Warnings * angst, depression, hints of 1x2
This is a one shot fic that I found in my files a few days ago, I edited it up and decided to post it. Hope you enjoy! Oh, its duo's POV.
Here I fall, into the darkness. I suppose this is what I deserve…after all the pain I've caused you, after all the hurt that I myself have felt. I hate you all, you know that though. You all pretend to care, but you don't. You just pretend because you don't want to feel like you should blame yourselves for what I'm about to do. Your petty needs don't faze me. I don't care about any of you, especially not you, Heero Yuy.
Why did you have to care for me? Why couldn't you all just hate me…like wufei…or. Any Oz soldier unfortunate enough to meet me? Why did you have to love me hero, then go and break my heart, after I gave you mine.
I can't believe I let any of you get close to me! I know that all I do is hurt people! Everyone I get close to ends up hurting and its all my fault! MY FAULT! Do you hear me! It is my fault! All my fault that everyone around me has to feel my pain, all of my hate!! This is what I'm going to do to fix it. Don't cry…not that any of you will, except maybe Quatre, but he would only cry out of pity, and politeness. I hate you all.
Duo pulled the blade across his flesh swiftly, leaving his forearm slit from the crook of his elbow all the way down to his wrist. Smiling at himself…he lay the blade atop his chest and closed his eyes
I am shinigami, the god of death…here I come…