Wow. I always thought I would hate you more then I could ever, or would ever, hate her. I thought, 'Well yah she did this to me, but at least she stuck by me and didnt abandon me after she helped create me.' But now...
Im not so sure if that's a good thing. Or if it's the right thing. I mean, I know you abandoned me and stuff, but would you have used me for your own greedy ways if you had? Would you attack me pointlessly because you wanted me to be wary 24-7? Would you have?
Would you have done this to me if you knew how much pain you would've caused me?
Would you have treated me like a pet, a creation, or a military anomyly? Or, would you treat me like a, dare I say it, son?
Maybe I've gone soft. Probably. I just want this to stop. I'm too old to run amok doing some bitch who's older then me's dirty work. What a dirty whore. But hey, you're the one who married her.
I have some more questions, though.
If I had been born from the same mother as Ed, and Al, would you have tried to bring me back?
Would you have stayed with me this time?
Hah, thats the funny thing. These are all 'would you' questions. Its like 'What if' questions. I can 'would you' until I run out of air and die, but even if you say yes or no or whatever the hell you say, it wouldnt matter now. I'm stuck. Thanks a lot buddy.
But...Seriously. For my well-being.
Would you?