Hide 'n' Seek
(POV Evo Rogue)
Isolation. How else could Ah describe mahself... Cold? Distant? Maybe all three... Ah'm just going ta admit it, Ah isolate mahself from others. But, is that something Ah should be so ashamed of? Ah don't remember anymore... and Ah have forgotten if its worth tha pain. People don't care ta understand me anymore. Thay just don't understand why. Ah can't make them, why try... Thay stereotype me. Personally, thay can think what thay want. In the end... in the end... it's always just me. It's so easy ta think, "Oh another sick teen, driven to being gothic for attention, lets ignore her, not give her what see wants." ...Good. Good, that's what Ah want. Ta fade in, maybe brings me closer ta normalcy. Ah just want ta be left alone.
As dark as Ah try ta be, bits of "Rogue" shines through. Mah accent, for example. I can turn it of like a switch. It's not fake, but one of the most real things about me. That's why, for many years, I tried to hide it, not wanting to draw attention, not wanting people to notice, not wanting people to care. But, eventually, I--Ah couldn't help but be... Rogue. Personality's a bitch. Tha dark clothes, tha dark make-up, it's mah shield from society. Ah'm not sayin that Ah hate tha look, Ah think tha dark clothes are fittin and generally Ah enjoy tha music that comes with it. Lucky me, Ah was born ta hide.
People tell me Ah'm bitter, a sarcastic bitch, some say. Ah'm not bitter, just a good actor, Ah guess. Nah, more like good at hidin. Ah play a nice game of hide 'n' seek, but... Ah dunno when tha game ends anymore. Maybe if Ah get lost... in mah game, people won't-- can't, get close ta me. Seems slightly morbid, and it is. Why do Ah do it? Ah forgot the answer, its lost in tha game along with Rogue. Maybe, it's ta protect. Ponderin over that, it makes sense. If Ah acted like a normal... normal...girl, it would be too easy ta slip. Too many hugs ta dodge, too many handshakes ta ignore, too many people ta hurt. Makin friends is a dangerous thing... deadly too.
That's why, Ah sit, Ah dwell. Constantly remindin mahself, "don't touch...don't touch... dammed mutant... don't touch..." Drillin it inta mah brain. Ah don't dress this way ta attract attention, Ah don't say things ta hurt you... Ah just want ta protect you. Protect you from me, and everything evil, everything powerful, and everything "Rogue" about me. It's not isolation... it's sacrifice. !~!...end... a story by Zor...!~!
Zor: Ok, when I wrote this, I wasn't feelin "in the zone." Muse Ray-chan was not singing to me. But! when I typed it... I think I revised the whole damn thing AND added the accent. All I can say aboot that is ACCENTS IN FANFICS ARE A BEE-OTCH. I tried my best but I don't know if it would sound like Rogue (I have true-blue x-men Rogue in my head and it kept mixing with evo rogue and soon enough, I couldn't tell the difference. THEN I started thinking of Remy, and the cajin factor DIDN'T help. I kept wanting to put "chere" somewhere) ANYwho, I worked very hard on this one, so IF YOU READ IT, PLEASE REVIEW IT!! DON'T BE KIND, BE BLUNT
(POV Evo Rogue)
Isolation. How else could Ah describe mahself... Cold? Distant? Maybe all three... Ah'm just going ta admit it, Ah isolate mahself from others. But, is that something Ah should be so ashamed of? Ah don't remember anymore... and Ah have forgotten if its worth tha pain. People don't care ta understand me anymore. Thay just don't understand why. Ah can't make them, why try... Thay stereotype me. Personally, thay can think what thay want. In the end... in the end... it's always just me. It's so easy ta think, "Oh another sick teen, driven to being gothic for attention, lets ignore her, not give her what see wants." ...Good. Good, that's what Ah want. Ta fade in, maybe brings me closer ta normalcy. Ah just want ta be left alone.
As dark as Ah try ta be, bits of "Rogue" shines through. Mah accent, for example. I can turn it of like a switch. It's not fake, but one of the most real things about me. That's why, for many years, I tried to hide it, not wanting to draw attention, not wanting people to notice, not wanting people to care. But, eventually, I--Ah couldn't help but be... Rogue. Personality's a bitch. Tha dark clothes, tha dark make-up, it's mah shield from society. Ah'm not sayin that Ah hate tha look, Ah think tha dark clothes are fittin and generally Ah enjoy tha music that comes with it. Lucky me, Ah was born ta hide.
People tell me Ah'm bitter, a sarcastic bitch, some say. Ah'm not bitter, just a good actor, Ah guess. Nah, more like good at hidin. Ah play a nice game of hide 'n' seek, but... Ah dunno when tha game ends anymore. Maybe if Ah get lost... in mah game, people won't-- can't, get close ta me. Seems slightly morbid, and it is. Why do Ah do it? Ah forgot the answer, its lost in tha game along with Rogue. Maybe, it's ta protect. Ponderin over that, it makes sense. If Ah acted like a normal... normal...girl, it would be too easy ta slip. Too many hugs ta dodge, too many handshakes ta ignore, too many people ta hurt. Makin friends is a dangerous thing... deadly too.
That's why, Ah sit, Ah dwell. Constantly remindin mahself, "don't touch...don't touch... dammed mutant... don't touch..." Drillin it inta mah brain. Ah don't dress this way ta attract attention, Ah don't say things ta hurt you... Ah just want ta protect you. Protect you from me, and everything evil, everything powerful, and everything "Rogue" about me. It's not isolation... it's sacrifice. !~!...end... a story by Zor...!~!
Zor: Ok, when I wrote this, I wasn't feelin "in the zone." Muse Ray-chan was not singing to me. But! when I typed it... I think I revised the whole damn thing AND added the accent. All I can say aboot that is ACCENTS IN FANFICS ARE A BEE-OTCH. I tried my best but I don't know if it would sound like Rogue (I have true-blue x-men Rogue in my head and it kept mixing with evo rogue and soon enough, I couldn't tell the difference. THEN I started thinking of Remy, and the cajin factor DIDN'T help. I kept wanting to put "chere" somewhere) ANYwho, I worked very hard on this one, so IF YOU READ IT, PLEASE REVIEW IT!! DON'T BE KIND, BE BLUNT