BPOV

I was crying. Harder then ever. I had cried when Edward had left me. I had cried when I had moved to forks, a place where the sun almost never shown. But nothing could compare to the sadness I felt now. I was having second thoughts on becoming a vampire. I didn't want to live forever. I wanted to die. I wanted to be swalloed up right then and there in the hospital room.

The only person that could keep me from killing myself was Edward. He was holding me now. A few hours ago my water broke, they had rushed me to the hospital. I was in so much pain, but it was going to be worth it.... I thought.......

Hours later after the pain and agony It was over. All over. I was so Tired, the pain was so strong I could still feel it. But nothing could prepare me for the pain that was coming.

The door slowly opened. Carlslie opened the door. He looked ashamed.

" It died..... She... died," He said. I couldn't believe it.

" No," I said my voice breaking.

" I didn't.....I didn't... even get to see her they just... took her away..." He couldn't even look at me. That's when the crying started. Another doctor walked in, the one who had delivered the baby. He didn't look at all sad. In fact I swear I saw Happiness in his eyes.

" I am very sorry...sorry about your baby." I could tell he wasn't.

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RPOV

I was yelling, screaming, kicking. Nothing worked. They were all too strong for me. There where 5 of them. All in white coats. I wanted my mother. The one I had waited for for so long. I wanted her to hold me. I didn't know what the heck was going on! One injected something into my leg. It stung really bad. I screamed. I felt tired. My eyes were closing. I fought them, I had to stay awake. Leave. Get out of here. But my eyes won the fight.

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