AN: Ok I know how there are many people out there who absolutely hate Courtney, but I happen to like her. She was awesome, and maybe went a little psycho after TDI, but big whoop! Any way I hope you guys help Court with her pain or at least somewhat sympathize with her.

As I sit still in the rain,

I think of all the pain.

You and she had caused me

Every day I cry alone because of thee.

Seeing you with her breaks my heart,

Cause you were mine from the start,

But I won't let anyone see me cry,

For it would only be seen from the inside.

Duncan, you were the only one,

To make me have so much fun.

Gwen, you were a great friend,

But you had caused that to end.

You've been after my man since you left Trent.

Causing my relationship to become bent.

He blames it all on me,

But it's plain to see,

He is as much at fault as I,

For he had caused me to cry,

In front of the whole world

Duncan, you've always cause my head to become swirled.

I will always love you,

Even if for me, you never do.

You're my one and only,

Who had made me become lonely.

I want to go back,

To when Gwen and I caught you in that sack.

So I could start over again,

Before the time you stole my love and ran

It was better when you were gone,

Then maybe I'd have won.

I wouldn't have tried for Alejandro,

I was giving myself a false sense of security, you know

Now I have no choice,

But to listen to your voice,

That is locked in my head,

Making me wish to be dead.

I had kept that carved skull,

Not letting the last of our love become dull

I just want to say one final good bye

Before I allow myself to drown in loneliness because of you ark lie.

AN: wow Courtney has a lot bottled up inside oesnt she? Well let me know what you think and the next poem/chapter is gonna be the epic/hot punk…DUNCAN!