Forgotten Sister: Of the Cullen's
By Awana Morris
Chapter 1
Black Night
I felt the days go by like seconds in a minute, and the pain was worse. The pain was numb, so it made the real pain harder to know what it was. I was numb, nothing could push me, touch me and I would breath, it was scary. I awoke seeing a light shine above me; I felt the heat on my skin, no burn, just the heat. I wanted to tare the lamp that was slyly hanging over me. My eyes were searching and I was seeing nothing. My eyes met another object, a shape that looked like another pair of eyes. The voice I heard startled me, and I held my breath knowing what I was. I was home.
Someone looked in my bright orange eyes, and I looked in his golden amber eyes, they were so beautiful, I would do anything to have those eyes, except the diet thing. I loved animals with all the leftover pieces of my heart that were still there. Which I knew weren't that many. "Carlisle." I whispered feeling my cool breath peak from underneath me. My eyes open wider and I realized the family, my whole family was here to see me awake. Even Renesmee was awake, I heard her fast heart beat, that I loved so much.
Renesmee's small little fingers reached out for me, and I smiled. I met a gaze with the super creep Jasper, that I swear looked like he could be on a horror movie. I picked my head up and moved my back up so that I could see everyone. I took a deep breath and then heard my phone vibrate. That ruined the moment. I scowled and jumped up to get my phone from the counter. It was my oversensitive stalker vibe boyfriend Seth. Seth Clearwater was so sweet, but so annoying. It was weird every morning I woke up and the Cullen's would be looking at me like I was a goddess child, but that was Renesmee.
Everyone smiled and lurked to different places. Most went downstairs, but Alice stayed smiling.
"What did he say this time?" My annoying new sister blurred out in a rush as she snatched my phone and read the text that said heading over baby from Seth, my baby wolf. Alice snorted and ran downstairs with my phone laughing like a loony. I ran after her in a blur of motion, the same as she did. I was too late! She was already to Emmet and the thinking was already to Edward! No! They were always in my business!
"Alice!" I yelled blurring in motion to get my phone. I jumped on Alice's back and made her scream Uncle. She gave me my phone and I slid it in my butty pocket.
"Whoever tries to get my phone now is a super freak!" I said firm as a strict mother. Everyone was laughing at my response. Alice hugged me and I frowned.
"Yah! You are not forgiven." I huffed feeling uncomfortable.
Edward I know you are listening to everything I say, but I need you to help me get Carlisle to let me go over Seth's because I am not bringing him here!
Edward laughed and I threw a glare at him that silence his about to move lips.
I looked at Carlisle and Smiled.
"Carlisle…I mean Dad, may I go over a friends?" I murmured innocently uses my lovely eye command trick.
Please fall for it! Please! I am begging you dad! My head was blurring with action as I was screaming at Edward. Edward now help me!
Edward stiffened and turned toward the door. "Of course I should escort her, to make sure she isn't sneaking off anywhere like the liquor store." Edward replied a few seconds after Carlisle gave Esme a rueful glare. Carlisle nodded to Esme.
Hey! I drink that for a living!
"Ask your mother." Carlisle replied murmuring. Esme looked in my eyes.
I felt it now! She was using the momma stare on me. I knew I couldn't look away. I kept my eyes steady. I felt the tears, I felt the tears. I kept them in.
"Please." I chocked out. It felt like a soccer ball was in my throat.
She used it again! Edward! Edward! She is using the Stare! Help Me! Edward. Please, I will do anything! I begged, and then she stopped when Edward grabbed me and pulled me out the door.
He was laughing again! I was about to slap some black sense in his brain! I was black, so did it matter? But I needed all the black on me, to remind me of my dear father, Laurent's brother.
"You're jacked up!" I mused at him starting to walk away as I felt the heat raging in me to go ballistic Whoa on me. He caught my wrist and fell to the floor, leaving me still on two feet. He was laughing again! I tried to stop it, but it came and I kicked him into a tree and blurred my way to him again, and he was on his feet moving toward to the forest fast. I blurred to him and kept firm looking up to him.
