Ever since the divorce my life was never the i was 8 yrs old my mom took me away from my dad and brother, i never understood why we left all i new is my parents fought al the time. i use to hid under my covers and try to fall asleep but one night was diffrent i listen to them fight,mostly my mom yelled, my sad was trying to stay calm for us..

Flashback:

Renee you will wake up the kids,stop screaming please lets try and make this work im sure we can do it please.

I dont want you anymore charlie, i dont love you anymore. i want out of this marrage im sorry but its the truth...

"i wounder where mommy wants to go?" ed-edward where is mommy going she told daddy she wanted out?"

"no where bellsy,you'll see everything will be back to normal tomrrow go back to you tommrrow goodnight!"

later that night:

Bella hunny wake up its are going for a car ride.

"no mommy its late i tired!"

Bella we have to go now!!

"ugh fine..let me say bye-"

no we dont have time sweetie!"

But mommy!!!!!!

Flashback end:

so yeah pretty much the rest of that night and my life sucked i haven seen or spoken to my father or brother in8 yrs i always wanted to call but i was to afraid,scared my mom would find out or my dad hated me. so i left it be. by the itime i was 10 my mom got married to this man named phil, i hated phil he was did was drink and do drugs everyday,he ended up geting my mom into mom turned into a monster who didnt care for me all they needed me for was to be there slave i had to do everything for them and if it wasnt perfect phil would hit me. i hated this man who turning my mom into that. they werent allways mean to me because on my 14th birthday my mom let me have my first boy girl bithday party.i only had a few people over and i was acually able to have my bestfriend mike come over,mike new al about the beating he took care of me when i needed it but he swore never to tell after my party phil was pissed he called me all sorts of names like slut whore everything that he could but that night they both came into my room i was confused because renee never watched phil beat while my mom watched from a near by chair in my room phil raped me. that went on for a week untill i told mike, he beged me to tell the cops but i couldnt they would send me way i didnt wanna be homeless.. so oneday i had set up a hidden camara in my room so we could use it against him. i couldnt go threw with it once i had what i had.i was scared out of my mind so i gave it to mike to hold i new if it was at my house phil would most likly find it and make it worse. Phil never stoped raping me he always told me i wasnt good enough for anyone that no one could ever love a damaged person, i belived him .

i grew to hate my self for this i wanted to die so bad this nightmare needed to end but it didnt i was turning 17 in just a few days but my birthday partys werent normal it was always set up it was always there friends to say the least they all raped me. sometimes i would just black out so i wouldnt have to be there well mentaly at least.

"YOU STUPIED SLUT GET YOUR FAT DISGUSTING ASS OVER HERE!"

"yes sir"

"you better look good tonight we have a few friends coming over for ur party!"

"yes sir"

"but we will be going out to dinner first with out you so beready by 9 oclock"

"yes sir" that time i lied i need to get away

"good go get me another beer bitch"'

"yes sir"

" this is warm bitch!! (he chucked the beer at my head) he got up and started to kick me hard in the stomach and hit me everywere he could

"sorry sir sorry"

"you better be good tonight bitch it might just be your last day with us!!"

i new right then and there if i didnt get out i was going to die i called mike told him to call forks high and pretend to be my father and reister me. everything went by smoothly they didnt ask questions i had my bag ready and i got into my car and drove 4 hrs to get the the school i pulled up and fell asleep. i new the next morring i had to do what i could to look presentable.

As i waked into the office i saw this old ladie with gray white hair up in a bun very old fashion clothing.

"good morring mama im isabella swan"

"oh yes dear hold on let me grab your schedule an a map of the school."

"thank you so much"

Oh miss sawn ur father and brother must be so excited your hear welcome home dear"

" thanks yes my father is. my brother dosnt know im intown yet so please keep that a secret i would like to suprise him if possiable?

"no problem dear enjoy your day"

i went to most of my classed and they all sucked i learned everything in the bell rang i walked over to my locker and heard this voice that sounded like music

"Hey Im Alice Cullen, your the new girl right?"

"yeah im Bella nice to meet you"

"where did u move from" ugh "seattle"

ohh i bet there is nice weather there?

Yeah not to bad some times its rainy"

"where you heading off next to bella?

uh i think its bella room 301 are you going there to?,

nope but ill walk with you i gotta see my brother anyway" okay no problem" (ouch ouch ouch she touched my arm)

A..are you okay? she asked me neverly

"its just uh i feel a little while and i hurt my self u just touched a sore spot" i told her lieing threw my teeth

ohokay sorry lets ok!

We were silent after that so i new something was wrong.

"bella this is my brother Emmett" she said pointing to him "and emmett this is my new bestfriend Bella"

"Hey girl nice to meet you!"

"uh yeah same here uhm alice where is 301 i need to go to class"

Oh uh its right down the hall to the right"

thanks bye..

wow he was hot and that girl was a tad bit hyper. but i had to becarefull i couldnt let them no i was hurt. i got to my class and found a table empty so i sat and waited for the teach woundering if im sitting next to anyone.