I'm dead.

Or at least I should be.

My name is Sakura Haruno and I was abandoned by my teammates. That's right.

My teammates.

I should be dead.

FlashBack

I saw Naruto about to be run through with a katana while he was trying to fight off 4 ninja's at once.

We were on an A ranked mission.

Sasuke and Kakashi had their own problems.

I was fighting no one and since I'm a medic my job is to save people.

I ran and just as the ninja was bout to run his sword through I got in his way.

I heard a yell and saw the ninjas leave-retreating. I blacked out.

When I awoke I heard Kakashi, Sasuke, and Naruto talking.

"We should leave her to die. She's useless anyway" I heard Sasuke say.

"…You're right. She was never strong." Kakashi said. I was heartbroken. At least Naruto would stand up for me.

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Right?

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"….I'm sorry Sakura-chan…you just aren't strong enough." Naruto said that.

How could he?

Then….

They left. Leaving me to die.

I blacked out once more.

End Flashback.

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And that's how it happened. I guess I really am weak.

I healed myself and got up from the ground. I remember when team 7 was told by the Hokage to say the first thing that came to our minds. She wanted to see how our minds worked.

"I did it. I killed my brother" -Sasuke

Figures he would say that. His mind worked like an avengers worked.

"Believe it!"-Naruto

That always was his catch phrase. His mind- determined.

"Don't care"- Kakashi.

Kakashi always never did care. Only about Sasuke and how he could make him stronger.

They all looked towards me.

"Happiness….is something everyone deserves….but not everyone gets…"-me

When I said that, I had sent a secret message to them. Saying that I wasn't happy. They either didn't hear or…

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They heard and didn't care….

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I was foolish to believe they actually thought I was strong. Once a fool, always a fool.

I walked to a tree. I leaned against it.

"What did I ever do!? What did I do to deserve this?!" I cried out to the heavens. If Kami-sama is up there, then he must have felt sorry for me.

It started to rain.

I felt 2 chakra signatures coming towards me. I recognized them.

Akatsuki.

I smiled bitterly. Maybe they would kill me.

Everything would be better then.

No more pain.

No more lies.

No more life.

Everyone would be better off without me. I hope they kill me. That is I hope…

Itachi and Kisame….

Kill me.

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Weak.

Useless.

Annoying.

That's all I ever was. Those 3 words described me perfectly.

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Kill me.

I don't deserve to live anyway…

Please Akatsuki.

Kill Me.