I do not own GG! This is not beta'ed so spare me!
Dear Diary,
I know I haven't written in her in forever but I desperately need someone to talk to. I, Blair Waldorf, am at lost for words. When I recieved the phone call during dinner with Julian I didn't think it could be true. Dan Humphrey, Serenas fiance called me and told me that Eric Vanderwoodsen had died. Eric was away on vacation in Florida with a bunch of his friends when it had happened. They got drunk at some bar and when Eric left the bar he stumbled into the street and was hit by a Rolls Royce. Eric Vanderwoodsen has always been my little brother and to know his life was taken away at such a young age kills me inside. He has always wanted to experience life and now he won't ever have that chance to do so. My mind is running at a mile a minute, I need to go back to New York and be there for my best friend and sister Serena. It sounds easy but I don't know how I am going to get out of my meeting with my publisher Elena Hidgens, we are supposed to be talking about ideas for the next section in my seductive series following a group of Manhattans Elite "Diaries of a NYC Socialite". I have to just break free of myself and drop my life to help my Serena. Thank you diary for listening and I hope to write back soon to let you know how everything has been going.
Love,
Blair 3
As I dropped my notebook and placed it in my desk drawer I heard my boyfriend Julian come in. Julian and I have been dating for two years now and we couldn't be anymore happy. We met at Elena's book party that was held in L.A. Julian is a movie producer and he came to check out her latest workers to see if any of their material was worthy enough to be made into what he called an " onscreen master piece". I was at the bar drinking my nerves away when he came over and
sat down with his gorgeous smirk that he always flaunts. Ever since then we just connected and became one.
"Blair I just got off the phone with my dad, I'm not going to be able to make it out until Friday night. He has me checking out some directors with Matt. As soon as we are done I am going to hop a plane and come."
He spoke lovingly to me as he pulled my waist and we fell into a sincere embrace.
I looked up at him with a smile on my face.
"I love you, you know that right?" I questioned
He then did his smirk and pulled me in for a kiss.
"I love you more."
"Thank you for being so understanding with everything going on.. I know it's going to cause some stress for you especially since you're looking for directors and all."
I trailed off when he cupped my face with his hands and leaned in and whispered to me. "Serena needs you now more than ever and you being the most amazing women on earth are going to be there for her. When I am done I will be there for you... no matter what movie I am doing you come first."
We then both leaned in for a passionate kiss which led to a night of love making between two lovers. When I woke in the morning I would have to go back to the world I left four years ago.
-- I wanted to see what people thought before I went on...