Note: This is an evil deku x evil katsuki fanfic/mild smut/(izuku WILL become a little insane later on)
If you aren't so much of a fan of evil or jerky UA characters, just don't read.
Izuku was extremely passionate about two things: Being the best hero he could be and his weird little crush on Katsuki Bakugo. Being a hero meant everything to him. Since he had the chance to go to one of the best schools and train to become the number one hero, it was his job to make sure he reached out and grabbed his opportunity's. So far izuku was doing a great job keeping his grades up and perfecting his craft. One thing that came with school was the competition of other students trying to be number one. Izuku didn't mind this at all, but there were some things he wished he could change
Like the fact that his crush katsuki was basically always trying to destroy him for that spot. Bakugo was also competitive you could say when it came to reaching his goals. He always made it perfectly clear when izuku and him were children that he wanted to be the best of the best. Izuku looked up to him for his confidence and his amazing quirk. He felt that he wanted to be by the other males side forever, even if he didn't feel the same. But now, things are a little different seeing that katsuki doesn't exactly like the fact that izuku even has a quirk. It made him furious and it made izku sad that things couldn't go back to the way they were with his friend, or even turn into more.
Izuku was usually pretty confident when it came to approaching heroes, making friends, trying out new techniques, and more. But he felt he would NEVER have the confidence to talk to bakugo about his little crush. Izuku constantly would push it down deep in his heart, and hope it would fade away over time, but he told himself the same thing years ago and it never happened. Still, the only thing he could do was hope.
There were some nice moments he was able to share with katsuki though. For instance, aizawa knew that they were kind of opposites so they were usually paired together. Izuku loved this but ended up hating it in the end because either he'd get beaten bad by katsuki or he'd make him feel like izuku was boasting about his own quirk and it made bakugo even angrier at times with izuku. Sometimes bakugo would even randomly walk up to izuku and ask him questions that izuku didn't quite get.
"Oi Nerd!" Bakugo yelled from the other end of the hallway last week.
Izuku flinched knowing it was him katsuki was talking to. He slowly turned around and tried his best to smile politely. "Hey kacchan, what can I do for you…" izuku asked lowly. He froze when katsuki had gotten real close to him, to the point where their noses were almost touching.
"You were pretty damn close to my time today in that stupid course today." Bakugo growled as he stared directly into izuku's eyes. Izuku couldn't of felt anymore uncomfortable. He threw up his hands in defense and squirmed.
"S-Sorry kacchan! I swear it wasn't on purpose or anything! I just wanted to impress all might is all, and to show everyone I'm improving NOT to say that I'm improving past you or anything it's just-"
"You got something you want to say deku?" bakugo asked and took a step closer. Izuku could feel his face heating up and he didn't know what to do besides step back. Of course he had something he wanted to say, but he didn't know how or if he had the strength to do so.
"Uhhh…I gotta go kacchan!" izuku said as he bolted down the hall without turning back to see if bakugo was following him. He couldn't take the chance of showing katsuki how he felt through using his emotions.
That was only the other day and izuku still couldn't get over it. The only person who really knew about izuku's feeling towards kacchan was uraraka. She thought it was cute whenever izuku would find her and start spewing out the information he learned about katsuki in one day; or how he'd call her in the middle of the night just to tell her the dream he had about him. Izuku had it bad for katsuki and she knew it. She tried helping him getting his confidence up and self-esteem, hoping he'd tell bakugo the truth, but each time izuku said he was up for it he'd back down last second.
Izuku knew he had a great friend like Uraraka, and he was grateful that she listened. That's why he sat next to her now on the bus trip towards another city. All of class 1-A was visiting a different city to ask different heroes questions on how they can approve. Along the way, izuku groaned and told uraraka all of his feelings.
"I…I just can't do it. I don't know why I can't, but I just can't!" izuku said and lowered his head. "I'm such a baby Uraraka."
Uraraka giggled and rubbed her friends back. "You're no baby deku, in fact you're quite the opposite. I think you're one of the toughest people in the world for holding in a crush like this for years and not exploding!"
"Shh! What if he hears you?"
"Oh please, he's like three seats away." Uraraka stated and izuku and her peeked there heads over there seats to see exactly where katsuki was behind them.
It only took a second to spot him, sitting next to kirishima who was making childish sounds with kaminari and sero across from him. Bakugo was clearly not interested in messing with them. He was too busy looked out the window, and he didn't actually have a glare. In fact, izuku felt he looked quite peaceful.
