Chapter one: The Diary
Integra's P.O.V
The nights were most bearable on Saturday than during the week I reason, I so do despise London's summers. They are most un-pleasant, well usually that is, and the winters are most cold. *Sigh* I brushed a hand over my Armani suit as I noticed I dropped a few eraser shavings on it while I erased some mistakes from the never ending list of work to be done. Alucard was probably somewhere making out with the police girl. I frowned as I took a sip of my wine, suddenly realizing that I don't have any company nowadays from the bloody vampire. Humph, I see he finally decided to give up and stop pestering me to become one of the damned. Hn! to think HE of all people would fall in love irks me to this day and of all the people he could choose had to be the dumbest vampire I have ever met.
I'm not jealous, oh no! Me of all people jealous of whom? A dumb ex police girl and my pet monster getting together? Why NO WAY in hell-er Earth! I got up out of my chair and walked unto my balcony letting the moon hit my face which had gotten so pale always being in that stuffy room. I frowned as I noticed Seras happily skipping around in that ever so present mini-dress of hers like Bambi. I took to watching her for a while and then I went back inside as I spotted Alucard appear out of his darkness and walk up behind her and snaked his long arms around her and whisper something to her. I'm not sure I want to know what he said as I saw her turn scarlet. I looked back one last time in disgust before going back to my work. I yawned realizing that I was quite sleepy, so I went and changed into my pajamas which were silk and light blue.
I went downstairs to get some water to drink because of how dry my throat felt after drinking so much wine. I found my self going down a different hall I didn't remember, mainly because I didn't want to pass Alucard's room, hmm it seems familiar but I can't quite put a finger on it. I felt de ja vu as I came to stop at a mahogany with childish drawings on it. 'Wait a minute…' I thought as I pushed open the door and found myself in a girly looking bedroom. I gasped this was my old bedroom! I haven't been here since the day Alucard saved me from my uncle Richard… Oh yes… Alucard…
I walked over to me old bed and jumped on it and I smelled the sheets and smiled. Vanilla scented just the way I used to like it, I spotted something that caught my attention greatly I quickly scurried off my bed and picked it up. My diary, I can't believe it's still here un-touched, I sighed feeling pure bliss as I touched the cover. It read 'Integra's Diary Keep Out!!' I opened the book and flipped through the pages before settling back down unto my bed and began reading one of the last entries in my journal. I stared at it for a while and suddenly as if lightning hit me, my memories came flooding back as I remember why I wrote this article and I began reading:
'Dear diary, today I went to one of father's business meetings as usual, but this time I met some one my age. His name is Henry Islands, the son to Sir Islands one of the men whom my father deals with and also one of the people I actually dislike. He's 15 only two years older than me and he's pretty cute. I wonder what he thought of me… I messed up so badly when I was with him is it possible for him to like me?? I mean I spilled juice all over his tux, stepped on his foot when we danced and I even knocked him down when we bowed at each other! Sigh* I'm such a klutz! I hope when I get older I can become as responsible as Daddy. I also am going to be meeting another person my age tomorrow… I wonder if he will be as handsome as Henry..? Who knows? Maybe, ahhhh! I'm so excited! Until tomorrow Diary!
Yours Truly
Integra Fairbrooks Wingates Hellsing
I sighed and held my diary close to my chest 'Henry…' I remember my first and last crush. Wait! That's not right. I turned the next page and began reading
'Dear Diary, I met some one even cuter than Henry today! Kyaaa! His name is Brandon Weston, son of the famous Charles Weston a lawyer for the Royal Family. He has the most gorgeous eyes I have ever seen, they are hazel but look slightly like green as if they were meant to be green instead but oh who cares?? He had shoulder length dark brown hair that was slightly curly and ohhhh his lips are so dreamy!! I wish I could speak to him some more but his family currently lives in Italy. Daddy said he would arrange a play date for us to get to know each other better but… I'd rather not be a burden so I declined it much to Father's dismay. Now I wonder if that was the best thing to do. Oh well I'll find some one else I'm sure of it. Besides Daddy told me of a person who's supposed to protect me who sleeps in the basement sort of like a knight you could say. How grand! I feel sort of like a princess waiting for my knight in shinning armor to come and rescue me when I'm in danger! Oh please hurry up and come to me soon! My knight.
Yours Truly
Integra Fairbrooks Wingates Hellsing
A bitter smile crept on my face as I read the last part and quickly I closed the book down and made my self even more comfortable on my bed. The irony of it all, well some one did come to save me, but not the type of person I would have wanted. I cuddled into my pink sheets and slowly drifted off to sleep, all my cares and worries as the leader of Hellsing seemed to have vanished if only for a moment. I no longer felt lonely when I was in my old bed, even though I was alone. Far gone were the thoughts of anxiety as I wandered what tomorrow would bring. For once I, Integra Hellsing was an ordinary woman, not the fearless leader of the organization who hunted the dead. Quickly sleep claimed my thoughts as I dreamed about my Father and not of the nightmares I so often had.
