Hey everybody! Another Furuba song today! After taking a loooong period of 'song-writer's block' the ideas have begun to flow again! I'm back with a song for Akki this time. I know fans of the anime will dislike her but I'm pretty sure a lot of manga readers like myself will have begun to feel sorry for her... :'( Her mama is not very nice. Like understating. Anyways, this song is kind of like her relationship with the whole Zodiac, especially Kureno, and towards the middle her relationship with Shigure. So I guess ShigurexAkito slightly but no true mention of his name so if the thought disgusts you substitute 'Random Stranger'xAkito! That was completely irrelevant and insane and prbably what none of you were thinking about. Well, people who know of me will probably me thinking 'Typical Kyoko.' So... yeah! Let's Wondering! Kyoko xxx

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Born to be loved,

Raised to be feared,

Contradictory emotions disguise like a beard,

All of the pain that reverence earns you.

Whether it's true,

Whether it's false,

Whether its longed, hated, or else,

All the same, reverence hurts you.

If you could see, how every word, every smile, every gesture, hurts me,

If you could know, how every motion, every movement as you go,

Hurts me so, then you would know,

Kindness is painful as can be,

Then you would know,

Kindness is painful as cruelty.

I love you so,

Then I want you to go,

What I feel for you right now I don't even know,

All reverence does is just use me.

I say please stay,

But I send you away,

My temperament is based on how I'm feeling that day,

All reverence does is confuse me.

If you could see, how every word, every smile, every gesture, hurts me,

If you could know, how every motion, every movement as you go,

Hurts me so, then you would know,

Kindness is painful as can be,

Then you would know,

Kindness is painful as cruelty.

And sometimes I think I'm the worst cursed of all,

Because I am the one cursed with kindness,

Sometimes when I'm falling I wish you'd let me fall,

And I tell myself that I wouldn't be missed.

And sometimes I want to sever the bonds,

That I've been clinging to so dearly,

I've got a bad case of reverence baby,

And a love for you that infects me quite severely!

If you could see, how every word, every smile, every gesture, hurts me,

If you could know, how every motion, every movement as you go,

Hurts me so, then you would know,

Kindness is painful as can be,

Then you would know,

Kindness is painful as cruelty,

But then you would know, I love you so,

I can't let you go… And that's cruelty.