~*Disclamer*~ Gundam Wing is not my own. The song "absoluty", that i used as a basis of the story does not belong to me.




The Pages of Heero Yuy's Journal

December 22, 2000

Me psychiatrist suggested that I should keep a journal to let out my feelings. So, I decided to let go of all my usual ways and say what I feel.

This is my story of a girl. She cried because of me. She always looks sad in photographs. If not sad she puts on fake smiles. I absolutely love her real, genuine smiles. I don't know how many days of the year she woke up with hope. And became over whelmed with tears. I can be so insensitive. I always make promises but I never seem to keep them. She always seems to stand waiting for someone. She never seems to run out of things to say. How many lovers would stay with her and put up the fake shit day after day? How did we wind up this way? We always watch each other's mouths to see what we might say. How did we get so far away?

This is my story of a girl. She seemed to always hide her beautiful face from the world. She always looks sad and lonely sitting there. I absolutely love her.



To Be Continued...Maybe...