that the door was open. I glanced
inside.
Her room had the same dark blue carpet and light blue
walls as before, and the same canopy bed, but she had taken all of
her posters down. She used to have more posters than I could count –
usually they were of rich and famous people (who she called her 'role
models'). She still had her radio, which was always set to the
stock market. I wondered if Farina still had her job at Acme. She had
always insisted that she'd get a better job one day, and that she'd
be rich and famous. Farina cared about money a little too much.
I
decided to look into Florina's room across the hall. Her room
hadn't changed at all. The walls and carpet were both lavender, as
were her bed and furniture. She still had that huge bookshelf, and
she still had tons of framed photographs sitting on her desk. There
were some new pictures, too. I went to get a closer look at them. A
bunch of them were of Florina and her best friend Lyn. I liked Lyn,
because she brought Florina out of her shell. Then I came to a
picture that shocked me. That's because there was a man in it. And
he had his arm around Florina.
Anyone who has met Florina
knows of her fear of men. Why, all of the sudden, had she changed?
And why hadn't she told me?
I decided to go to my room to
think. It seemed no one had been in there since I'd left. I
examined the aqua blue walls and the wooden floor covered by a rug. I
dropped my suitcase and sat down on the bed. Coming home was supposed
to get rid of my loneliness, but somehow, I still felt all
alone.
After a few minutes, our two cats, Huey and Murphy,
wandered into the room.
"Hey, you two," I whispered, and
slid to the floor so I could pick up the two cats. At least someone
was here to see me, even if it was just Huey and Murphy. They weren't
even mine, really. Huey was Florina's and Murphy was Farina's. I
had a cat, too (we had bought all three at the same time), but it had
died a week after I'd gotten it, before I could even name
it.
While I was sitting on the floor and petting the cats, I
noticed something sticking out from under the bed. It was my old
photo album. Florina and I were the most obsessive photographers. We
took pictures of everything. This always annoyed Farina. She claimed
she was not photogenic in the least, which wasn't true. If she
wanted to be rich and famous, she should get used to cameras.
I
flipped through the photo album. The earliest photos were of Florina
in sophomore year of high school. Farina was a junior at the time,
and I, a senior. There were pictures of Florina's 16th birthday
party. For someone so quiet, she was unusually popular. I guess it
was connected to her being friends with Lyn, who was pretty outgoing.
In the photo, she was surrounded by all of her friends, including
Lyn, Serra, Nino, Rebecca, Ninian, and Priscilla. Finally, there were
pictures from her graduation, which had happened right before I had
left for England.
There were also pictures of Farina with her
best friend, Karla, in fencing club. Farina had a habit of picking up
strange activities at school. She thought being original would
automatically make her rich. I also had pictures from Farina's
horse riding competitions. Farina used to be very good at horseback
riding, but she quit it when she started focusing on college. I
wasn't actually here when that happened. She told me in a letter
earlier this spring. I wished she hadn't quit. It meant she was
going through yet another phase change.
Then there were the
pictures of me. I had been class president in senior year, so there
were a lot of pictures from school events, like the Senior Picnic and
the Prom. I cringed as I looked at the picture of me and my date,
Eliwood. Eliwood had been my steady boyfriend since the beginning of
junior year, but he dumped me the July before he left for college.
This was because he was going to Harvard, and I was planning on
studying abroad, and he didn't want to put the effort into staying
in touch. Well, he didn't say that, but I figured it out myself. I
was my class valedictorian, too. I couldn't believe how happy I
used to be in high school.
Then I found the pictures of
Farina's graduation. She wasn't valedictorian or a student
officer. She didn't get straight A's like me, either, although
she did have mostly B's, and the occasional A in art class. Her
claim to fame, besides her participation in fencing club, was that
she was voted Most Likely to be Rich and Famous in the yearbook.
I
almost put the book away, remembering what pictures would come next –
the ones with Kent in them. But for some reason, I kept flipping the
pages.