"It wasn't funny at all." I muttered walking toward Seth's house. I knew which way he would come, and so I would meet him half way.
"Your right. I'm sorry. Little. Sis." Edward gave me an apologetic look. I couldn't resist so I hugged him and looked up. He looked at me and smiled. It was his normal banana smile.
"Bella? Nessie?" I murmured softly falling behind a step. He looked at me and frowned.
"Seth? Seth? More Seth?" He whispered and smiled. I pushed him playfully.
"I love me some Seth." I gasped starting to hyperventilate.
"Calm down Nira!" He urged slapping me, which I was definitely going to tell my new mom Esme. Uh Oh. He heard me.
"I did hear you. But, I'm going to tell mom your little scam back there with your eyes." he breathed sarcastically.
Then he sprinted into a blur. He knew I was way faster than him! Why did he even bother? I sprinted further, my eyes catching every live insect that lurked, all my friends. My animals. Before I knew it, something attacked me, not really, but playfully. It took me off guard. I was on the floor and the branches were in my hair and I was looking up into a wolves eyes. Seth. That was definitely so uncalled for. I was a fourteen year old caramel skinned girl who just got attacked by her werewolf boyfriend. I almost had a fourteen year old heart attack! I jumped up. Not fast enough though. He was already behind a tree fazing to his human form for me. So modest. I took a look around, Edward left and returned to his lovely Bella and daughter Renesmee.
Seth came out behind the tree and I smiled.
"I could have just fazed Seth, so you wouldn't have to change and all that."
I sighed. Seth knew about my power, half werewolf and half vampire, really wierd. Seth smiled and came closer hugging me tightly against his hot burning chest. Yep! He was hot! In all the ways!
"Sorry." He murmured backing away a step.
"I wanted to introduce you to my mom and my sister. You guys didn't really meet." Seth began to talk but I cut him off.
"Seth…I…they may not like me Seth." I managed to choke out feeling guilty of the accomplishment.
"No way, I showed them a pic of you and they both said you look really pretty." I laughed at the case, hey I know, I am pretty.
"Thanks, but that's a picture, not my resume of my life. I'm bad Seth…I should have left-."
"No way! Don't regret that! I love you!" he spoke the truth, and those words were crawling the broken pieces of my heart again.
"Seth! I don't regret it! Never! But you don't love me! Your imprint loves me." I lied softly, knowing that even if he never imprinted on me, we would still be together.
Seth automatically flinched forward. We were face to face. I felt his warm breath against my -10 breath. I was ice and he was fire. Not compatible! I wanted to kiss him! And make all of his pain go away for the lies I just said. But he beat me to the punch. Our first kiss. I remembered, at Jacob Blacks house. But this was beyond love and friendship. This was wonderful! I knew I loved him! No one could lie to me about that. I kept my eyes focused and then he let me go. And his warm eyes flew love in mine.
"I love you." I muttered feeling stupid. He put two of the broken pieces of my heart back together. The fire and Ice.
Was I supposed to kiss him again? Or say something? Think fast?
"I want to meet your mom, and your sister. Right now." I said all lovey dovey but in an Octave where everything was quiet. I began to walk the way straight. He caught my wrist and pointed the opposite way.
"It's this way." He murmured. I felt so stupid. I held his hand to my face, and felt the heat burn. And then let it fall. I raced were he pointed and he followed. He was so slow on two legs, I had to pick him up and carry him the whole way. Wasn't it suppose to be the opposite? Who cares?
Before I knew it, we were there. I knew Seth's house when I see it. It was right in front of me. I set him down and smiled as the front door opened and I walked in. Seth had me by the waste just like Edward did Bella all the time. I saw how beautiful the house was and smiled warmly as I met Seth's mom's eyes. She smiled and gave me a big hug. Leah, Seth's sister did the same.
