Musings of a character
summary;; 'I write to you because I feel I need to address some strange problems I've had...' A letter from Chihiro, to nobody inparticular about the problems about being a character.
tags;; slight AU , possible laughs - depends on humor type
Dear Musings pad.
I write to you because I feel I need to address some strange problems I've had over the past couple of years and that I've been trying to ignore in the vain hope that they or, it, will go away. But it hasn't.
My problem is simple, or complex, it's up to you to decide. I'm a character. Just a few so many years ago I was but an idea in the head of a person, a little lightbulb above somebody. Then, afew years later - I forget the dates, it's easy you know when so many fly through your head - I'm a movie star, main character of a hit movie that wins awards. Then it happens. People begin to write about me, I start to become split, I start to have memories of things I've not done and yet suddenly I have, and I have thoughts that originally I'd never have, and suddenly, I do, and at the same time I have experiences and relationsips and topsy-turvy trust turns that I never knew about, and suddenly I know every detail, feel every little hurt as keenly.
And it gets worse, my fame spreads and so do the fan stories, and I suddenly have very...colourful... thoughts about characters I know and have never met, and suddenly do in a very intimate manner.
I even talked to Haku about it, he says he's felt it too, and very embarressing to realise the ammount of colourful and improper thoughts I have about him - ones I'd never had had if I stayed that little lightbulb in just one persons imagination.
I'm also very young, very old and whizzing all over the shop. I've died, been reincarnated, come back to life miraculously, swore at Lin, bestest and argued with Yubaba, been manipulated by Zeniba, been mated or married afew hundred times...
It's very confusing, oh so very confusing. But writing this has helped in some way. I may write more then, since you are such a good listener.
- I also find fanfics where I'm a baby as embarressing as the elusive 'baby box' my character-mum keeps threatening me with. Yeah right.
Lots of luff musing pad!
Chihiro Ogino.
Author notes
I just had a random idea float around for what it must be like for the spirit of the character Chihiro, about having the memories of so many things, to live 20 years in one and die halfway through in another?
I decided it just might be intresting to write a musing pad for her to ... doodle in words if you understand. It will probably stay a oneshot but I won't label it complete just in case :)