Farina had started going out with Kent right before her
first year of college. I was planning my trip to England for the
following year. I had first met him at our Fourth of July barbecue.
Farina had decided to throw it because she was bored (she had quit
her summer job, claiming it didn't pay high enough). Florina
invited all of her friends, and they had invited their friends, so it
was pretty crowded. I didn't really have any close friends to
invite, but Eliwood was there. This was before we broke up.
Farina
introduced Kent to me as soon as the picnic began.
"Hey,
Fiora! C'mere!" she had called. I was busy supervising Eliwood,
who was reading the instructions for our backyard grill and trying to
figure out how to cook hamburgers (he wasn't a very hands-on type
of person).
She was standing with a tall, red-headed guy. I
figured it was her current boyfriend.
"This is Kent,"
Farina introduced him, smiling. "Kent, this is my sister
Fiora."
"Nice to meet you," he said, smiling politely,
and shaking my hand.
"Uh, you too," I said, feeling about
awkward. There was something about his smile..."I hope you're
enjoying yourself so far."
"What is TAKING Eliwood so
long?" complained Farina. "I'm starving!"
"You can
wait for five more minutes," Kent said. "I'm sure it will be
ready soon."
"Eliwood's just having some problems with
the grill," I said hurriedly.
Farina snorted. "You're
just having some trouble admitting that your man is a bad
cook."
"Farina..." Kent scolded. I was surprised that he
didn't seem like Farina's type at all. He was already coming off
as a more serious type.
"She's my sister," Farina shot
back. "I'm allowed to say stuff like that!"
Eventually,
Eliwood got the grill to work, and we all got our food. The barbecue
was pretty fun, all in all. We went swimming in our pool, and some of
the people started a volleyball game. I found myself stealing at
glances at Kent. I kept asking myself why. It wasn't like I had
feelings for him or anything. I mean, he was going out with Farina,
and I was with Eliwood. Nothing would ever happen.
Everybody
decided to drive over to the high school field to see the fireworks.
I decided to stay behind and clean up everything. Eliwood decided to
stay with me.
As soon as everyone else was gone, Eliwood
announced, "Fiora, we need to have a talk."
And I already
knew what was coming next.
He went on to explain how since he
was off to Harvard, which he finally had been accepted to a year
after his high school graduation, and I was preparing to go to
England next year, our relationship
would never work. And he broke up with me.
I was pretty upset,
but I hid it until Eliwood had left. Then I sat next to the pool,
dangling my feet in the water, and cried.
A half an hour
later, Farina came back with Kent in tow. They found me in the
backyard. My eyes were red and puffy from crying, so it was obvious
that something had happened.
"He broke up with you, didn't
he," Farina said flatly. I nodded. "What a jerk. You should just
forget about him Florina. He isn't worth your time."
I
began to cry again, and Farina hugged me. I don't know why I was so
upset. I guess the first time is the hardest. And I really wasn't
expecting it, at the time. It's not like me and Eliwood had a lot
of relationship
problems.
All this time, Kent watched us awkwardly, not
knowing what to do. There really wasn't anything he could do, at
that point.
Florina's friend Nino had invited her to spend a
week or so at the beach with her and a bunch of their friends, so she
left for the trip a few weeks after the party. With Florina gone,
Farina decided it was time to get me a new boyfriend. She arranged a
double date for me with her, Kent, and Kent's friend, whose name
was Sain.
Sain was a huge flirt. This immediately put me off.
He talked as if he came out of the 17th century.
"Ah, you
must be the Fiora I've heard so much about!" he greeted me. "You
are three times more beautiful than I had heard! Farina, why didn't
you tell me the truth? Oh, those eyes like sapphire!"
Kent
looked extremely embarrassed, and gave me an apologetic look. Farina
just laughed and said, "You guys will get along great."
We
went to dinner and saw a movie. Sain did nothing but compliment me
and rave about how beautiful I was. It got more annoying each time.
