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Silent Screams of Love and Hate
Summary: Life and Love. They're both cruel. But love's even crueler And no one knows better then them.
Sakura. Hinata. Tenten. Ino. Temari.
A/N: Just a collection of one-shots of pairings involving our favorite Kunoichi. All varying from Dark and Angsty to Happy and Light … because you never know which love will bring.
Pairing: Sasuke/Sakura
Song: I'm So Sick by Flyleaf
Warning: Dark
I'm So Sick
I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick
"Sakura."
I hate you. I hate the power your voice has over me. The dark knowing eyes that can see right through me, right down to my soul.
No. No that last part is not true. Not anymore.
Your smirking down at me now. You can sense my uncertainty - my fear.
"Come here."
Don't! Don't you dare! My body's a cruel traitor to my heart. It moves without my permission. It's drawn to your aura, seductive and mysterious. Doesn't it realize the pain you're about to unleash?
Your leaning down now. Your hands move slowly up my arms; your touch is light but - damn you, damn you - you know what this is doing to me. You can feel my pulse racing, the dark flush that's spreading across my skin, tainting it.
Stop. Stop!
"S-stop." My voice conveys none of the hatred I'm feeling. It's useless. Trembly and light and what's worse … laced with anticipation.
"Only when you mean it." You breathe on my neck. Your lips, hungry and powerful, claim my flesh. Biting, teasing, licking sucking. Your arms, merciless and unstoppable, tear away at my clothes. I'm stuck here, vulnerable. Pathetic. Weak. You enter me roughly, with a brutality that's disgustingly familiar. Oh God. There's no pleasure here. Only pain and humiliation. At least that what I tell myself. But that doesn't stop me from pressing myself even closer against you, letting my body bend and tremble under yours or my low, drawn out moans that only make you put more yourself into me, harder, faster. Yes. I want this. This shallow intoxicating feeling. We both want this. Make me forget, let's both forget everything. No more hurt, no more love. Love never existed between us anyway. Only pain - and this was the reward for our pain. It'll be over soon. We both know it.
But for now, let's live in this moment. I can close my eyes and lose my self - not in any imaginary love ( your caresses are too rough, too demanding for me to even be able to pretend it was love that brought you here) but in this - yeah, this. This sweet short-lived ecstasy. So hold me closer, whisper meaningless crap in my ear, and use me. Use me until I have nothing left to give. Take it all - take everything. Only you, I'll give myself only to you.
I deserve no one else.
No one else is low enough to deserve me.
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"Sakura," Sasuke cradled her head in his hands. "I love you." Even to him, the words sounded false. She smiled at him gently, "Liar." His long elegant fingers weaved in her hair, clutching tightly, tight enough for her to feel pain. He only did so because, for some sick reason, he knew she'd enjoy it. "I want to love you." He whispered. "I want to." Sakura's eyes flooded with sadness, for longing of a life they could never have.
"Neither of us deserve love," she stated simply, "Only each other."
You sink into my clothes
And this invasion
Makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick
The next morning Sasuke still cradled Sakura's head. And the next. And the next. Until, finally, someone had found the two lovers intertwined in bed - and they were both finally pronounced dead.
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
-Fin-