"Oh wow," izuku said with wide captured eyes as if he had just seen the most beautiful sunset. "Look at him, he looks…so calm."
Izuku continued to gaze at bakugo, but the moment was cut short when katsuki unexpectedly turned and lookd directly at izuku. Both Uraraka and Izuku yelped softly before ducking there heads. Izuku covered his mouth in hopes that he'd stop breathing right now from all the embarrassment.
Uraraka turned to izuku and laughed. "Ok look, today needs to be the day you tell him, ok? Can't hurt to try!"
As the students arrived in the city, they immediately took in all of there surroundings. While Tenya tries to organize everyone to listen to aizawa, izuku looks around and is fascinated by this city seeing he's never been in it. He wondered what kind of heroes lived here, but more importantly, what kind of villains lived here and what's done to keep them in check.
Izuku began to take out a notebook from his bag when an all too familiar voice called out to him. "Deku!" Izuku gasped and slowly turned to see katsuki walking up to him.
"H-Hi katsuki, how are you?" izuku asked trying to be polite. He wondered what bakugo could possibly want from him at the moment, but he wondered more about how katsuki was feeling, especially seeing that he was able to make such a calm face earlier.
"Forget that, why were you and chubby face over there staring at me earlier on the bus? Huh?!" katsuki asked and izuku kicked himself mentally.
"W-Well uh, honestly, w-we were trying to see exactly where everyone was on the bus…a-a-and we stopped at you the minute you turned around!" Izuku lied to the best of his ability but he felt bad about it.
"Is that so?" Bakugo asked not taking his eyes off of izuku for a second.
"Yeeep!" izuku smiled hard, a little too hard which only brought bakugo's curiosity up further.
"Is there something you're not telling me, deku?" katsuki took a step closer and got into izuku's face once again. Izuku could feel the blood rush to his face and he needed this moment to end quick or he didn't know what was going to happen.
"N-No! Everything's fine kacchan, honest." Izuku stated.
"…Fine." Katsuki gave in and stepped back from izuku. Once he turned to walk away, izuku felt dumb. He glanced over at uraraka who had a worried look on her face and then back at bakugo. This was the perfect time in a way; katsuki was calm, they weren't too close to the group, and bakugo was actually willing to listen. The greatest part was they were somewhere completely different. If things went in a different direction than izuku thought then he could leave this memory here in this city instead of taking it home with him and having to live with it every day.
"Wait! Kacchan!" izuku held out his arm and bakug stopped short. He turned back to izuku and waited. "I…I, uhh.."
Izuku was so sure he'd do it this time. He was able to see the signs, he felt katsuki was with him, and that nothing could possibly ruin this moment. Only, the thing was this moment itself could ruin this moment. What if katsuki found out about the true izuku? What would he think, that he was weird? Gross? What if he simply felt he wasn't for him? Izuku started to wonder why he thought this would be a good idea in the first place. What made him think that someone like him could be with someone like katsuki. Izuku knew they were different, but he hoped they could work through there differences.
Now the differences were looking to clear to miss.
"Um…nothing." Izuku mumbled and dropped his arm.
"…" Bakugo stared at izuku for a moment before he turned and walked back towards the group.
Izuku sighed and felt the tears rising up. "Gosh, I'm such an idiot." He mumbled to himself, but he was unaware that someone heard.
"No you're not." Uraraka said and when izuku looked up at her she smiled her warmest one. "What happened?"
"I decided to let it go…to let him go."
Later, aizawa and class 1-A had visited one of the most well known hero companies in the city. Most of the students were up for asking questions and receiving hero advice. Surprisingly, izuku didn't ask anything and neither did katsuki; but they both took metal notes of the things the heroes were telling them. For most of the evening everyone spent time walking around to different companies to speak with heroes. By the end of the day, everyone was real tired and ready to head back.
On the way back to there bus, izuku thought about how he'd take a nice shower, eat dinner, and go to sleep. His thoughts were interrupted when he noticed that there were two people, a man and a woman, slowly walking towards there group. They didn't say or do anything yet, but izuku still felt something was off with them.
Suddenly they stopped and luckily aizawa must've felt something was wrong too because he also stopped. "Can I help you?" he asked.
"Yea actually…" the man stated "Can you help me understand why such young souls are devoting themselves to becoming heroes?"
Izuku slowly made his way to the front of his friends while aizawa spoke. "They're choosing to become heroes so that they can save those in need and make the world a better place with there beliefs and strengths."
"Oooh, have they ever…thought about changing there beliefs?" the man asked menacingly and stepped closer.
