Parings= Rosalie/Alice, Jasper/Edward, Carlisle/Esme, Emmett/Bella

Summery:

How could he? Was I that horrible, I wouldn't be able to live with myself? I winced in pain as the razor sliced deep into my wrist. The blood flowed freely and I just didn't care anymore.

Chapter 1

Bella POV

The bell had just ringed for school to get out and the herd of teenagers rushed to get to their cars, it was a nice day the sun was out, and Edward wasn't. I bided my goodbyes to my friends and headed to my faded red old Chevy. I got in it and put the key in the ignition, turning it to the right the engine roared to life. I put the clutch into reverse and backed out nearly hitting a Toyota Carola.

I pulled onto the main road and took off to the Cullen's. I can't wait to see Edward, I've missed him at school today! We're the thoughts that flew freely through my head. I pulled into the familiar driveway almost completely hidden by trees parking in front of the front door. I stretched my legs and arms before hopping out of the seat of the car and walked up the 8 steps to the front door. I pushed the door open and looked around seeing an empty house.

I carefully walked the steps of the stairs until I reached Edward's room. I slowly opened the door and the scene that played out in front of me was heartbreaking. Jasper was laid across Edwards's bed, while he was pounding into his ass. My breathe caught in my throat and Edward looked at me in unison with Jasper. Edward quickly covered up and looked at me with sorrow in his eyes.

"How could you?" she asked, While the tears left stains on her cheeks. The love of her life was cheating on her. But even worse it was with another man. I am that horrible? Am I that disgusting that I had turned my own fiancé queer? Those were the only thoughts she could process.

"How long?" she asked staring at the monster in front of her. "HOW LONG! GOD DAMNIT!" She said breaking down sobbing.

"3 months" was all he said. She had to get away from this place it was killing her. She ran down the stairs, tripping over that last to scraping her arm on the banister. She could smell the vile smell of iron and salt, She cursed under her breathe and made it into her car and g-lining out of that place. She speed down the high way pushing 65 on her old Chevy, turning on the exit for Forks she slowed down a bit making it to her own house in a matter of minutes. She thanked god that Charlie wasn't home, he would have stopped her from what she was about to do.

She pulled into the drive way cutting the engine and jumping out of the car. She threw of her jacked and headed up to the bathroom. She looked at her reflection in the mirror, of her tear and makeup stained face.

"You stupid greedy little BASTERD!" She called herself; she blamed herself and only herself for Edward becoming gay. She opened her cabinet and grabbed a bottle of alcohol and rubbed some on her wrist. She searched her bathroom drawers until she found it, a razor.

She shut her eyes before she sliced her wrist with the razor, she could feel the warm liquid running down her arm and dripping to the floor. She was losing blood quickly, the lights began to dim, and soon it was completely dark.

OHHHH: sorry for the cliff hanger on the first chapter! COME AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!