Dear Typewriter... (or whomever will run into these notes)...
I ran into my first Crimson Head in that hallway before that Picture/Crow room. I saw its claws; trying to burn it, but instead of playing dead and proceeding, it got up attacking me.
So I had to run around the estate to get the Shotgun to make sure it wouldn't come back. Though, I forgot my Canister that holds my Kerosene. Does that mean by the time I head back around; I will need to still have my Shotgun? I will see soon enough, though I feel terrified. I don't want to go back and fight it. I never dealt with something like this before.
In the darkness does indeed lie my fear, but I have been coming to terms to try and face that fear. There are just some things that will never leave me. As I sit in the East Stairwell Storage Room. I contemplate. For now I am safe.
I am taking a break to record my thoughts because there are other things I am experiencing for the first time like I am a kid again. Having memories of my dad playing through this game... it makes me feel heartfelt.
I am not only facing my fear, but facing my past. Reliving the old memories of when things used to be simpler for Resident Evil. This is something I know I won't be experiencing again.