At one point, I ignored Sain and tried holding an intelligent
conversation with Kent. He was actually very interesting to talk to.
Then, Sain had to interrupt and ruin it. He even talked during the
movie.
Later, I told Farina I definitely did not want to see
Sain again. She shrugged and went to bed. I decided I wasn't ready
for another relationship
yet.
A week later, Florina was back. I spent most of my time
with her, shopping for clothes for college and hanging out in our
pool. It was good to spend quality time with my sister after she'd
been with her friends all summer.
One night, Florina and I
stayed up really late. We were watching game shows and eating
popcorn. Farina was out. Then, I heard a loud engine outside, and
heard it come to a stop outside of our house.
"Thanks!"
called Farina's voice. I jumped up and ran to the window to see who
had dropped her off. I saw was a muscular guy with a tattoo of a
skull on his arm. He was riding a motorcycle and wearing a helmet, so
I didn't see his face.
"Who was that, Farina?" I asked
my sister as she walked into the room. He wasn't a gangster or a
druggie, was he?
"Oh, that was Dart," she replied
casually. "Don't worry, Sis, he doesn't do drugs or anything.
We've been...hanging out...recently."
"Oh, isn't Dart
related to Rebecca?" asked Florina.
"Yeah, he's her
older brother!" Farina said. "He came to pick her up from
someone's house once, and I was there picking you up at the same
time. That's how I met him."
"Wait...so are you going
out?" I asked, confused.
"Yeah, I guess you could say
that," Farina shrugged.
"What happened to Kent?" I
wondered.
"Oh, we broke up right after that double date with
you and Sain," Farina said, acting as if it were no big deal. "We
got into a fight because he was mad at me for setting you up with
Sain."
"What??" I cried. "He broke up with you because
I didn't like Sain??"
"He didn't want to bring Sain in
the first place," Farina sighed. "He warned me that you wouldn't
like him. I told him that you'd be fine. So the fight went from
there. Eventually, we broke up. Kent isn't really my type,
anyways."
The fact that she could shrug off a relationship,
just like that, bothered me a bit. I wondered how Kent felt about it.
I realized I was more worried about Kent than I was about Farina, my
own sister. I don't know why, but I decided to dig up Kent's
phone number and call to see if he was okay.
The phone rang a
couple of times, and then someone picked it up.
"Hello?"
"SAIN??"
I cried. "What are YOU doing at Kent's house?"
"We're
college roomies!" cried Sain. "And who is this on the other line?
I can already tell that you are beautiful, just by your voice!"
"Uh,
it's Fiora," I said, feeling bewildered. How did Kent put up with
Sain?
"Fiora! Of course! Oh, have you called to ask me if I
will go out with you again?"
"Um, no. I'm actually
calling for Kent."
"Huh? Kent??"
"Well? Is he
there?"
"Um, yeah. Hold on for just a second."
I
sighed as I heard Sain yell, "Hey Kent, some GIRL is on the phone
for you."
Finally, Kent came on the line. "Hello?"
"Hi,
it's Fiora," I said.
"Oh, hi! Sorry about Sain picking
up the phone..." he said.
"It's ok," I replied. "I
was just calling to apologize about you and Farina...I feel like it's
my fault."
"No, it wasn't your fault," sighed Kent.
"This was a long time coming. As soon as I met Farina, I knew I
could never be in a long-term relationship
with her."
"Oh," I said, feeling a bit relieved. "Well,
I'm glad you don't blame me. And I just wanted to tell you, I'm
not angry about having to go on that date with Sain. I won't go out
with him again, but I didn't mind doing it once."
That was
a lie. But I didn't care.
"That's good," Kent agreed.
"That wasn't really the cause of us breaking up, though, I assure
you. There were...other factors involved. And it was a mutual thing.
Both of us agreed to stop seeing the other. It isn't like she
dumped me or anything."