"No" Immediately aizawa tried to use his robes to capture both people but they both moved quick.
The man had token out a knife and quickly cut the pairs of robes coming at them. He was clearly way too quick so he must've had some sort of speed quirk, and the woman jumped back and headed straight for the class. "Go!" the man said to her and she ran faster towards them.
"I'm on it!" she responded and laughed.
Aizawa tried to reach back and grab her but unfortunately he was stuck dealing with the man with the knife who was charging at him. He was actually doing a god job keeping aizawa busy so this woman could get to the students, but izuku felt he had seen enough. He stepped forward and charged at her. He could hear some of his classmates telling him to stop or to leave her but he couldn't.
Once he was close enough he tried to use half of his strength to kick her away. However, she seemed distracted by something else, she jumped out of the way when a huge explosion went off a little too close to her.
"K-Kacchan!" izuku yelled. Bakugo ignored him and tried to go after the woman again, but izuku grabbed his arm and step forward before him. "Relax kacchan, I'll take care of it! You should just get everyone to-"
"HUH?!" Bakugo yelled. "No way nerd! You just want all the action for yourself! I'm handling this you go away!"
"We don't have time for this kacchan! We don't know what she could do just let me-"
"Aw you too are quite the strong pair" the woman cooed to herself as she watched them battle to get closer to her. "So strong, so smart, and so full of hope to be a hero…but in all honesty, if your beliefs were changed…I think you'd be great as something else."
Izuku didn't notice until it was too late the woman charging at both of them. He let go of katsuki and tried to put his hands up to block him and himself, but the woman didn't seem to want to hit them. Instead she put both of her hands in there faces, and used her trick.
Bakugo and izuku started to cough when some sort of gas came out of the womans hands. It didn't smell like anything or have a color, but it was definitely her quirk. Soon katsuki quickly jumped back, and he pulled izuku with him, who had inhaled a little more of the gas.
"Shit..now look what you did!" katsuki yelled at izuku.
"Me?!" izuku asked in frustration but turned to the woman. She was laughing real hard and it was weird.
"There! Now let's see what side you really choose! You two are going to have so much fu-" she started to say but her line was cut off when robes wrapped around her and tied her up.
"Annoying." Aizawa stated and placed her right next to the man who was also wrapped up, and clearly lost the fight. But they were both smiling and it freaked everyone out. Aizawa quickly called the cops so that they could head back to the bus and home.
On the bus ride home, tenya and uraraka started to question izuku. They seemed to be the main ones who really noticed what happened with the villain, izuku, and bakugo. The rest of the students were too far to see exactly what happened, including aizawa.
"Are you ok Midoriya?!" Tenya asked and immediately started to inspect izuku all over. Izuku fidgeted and squirmed as Uraraka joined in on checking izuku.
"Did she hit you?! Are you cut anywhere?! What was that stuff?" Uraraka asked frantically.
"Yes! It looked like some sort of gas!" Tenya added.
"Well, i-it was gas…but I don't know what kind," Izuku said and looked down at his hands. "It didn't quite have a color or a smell."
Izuku wasn't panicking but he was kind of worried. He inhaled a lot of whatever that woman sprayed in his face. It didn't have a smell or a color so it must've been a real special quirk. Izuku wondered if there would be side effects. Would they be minor or terrible? Should he say something to aizawa or just wait it out? Right now he didn't feel anything at all and he actually felt pretty normal. He wondered about a certain someone else.
"How do you think kacchan's doing?" izuku asked. His friends gave him a worried look before they all peeked there heads from there seat to look at bakugo.
Once again, bakugo was just starig outside of the window while his friends talked quietly. "He looks okay, right?" Uraraka asked.
"Yea…he looks fine." Izuku stated.
"Well I sure hope it stays that way, for both of you" tenya stated before sitting back down with Uraraka.
"Yea…me too." Izuku stared at bakugo a little longer before he sat back down. He was unaware that katsuki knew he was staring the entire time.
Later that night when izuku went home, everything seemed normal. He greeted his mother, took a shower, at food, and did his homework. By the time he was ready to go to bed, he was exhausted and ready to sleep. But for some reason, he wasn't feeling to grand. His head was kind of fuzzy and he was having weird thoughts about the day, but he decided to push the thoughts down and go to bed.
Throughout the night, izuku tossed and turned as his head filled with all sorts of crazy dreams. He had no idea about the change that was coming.
The change will be revealed in the next chapter! Thanks for reading so far!