Before I knew it, we were there. I knew Seth's house when I see it. It was right in front of me. I set him down and smiled as the front door opened and I walked in. Seth had me by the waste just like Edward did Bella all the time. I saw how beautiful the house was and smiled warmly as I met Seth's mom's eyes. She smiled and gave me a big hug. Leah, Seth's sister did the same.
"Hi, I'm Nira. I wanted to meet you guys and make sure you guys knew about us, because I don't like keeping secrets. I'm just coming out clean and saying that I love Seth. I loved him when I saw his personality. It was wonderful."
I said as firm as possible. I smiled remembering our first days. Funny.
"And mom. I love her too. But because of her, not the imprinting."
Seth agreed smiling feverishly.
"I know you do Seth. I just don't know about the...Uhm...Cullens thing. Visiting and everything." Seth's mom said the words with big cracks.
"Jake would be with me." Seth noted holding my hand tight. I leaned into him for support, and he gave it to me. Seth's mom nodded and smiled.
"Seth, I have a few errands to run, I'm going to Charlie's..." Seth's mom was always going to Charlies. So cute.
"Okay, we'll I'm about to go over to Jake's then the Cullens." Seth said firmly. he thought he was a strong man. he was, to me. No one should ever put him down.
"Bye." I said with a smooth tone. Seth's mom gave us both a hug and left.
I really didn't want this, to be left alone with Seth's sister. We'll at least Seth was here. I smiled but too late. Seth had me by the wrist and we were through the forest again, heading to Jake's. Jacob Black. i didn't really understand him. I would have to one day fight him for Nessie, because I was her protector, and soon in about a few years he would want to marry her. No. i argued with Edward about this, and talked to Bella. Bella was actually agreeing with me of the subject. And I had Rosalie who wanted to kick some attendance in the dumb dog! Seth tapped me when were in front, i saw Billy wave from the window. Was he cooking? Jake came out the front door and smiled. i think he saw our to hands touching. Embarrassing. Seth held my hand tighter and the warmth felt very hot.
"Hey Jake. Going to the Cullen's?" I teased with a sweet tone. Seth nudged me, but I ignored him.
"Yah. I'm heading over now. To go see Nessie." Jake said the words as i thought he would, aggressive.
I knew I would argue back.
"She's not yours."I said through my grinding teeth. If I went for his neck I would kill him. Just a few broken bones wouldn't hurt. When he opened his mouth to say Yes, I lunged myself at him and he shifted. I was already on him. I kicked him into a tree, then smashed his head against the thrashing ground. So much Fun. i would get in trouble, but i did not care.
Though the broken bones weren't that bad, he had one broken leg and a few head Trauma's. He was limping to Carlisle and telling him lies in front of me. Edward gave me a high five when I walked through the door, and Rosalie smiled. Emmet was already laughing and the medicine table was already set up in Carlisle's room. I hope Esme would talk to me instead of Carlisle.
"You are now my Minni me." Emmet criticized me thoroughly for being stronger than anyone and ever since I punched Edward in the face Emmet and Rosalie have been on my side. Emmet was my bro, he was always on my side.
"He had it coming!" Emmet snorted through laughs. Rosalie chuckled and I smiled.
"The only reason i didn't hurt him bad because Bella would be furious and it would hurt Nessie!" I said through my teeth.
Jasper looked at me and I stared in his eyes. i had no emotion for nothing.
My eyes grew a bright orange and i did not have to crouch to spring.
"He wants to have a wrestle match with you, he believes he can take you." Edward whispered loudly.
"Sure, I'll go easy so I won't hurt him. I wouldn't leave Alice with a one armed man. How would the pictures look?" I smiled at my words.
"Don't go easy, I can take you." Jasper exhaled and showed his teeth. I nodded.
"When?" My words were so sarcastic that I bet he could hear them.
"After you get your trouble talk from Esme and Carlisle." Jasper noted and smiled.
I gave Jasper my working smile. Hey that's not a smile, that's a way of saying i am a hustler.