"I'm glad you're alright with
it," I replied. "Farina just got driven home by some gangster on
a motorcycle and a tattoo."
I heard Kent sigh on the other
end. "She has the strangest mood swings. Who knows what kind of man
she'll want next?"
"She can never make up her mind," I
said. "I'm just afraid of her hanging out with dangerous types of
people..."
"Maybe...if you're worried about your sister
getting into trouble...you could make some new rules about the curfew
at your house," suggested Kent.
"That's a good idea!"
I said, feeling a bit better. "Farina won't be happy about it,
but it just might work..."
And so our conversation continued
for a while, discussing rules to help keep Farina safe, and things
like that. I have to admit, I enjoyed myself. Kent was easy to talk
to. And he wasn't holding any hard feelings against Farina, or
getting depressed, which was good.
I guess this could be
marked as the beginning of my relationship
with Kent.
After several more phone calls, I asked Farina if
it was alright if I went out with Kent. When I asked this, Farina
just began to laugh. She found it hilarious that I wanted to go out
with her ex-boyfriend. But she said it was alright.
After
that, we went out to dinner a lot. I began to like all of the little
things about Kent – his polite smile, his calm voice, his laugh. As
we grew closer, I admitted to myself that I did have feelings for
him. For some reason, I tried not to show them. Maybe I was afraid he
thought we were just friends, or maybe I just wasn't ready for
another relationship
after Eliwood.
One night, I gave Kent a ride back to his
dormitory after we went out to dinner. We were laughing about
something stupid one of us had said, it was hard to remember who.
"I
had fun tonight, Fiora," Kent said, with that smile of his.
"Me
too," I said, smiling back.
He moved closer to me. My
heartbeat began to speed up.
The moment was interrupted when
the light in front of the door to the dormitory building flicked on.
A desperate voice cried, "Kent!!! I can't find our candy
stash!!!"
I drove home that night feeling a bit
disappointed. Of course Sain had to show up right then. He was
probably watching us the whole time and became jealous. Well, he
would just have to get over it.
Soon after that, it was time
for me to head off to England for my year of studying abroad. I was
excited, but I knew I would miss my sisters and Kent. Farina,
claiming my going away was a good excuse for a party, threw me a
Good-bye Bash. Farina was a party animal, but I wasn't. At least I
would get to be with Kent before I left.
When Kent arrived, he
immediately began apologizing about Sain interrupting us.
"And
anyways, I should never have made such advances on you in the first
place," he added, his face turning as red as his hair.
"It...It's
fine, Kent," I said, sighing.
"You see," Kent continued,
"Sain is...well, he's rather envious of our relationship
because currently, he is not seeing anyone. He has, well, been rather
taken with you since we had our double date with you, Farina, and
myself a long time ago. And his behavior has gotten worse and worse
as you and I have grown closer."
"Oh, just ignore Sain,"
I told Kent. "He'll find someone eventually."
"I'm
sorry," Kent said, his face still red. "But...this has gone on
for a while. I don't think it's going to stop any time soon.
So...I think we should take a little break from one another, since
you're going away. If we don't communicate for a while, Sain will
get over you. And also, I believe our relationship
was becoming too intimate. I am not only doing this for myself, but
for you also. I hope you're not upset."
My heart began to
beat harder in my chest.
"Uh, well, I can see where you're
coming from Kent," I began, "but...is this really what you
want?"
"Yes," he said, trying to seem confident,
although I could tell he wasn't. "Yes it is."
"Well,
then I guess it's what I want, too," I heard myself say. But it
wasn't what I wanted. Not at all.
So here I was, a year
later, sitting on my bedroom floor with two cats and a photo album. I
put the album away, and shoved it under the bed. I also shoved those
memories to the back of my mind. I might as well get over Kent. It's
been an entire year. I'll get over him like I got over Eliwood.
I'll find someone new.
I heard the distant sound of a car
door slamming, and then I heard Florina's voice call, "Thanks for
the ride!"
