A/N: Hello readers, followers and others (not sure if it's right to say favoriters or favoritees, I mean no offense by just saying "others".) So, I have like a few days break from school and managed to catch the episodes and I was literally swimming in drama and suspense. Also, Star's song rocked! So here's a little something I made. Will hopefully update my other stories later. Also, I'm working on a multi-chapter Fairy Tail story, so be on the lookout. Enjoy ?!

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Was it cowardly?

Yes.

Was it unfair?

Totally.

Was it even, say, downright cruel in a variety of ways?

Absolutely.

Would she do anything different despite all the negative feedback she was giving the situation she put her best friend and herself in?

No. In fact, she would have done everything all over again.

The minute she had discovered her mom in the room, she'd known it was for a friendly visit or good news. She'd try to deny, tried to assert herself, determined to stay where she felt she truly belonged. But their was no stopping what had been building up since Ludo stole her book, and Glossaryck with it. Honestly she'd had a bad feeling since the whole Song Day, when she revealed the truth to everyone of the evil happenings. Well, that and another personal reason.

She laid on her bed, staring up at the covering of her four poster bed as she thought of Marco. Honestly, for the past three days, she's been thinking of nothing but Marco. When she had learned that Toffee was back, she knew it was no longer safe for both herself or her friends if she stayed on Earth, but now all she could think of was that final moment. The look on his face when she confessed, the way she'd left him with more questions than ever. She didn't even give him a proper goodbye. She just turned and left unable to look at him or any of her other friends, the pain of rejection, coupled with the severe agony from leaving, just too much.

She rolled over till she was facing a window, staring out at the beautiful picture that was Mewni. Her home, the place she grew up in, where she'd always known she'd come back some day. After she had left Earth taking any remnant of her presence with her, she'd chosen to say in her room and think about things. She remembered the sadness she'd felt when she left, had been devastated but determined to make the best of her situation. Maybe Earth wouldn't seem so bad.

And it wasn't. If anything, Earth was nothing but perfect. She'd experienced things she'd never thought she would. Regularly fighting monsters, learning new spells, mewberty, goblindogs. The ability to make her own choices. Laser puppies, Love Sentence, school. Starfan13, Oskar, Janna, Brittany Wong, Jackie Lynn Thomas, the Diazs. Marco Diaz. And now her hometown seemed like a foreign country and she felt as if she was ripped away from her true home. One she'll probably never see again.

She pulled her hand over her eyes and groaned softly to herself. That was so not how she wanted to leave things with her best friend. And yet, it was exactly what she wanted to tell him. She wasn't sure why. Her head was so full of worries for the future and thoughts on her last day on Earth to really divulge into that complicated reasoning.

She remembered the first time they met, when he'd been set on keeping away from her. She'd scared him off with her displays of magic and mayhem and he had wanted her gone. It seemed as though they were too different, Marco too cautious and normal, her too excited and destructive. Hard to believe with all the adventures they had and the moments they'd shared, it end the same way it started. With them on different sides of a wide river, with no hope of ever reaching the other side.

And she couldn't stop thinking of all the adventures they've had and the things they've been through. The Booty-Trapped football game, Ferguson's wedding, the Blood Moon Ball. Meeting Father Time, rescuing Pony Head, learnt to Dip Down. All just memories now, doomed to be forgotten as time passed on Mewni

She wondered if he was thinking of her, if he was beating himself up for not recognizing her feelings. Knowing Marco and his little irrational insecurities, probably, yes. But she hoped with all her heart that wasn't true. Despite her somewhat cruel and short farewell, she hadn't been trying to hurt him or anyone else.

She supposed... she supposed she was tired of lying to everyone. Yeah, it was with good intentions, the lie, but it was hurting more than helping really. It was affecting her magic, corrupting it into the highest form of darkness. And maybe, just in the tiniest recess in her mind, she'd wanted him to feel what she was feeling. Confused, hurt, even somewhat... lost. She'd bottled up the emotions, trying to keep them inside to keep them from tainting anyone else, but in the end she couldn't do it. It was too much for one person to take.

And she didn't even want to think about how Jackie much be feeling. Maybe she wasn't close enough with her to recognize her thoughts right now, but she'd seen a dozen movies and shows with this exact scenario. The poor girl was probably wondering whether something had been there between Marco and her. Most likely feeling a little scared of what it would mean for her and Marco's relationship, if there was a relationship after that whole fiasco of a goodbye, and perhaps a hint of anger and/or resentment towards your truly for the almost certain-to-be tense atmosphere between the couple.

Part of the reason she kept her feelings a secret was out of consideration for Jacki's feelings. She could see how she looked at Marco, and she honestly didn't want to get in the way of that. Like she'd told Marco, she'd tried to pretend the feelings weren't there because she'd known- she knew- he didn't feel the same way. Jackie had been collateral damage, for lack of a better word.

Song Day had really ruin things for her. The awkwardness, the literal strain in their friendship. She couldn't take that, couldn't let a stupid song about her crush on him cause unnecessary conflict. But it had be the catalyst, the beginning of the end. And now she'd probably never see Marco again, never eat any of his delicious foods, never enjoy a Love Sentence concert, never go to school, never find out exactly what "summer" was... It was over, her life on Earth done for good.

Perhaps they'd defeat Toffee and maybe she'll have a chance to go back to Earth but it would never be the same. She'd reached the point of no return concerning their friendship. He didn't like her the way she liked him, and there was nothing that could be done with that. All she could focus on now was her problems here and who knows what the future would bring. Maybe... things would turn out okay.

For now, she could honestly say that the horrible feeling of pent-up sadness and irrational anger was gone. Maybe she'd starred this one up and it would never be the same, but she could honestly say she had no regrets.

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Soooo... what did you think? Please review, I'd really like your opinion since it's my first Star vs. the Forces of Evil fanfic, did you think I describe the main three right? And I mean Jackie, Star and Marco. Can't wait till season 3! If enough people ask, I'll do a second chapter for Marco's thoughts.