Sasuke
strides into the crowded auxiliary gymnasium, cursing to himself. He
doesn't want to go through with this, but his dads want him to.
Kakashi and Iruka had promised him ice cream if he would walk. He had
consented. Iruka had smiled and hugged Sasuke. "I'm so proud of
you!" Kakashi had smiled behind his mask and gone to cook dinner.
They had been surprised to hear Sasuke didn't want to celebrate in
a grand manner; however, they simply chuckled when he refused to let
them buy him a senior-party ticket. "I don't know anyone there
anymore," he had grumped. Since Naruto left, Sasuke had avoided
everyone much more than usual. He had spoken occasionally to Gaara
and Neji, but not anyone else.
He fiddles with his cap, yanking it
so the tassel faces left. After this ordeal, I will gorge on a large
container of Haagen-Dazs dulce de leche ice cream, he thinks to
himself. He will have to wait twenty-four hours—this is the
rehearsal. His classmates are milling about, not saying much out of
anxiety. They have already discussed their plans for after
graduation. Ino will become a makeup artist. Choji will become a food
critic. Gaara will study sand. Lee will become a fashion designer.
Everyone thinks he will work with green as his central color. Shika
will be a meteorologist. Shino will study bugs. Sasuke walks over to
his assigned seat.
Tenten hopes to have her own chain of hair
salons. Hinata will work as a mentor to underprivileged children.
Temari will be a dispatcher for a rape crisis center. Sakura will be
a social worker. The fold-up metal chair is cold. Neji and Sai calmly
deadpanned that they would either be escorts in well-paying brothels
or join a gang. No one was too surprised to hear that.
The rest of
the class of 2007 are all dropouts. Many of them quit school after
Naruto left. Others had gotten pregnant in freshman year and could
not pay for abortions, so they had dropped out. Still others had
joined a gang, already, in the summer of or directly in freshman
year. None of the already-gang members or pregnant-in-freshman-year
students had gotten to meet Naruto. The rest had, and all adored him.
Sasuke doesn't know what he wants to do with his life after
graduation. He had wanted to live with Naruto. Had.
"I'm
bored," someone calls out. The others laugh. Sasuke remains quiet
and inexpressive. Kiba looks over at Sasuke. He plans on taking over
the family business of dog breeding. Kiba has always been friendly to
Sasuke. "Hey Sasuke, are you excited?"
"Hn."
Kiba
always invited Sasuke to sit with his friends at the lunch table, not
alone as Sasuke was prone to do. Sasuke had sat with them on several
occasions and contributed to the conversations they had, but he
preferred to be alone. It had been rather difficult to ward the girls
off. A "sorry girls, I'm gay," had finally worked. Kiba sighs.
"What types of dogs are you looking most forward to breeding?"
Sasuke feels the need to talk as a way to say something of a
thank-you for their pseudo-friendship these four years. Kiba grins
and nods. He understands. "Pekingese. They are a toy breed, small
dogs. Fluffy and long-haired. Originally bred as Chinese guard dogs,
they bark in deep, loud voices obnoxiously at everything. They're
lap dogs but also trained to sit on their master's feet, which
explains their long hair."
"So they are royal foot-warmers,"
Sasuke muses. Kiba laughs and agrees. "I like pugs too. They have
strong jaws and love a good game of tug-of-war. They're courageous
to the point of stupidity. Pugs like to cuddle…" Sasuke lets Kiba
continue explaining about the toy breed, trying not to remember
anything.
Nothing of his sophomore year. Nothing of what he and
Naruto did, how Naruto had made him feel.
"I'm still
bored!"
"So let's do something."
"Like what?"
"Sing,"
Sai declares sarcastically.
"Yes, we shall let melodious notes
rise from our throats to the sky!" cries Lee, standing up suddenly.
This time, no one cares about his over-enthusiastic actions. In fact,
they appear to be contagious. Sasuke stands along with everyone else.
They arrange into a cluster. Sai rolls his eyes, but stands between
Hinata and Gaara, who scowls at him. Sasuke stands between Kiba and
Tenten. "How about 'Gay Boyfriend?'" Kiba suggests. Laughter
and cheers ring through the gym at mention of the Ukes of Hazzard
song. Sasuke had typed the lyrics and passed out handouts of the
lyrics on April Fool's eve in their sophomore year. They had all
sung it to their teachers except for Naruto. They had been too shy.
Now, they arrange much like a choir—tallest in back, shortest in
front—towards the double doors that are the gym entrance. They sing
notes to get into tune and physical exercises to stay energized. They
finally arrange into couples in staggered rows.
Tsunade enters the gym and they begin singing to her. She lets them, laughing. "One, two, ready go!" Temari and Tenten chant. Sakura and Ino continue the song. "I'm tired of boys who cheat on me and tell me lies. The one I love will never stray. When he sees other girls, he looks away," and they smile at Sasuke.
He smirks. Everyone knows they no longer have crushes on Sasuke, so they are free to joke. "And if he never kisses me, well that's all right," Hinata, Choji and Sai harmonize, smiling. Each of the students grin and sing the chorus. Tsunade is laughing, her face flushed. The students amuse her. "Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend. I really don't care that you're queer. Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend. I never feel lonely when you are near." Gaara's and Lee's voices blend as they sing, "It'll be a great romance. We'll go shopping and buy tight pants. You don't care how big my ass is, just how fabulous my dress is." Kiba and Shino chant, "One, two, ready go!" Shika and Neji smile slightly as notes pour from their mouths.
"You
cry at movies on our dates. Romantic comedies sure are great. But
when you're sad I'll dry your tears. 'Cause I'll always think
you're fierce." The doors open slowly. Tsunade is still laughing
at the eighteen-year-olds singing to the doors. Naruto walks in as
Sasuke sings the last verse before the ending chorus. "I like
cigarettes, that's no gag," Sasuke's and Naruto's gazes lock.
Sasuke sings to him. "But you'll always be my favorite fag.
You'll always be my favorite fag." His voice carries the notes
well. "You'll always be my favorite fag." Naruto's eyes widen
as Sasuke outs him in song. The fermata lasts for two measures. The
eighteen-year-olds sing the final verse, the chorus again and
fade.
Naruto has kept his promise.
He has come back to speak at
their graduation.
He is back.