I stood up and went down the stairs.
"Florina?"
I called as I heard the door open.
"Fiora?" she cried
excitedly. "Oh, Fiora, is that you?"
I embraced my little
sister hard. It had been so long since I'd seen her. She
looked...different. Maybe it was her new hairstyle, or the fact that
she was wearing more makeup than usual. But she was different in a
good sort of way. She looked incredibly happy.
"Oh, I'm so
glad to see you, sister!" she cried. "Farina will be too! She'll
be back for dinner! We should go out to celebrate!"
"I'm
glad to see you, too," I said. "So who was that giving you a
ride?"
"Oh, uh..." Florina mumbled, turning red, but
still smiling. "That...was Hector."
"Hector?" I asked,
surprised. "Florina, is he your...?"
"Well, I suppose he
is," she said, beaming. "You're not mad, are you? I know it's
quite a shock, but, well, he's really nice! He was a friend of
Lyn's, and I met last year during that week I went to the beach
with Nino. I'll introduce him to you sometime."
"I'm
not mad," I said, shaking my head. Hector must be the mystery man
from those pictures. "Just...surprised."
My little Florina
had grown up while I was gone.
The phone rang then, and
Florina went to pick it up. "Hello? Oh, Farina!! Guess who's
here??"
So then I had to get on the phone and talk to
Farina.
"Gee, I can't believe you're back, sis!" she
said. "It's felt like ages since you were here. Listen, when I
get back from work, let's go out to dinner! I'll leave in half an
hour! Ok, see you then!" Click.
"Did she finally get a
real job?" I asked, shocked.
"Yeah, working as a secretary
at some lawyer's office," Florina told me. "Isn't that great?
She has a pretty good paycheck."
I was impressed. Farina was
finally earning more money.
"I'm going to go change, and
then you can tell me about England!" Florina said excitedly. "Ok?
I'll be down in a minute."
I nodded and watched her go
upstairs.
I guess I wasn't as lonely anymore, but there was
still something missing. And I knew it was Kent. If we had stayed
together, maybe he would have come out with us to dinner, too.
Then,
it hit me. I shouldn't have ever lied that I wanted out of the
relationship. If I hadn't lied, maybe we never would have broken
up.
I decided to call Kent. Just like I had last year. Even if
it was just to talk.
This time, the phone rang only once
before someone picked it up. And this time, Kent was the one to pick
up the phone. "Hello?"
"Hi," I said, taking a deep
breath. "It's Fiora. And...I just really need to talk to
you."
"Oh, Fiora," sighed Kent, "I wanted to talk to
you before, but I didn't know how to contact you in England, and
–"
"It's alright, Kent," I told him.
"Please
let me speak," he begged. "Fiora, I regretted ending our
relationship. And I won't try and blame it on Sain, either. It was
a stupid decision. I never wanted to break it off with you. I don't
know why I did. Maybe I was just afraid that it would end up the same
as it did with Farina and I. I know at this point it may be hard to
go back to where we were, but...maybe we could at least still be
friends."
"Kent...I feel the same way," I said, feeling
relieved. "I lied when I said it was what I wanted to end things.
But I only lied because I thought it was what you wanted. Of course I
still want to be friends."
"Oh, that's good," he said,
sounding just as relieved. "I'm glad to hear it. Maybe...we could
get together sometime soon...just to get reacquainted, and to
talk."
"I'd like that," I told him. "I'd like that
a lot."
Maybe we couldn't go back exactly to where we
were, but we could start over. Which was exactly what I was planning
to try and do.
The
End
Yeah...I barely changed anything at all, so it isn't
that different.
Nino: Time for a shameless plug! Now that
you're done this, go read the pseudo-sequel, Fear of Falling! It's
FlorinaxHector and takes place during that week Florina went to the
beach.
Yep! Personally, I like Fear of Falling better than this story, so go read it!!
Nino: Review this, even though I'M NOT IN IT.
