A/N: Ok was trying to work on Blackmail Material but this came into my head. It a little sad so you may need a tissue but I hope you enjoy it anyway.
Just to say a big thanks to Aubery for beta for me and for encouraging me to post this cause it's the first time I have ever written anything sad and a song fic, so thanks and with that said on with the story.
Wind Beneath My Wings
I often lie awake at night and think about everything. How everything was so much different when you were here, how everything seemed easier when you were here to guide me. I still don't understand dad, why did you have to go?
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
To never have sunlight on your face,
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked on step behind
You were always there; sometime I couldn't see you but knew that you were watching me. Lurking in my shadow. You always put me on this pedestal but you were up much higher than me dad, you always are.
So I was the one with all the glory,
While you were the one with all the strain
A beautiful face without a name for so long
A beautiful to hide the pain
I don't remember everything we've done. I know we didn't have that much time together, what with your job and mum. But dad, when I was with you it just felt like there was nothing in the world that could go wrong, nothing. You made me feel safe, safer than I have ever felt. I suppose I miss that dad, I suppose I just miss you.
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings
I wanted to be just like you when I grew up. You were everything that I really aspired to be: big, strong, you saved people and helped them, you always put yourself last in line, you would help anyone at the drop of a hat, you teased us but at the same time you always knew when one of your hugs would solve all ofour problems. And right now, I wish more than anything you could give me one of those hugs.
It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.
I don't think I ever truly told you that I love you, and im sorry it has taken this to say it. I really do love you, more than you will ever know, more that I think I can ever love again. You brought me up, you made me what I am today,dad, and I really do hope you're proud of me. I am lost without you and I don't know if I will ever find my way again.
Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings
You made me fly when you were here, now who is going to make me fly now that you are gone?
Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings
I wish you didn't have to leave, I never wanted you to. You once said to Bones that everything happens eventually, but this is one thing i never expected to happen so soon.
Bye dad, 'til we meet again, but please just keep being the wind beneath my wings.
A/N: Ok so this is just a little one shot from Parker's eye how he might feel if he lost his dad at a young age.
Hope you like it and please leave a review and tell me what you though,
Thanks x