I walked to sit on the couch, tugging Seth with me by hand. Nessie was on the couch playing with some silver ware. She touched my hand and laughed. She showed me an image of myself asleep. why was that funny? Emmet came in front of me. I couldn't believe the words when he said them,
"I will do anything If you get one good punch on Edward! please?" Emmet whined kneeling on the floor.
"he can hear you." I murmured softly. Emmet looked at Edward and gave me another Please. i nodded and then Edward stood up and headed to Esme, MY MOTHER! No he would not!
I let Seth's hand go and I ran to my mother. I was looking up in Esme's eyes and Edward was behind me talking to her. "Mom! Guess what?" I was trying so hard to distract her.
Yes he did! he told her everything that happend this morning. Jasper laughed and Nessie chuckled. They were all so normal. I was going to go to a hotel and sleep! I was going to runaway and no one could stop me. except for Seth. What would happen to him when I left? Would he be okay? yes he would! He was fine without me. a few weeks would not hurt him. Oh! Edward! i took the shocking glance at Edward and I saw the pleading begin in his eyes. He would catch Seth and tell him.
I promise i will come back,I thought those words through. i showed him a picture of me and Nessie. Esme came to sit by me and put Nessie in her lap.
"Nira, that wasn't very clean what you did to Jacob. you could have killed him." She said the words really slowly.
i tried to, Mom. I wanted to tell her my thoughts and Edward heard it and his lip almost went to a banana when i smacked it off. I was so evil! I stood up and through an apologetic glance at my mother and disappeared. i was already to my car and i raced with nothing but my cell phone, credit card, and Seth! Seth! The -. "Seth! I have to leave get out!" i yelled cutting the ignition as I was already down the road. He looked comfortable in the front seat beside me and said No! i started the ignition again and rode off. Why did they give me a car knowing one day i would have to drive it? I didn't know were i was going, but I was going.
I was in Seattle. I went to the first hotel i saw. I measured it, luxury and a swimming pool. I parked the car around the block so no one would notice me driving. i was walking too fast, so I slowed down when I was at the front desk. People were waking around having fun.
"Hi. my I have a room. Two bed's please or a King, because my re tarted brother can sleep on the floor." I said with an adult accent. The lady looked nervous.
"sweet heart you are to young to get an accommodation. A room I mean." I nodded.
"My mom is coming to get us in a week because my dad is fighting in war. We were to be dropped off here and give you the credit card." I said so sweetly i used my eye trick and she fell right into it! i handed her the card. And she took it.
The room was big and cozy.
I walked in slowly remembering our little talk with Esme and Carlisle about me and Seth. Love. I kept my gulp in. Why was i staying in a hotel with a boy? I am 3,005 years old, but I was stuck at fourteen years old. And Seth was fifteen. There was one King bed but a big bath and a flat screen. Nice. Even a closet. i could do this. Pool. swimming! swimming! I would go tonight. i turned to Seth.
"Seth, you should go back home, I don't want to hurt you by leaving later. I love you Seth, but my family enjoys me being criticized. i don't enjoy...hurting you." I came out clean and the words were spilling over cracks. Another piece of the already broken heart broke again.
"That's not true. You can stay with us." Seth offered those words as bait.
"That wouldn't be right. I don't belong there Seth, I'm bad." I said those fish frying words again. a lie after a Lie.
"Seth, I can get you killed! i will not have you die because of me. you are fire Seth. I am ice. And I love you!" I murmured. The tears were coming again. If he kissed me i would say i love you, but i wouldn't let him get the chance.
He flinched closer and I hugged him. I wanted Seth. I wanted him forever, but he was not mine. Before I knew it, morning had come. I slept next to Seth and Seth had on his dirty shortsand his green shirt.I silently took Seths shirt of and placed it over myself. I looked wierd in green. He was my Seth. I got up, not moving Seth to wake him. I left him a note that said
Dear Seth
I am at the pool swimming. Call me when you wake and i will come back up.
Love you with all the tiny pieces of my heart.
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