love is nothing but an emotion
its isnt real.
you have proven to me that its nothing but lies
so now i sit here in the pouring rain
while i drown in my pain.
you left me
with sorrow..
taking all my happiness away
i plunge a knife through my heart....
beacause when you left my heart
broke into a million pieces...
and i was still breaking a little more day by day....
so now i won have to suffer
with this pain
so now i will never fall in love again....
love is nothing but a useless emotion.
it brings nothing but heartache and tears...
so why would i want a brokedn hear?
when all the suffering can end here....so now i lay in
a puddle of my blood as i drop to the floor.
the pan that runs through my vains
is beautiful...
the sensation is wonderful!
then the memories start to run through my head
like a marathon....
i relive each last memorie before i die.
and with my last breath i whisper "i love you"
in to the wind.... and i close my eyes for an eternal sleep....
5 years later
im alive....
a man found me when i was about to die....
he took me to the hospital and healed me
he took care of me and taught me how to love again.
we have a son he's three.....
but i still miss you (HIM)
he will always be my first love.....
1 year later
i saw him i was at the park
with sikaru.....my son.
it was the park that he left me at
and i almost perished at....
he looked at me with longing eyes....
but why?
then he saw my son....
he smiled a sad smile....
and then dissappered into the wind.
again, except this time i smiled even though
i wish he was mine and i was his.
but i know that will never be....
so i whisper in the wind "goodbye"
when i hear a faint whisper reply
"until next time"
i smile and walk home with my son
knowing one day we shall meet again...
so i will wait for that day to come....
as the days pass by
maybe even months or years
but i shall wait until next time..........