In the morning I was awakened to frantic calls to my name coming from upstairs. Bloody hell! Can't a woman go missing in peace? I cursed a few more times before slipping out of the comfort of my pink sheets and letting my feet touch the ground which was quite cold I went to my old closet and took out a pair of bunny slippers. I blushed embarrassed that ME of all people would wear something so childish. I reached for the handle of the door but then stopped as I heard Walter's frantic voice calling me
"Sir Integra!! Sir Integra! Where are you?! Oh my God did someone kidnap her? Call Alucard!" I quickly opened the door upon hearing this and walked out of the corridor into the main hall. Walter saw me, walked over and started bombarding me with questions, mainly 'Where were you?! Do you know what time it is? You still have a lot of work to do and blah, blah, blah!' I nodded automatically
"Well for starters I woke up very early and went to take a walk around the mansion and the outside in the garden for some fresh air that's all. I also know what time it is and I decided not to go to my meeting today." He nodded but stopped short and his eyes bulged out of their sockets which to me was rather hilarious but I knew better than to laugh
"WHAT?! Did I hear correctly? YOU, sir Integra, do not want to go to your meeting? Are you sick?" He asked worriedly, placing his warm hand against my forehead. I brushed it away, annoyed at the kind gesture.
"No I'm not, I just feel like taking a break that's all, will you please attend it in my stead Walter?" He nodded still suspicious but he knew better than to question my authority.
"Sir, is there any thing you want to do today then?" I smiled inwardly
"Yes actually there is, I want to go to Italy!" His eyes got round again much to my amusement "I-Italy Sir?! Do you have some business there?" I frowned feeling quite annoyed
"No Walter, but I am going shopping for a new wardrobe though." And with that I walked out of the hall leaving my stunned butler and into my present bedroom. I walked over to my bathroom and took a nice long bath, my aching muscles need as much anyways. After I got ready I walked over to my walk in Closet which had my Armani suits and other things. I looked through all my clothes before deciding on a simple, well in my case, white dress which the queen gave me. I guess it was her way of hinting to me to be more ladylike. It felt comfortable and had fit quite well much to my surprise, I never realized that I had curves until I wore this dress. I picked out some cream sandals to match the dress, who knew I could feel so comfortable in anything other than my Armani suits? I walked out of my bedroom and found Walter and a few other servants waiting for me. When they saw me they stared in aw like if I was an unknown creature they were seeing for the first time ,Which made me kind of embarrassed I rolled my eyes inwardly as the girls all surrounded me squealing like undignified hooligans. Walter grinned which reached both his ears
"Sir, you look wonderful if I do say so my self and I do." I smiled slightly
"Thank you Walter, is the jet ready yet?" He nodded.
"Yes sir, it is, ah! Before I forget shall I summon Alucard and Miss Victoria? You will be needing protection" At the mention of the two names jaw clenched tightly, Walter looked at me alarmed
"Sir! Are you feeling ok? Your face looks quite pale." I nodded
"Oh yes, I just have gas that's all will you please bring me some toast and tea? It would make me feel much better." He nodded and went down stairs to obtain my food. I didn't tell him the reason why I despise Alucard even more than usual
It was two months ago when I saw that cursed scene
Flash
'It was a warm Day in April and I was busy signing papers like usual when I decided I wanted a break to smoke one of my Cigars so I went outside into my rose garden when I saw Alucard just sitting there.
'…Ok? What is he doing there? Did he come here to pester me?' I thought annoyed
I called out to him "Hey Ser-" but stopped short when I saw the police girl on the ground doing something weird 'What's she doing? Why is her head by his private area? And what are those strange noise Alucard's making? Wait a minute… EEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWW!!!! They're having sex OMG!!" How could Alucard do his servant and what about me? Whoa where did that come from..? For some reason I feel a pain gripping my heart as I ran away from the scene before me. I knew a Monster like him only wanted me to turn into one of the damned for freedom and nothing else…not even love'
I frowned at the memory, a part of my innocence was ripped out after that. My poor virgin eyes were tainted by that scene. I walked past Alucard's room towards my old room when the police girl walked out with messy clothes and a very obvious bite mark on below her collar bone. I hid as she past me with dazed eyes much to my annoyance. I quickly walked past not wanting to meet the inhabitant behind the door. I reached my destination quickly and took out what I wanted from the room a few earrings, my mother's necklace, and my old hairbrush. I put them into my suit case and also my diary, after all I was going to catch up on some lost memories. I walked outside and to my surprise it was already evening. Walter came and told me the car was ready and waiting for me, I took a last look at the mansion before going into the car and drove away. I just hope my servants will still be alive when I come back, knowing full well of Alucard's wrath. Maybe I should have told him… oh well it's none of his business anyway and I AM more than enough protection for myself, so who am I to complain? Well I think that everything will be in order when I come back I think… I hope.
Ok end of first chapter people! hope you liked please review!