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Summary: Set in New Moon. Edward left Bella before theyknew she was pregnant. Years later Bella goes missing. Unable to search on his own, her son now turns to the only person he never wanted to ask of anything: his father. How will Edward take the news? Will he help? Howfar is he willing to go to pay for his mistakes?
Chapter 1- Introduction
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My name is Anthony Xavier Swan. My sisters are Renesmee Elizabeth and Carlie Angel Swan. We are 19 years old in human years. My mother is Isabella Marie Swan and my father is Edward Anthony Masen Cullen. That is all I know about my father. He left our mom before he even knew about us. Just left her here alone, scared and in the dark without a second thought. He never came back to her. So he never knew about us.
I share my father's gift but mine is more powerful. You see, I can hear your thoughts from any distance, even thousands of miles away. I just have to enter your mind once and then concentrate to hear you from a distance. It was hard to take control of my gift. There were times I thought that my head would explode because of the voices. Thank God it didn't last much.
My sisters also have very unique gifts. Renesmee can enter your mind and project her thoughts through touch and also make you think the things she wants you to. She is training to push her thought out without touching you. Carlie's gift is so cool. It's telekinesis. It is so fun; especially in Halloween, when we want to scare the trick or treators. She'll move the pumpkin around while they ring the door dell.
My beautiful mother is very powerful. She is what you call a shield. She can protect herself as well as others if she pushes it out from her mind. She has the ability to stop mental and physical attacks. I love my girls so much. Everyone that sees us together always asks if Mom and I are twins.
I share the same colour eyes and hair with my mother. I have a few bronze highlights in my hair that I inherited from my father along with his crooked smile. You see when my Mom turned into a vampire, she kept her brown eyes and we don't know why. Renesmee is a combination of both Mom and our father. She has Dad's bronze hair with red highlights and Mom's brown eyes. Carlie is like Dad. Her hair is completely bronze and has piercing green eyes. Mom says she is Dad's spitting image.
Mom told us everything that happened between her and our father. She says she doesn't regret the time they spent together. Those few months, they were together were the happiest time of her life. The happiest moment of her life was when my sisters and I were born. She said that the love they shared created the three most beautiful children in the world. Yeah I know it's just like a mother to say that about her children. She never let us forget where we came from. Being half human and half vampire (Halflings) was complicated. Mom did everything for us to have a normal and healthy life.
She told us everything about our dad. How he treated her when they were happy and together. The lullaby he composed for her. About their meadow; the place we were conceived and born. She said the meadow was filled with magic that's why she wanted to give birth to us there because we were her miracles.
It hurts my mom to talk about him. I can see in her eyes all the pain that still lingers in her heart. She never stopped loving him and never will. She always said she was born to love him. That God had saved him just for her. Her one and only true love her soul mate the one that completes her and makes her whole. He was and will always be everything to her; her air, the blood that ran through her veins. She didn't know how she would survive without him. When he left her, he took her heart, soul and spirit. Mom only got better because of us. She needed to be there for us and make sure we were happy so she buried all those feelings deep inside her and locked it away. But at night when she thinks we are asleep we hear her sobbing and humming her lullaby. I will never forgive him for what he did to her. He broke her beyond repair. The wounds he inflicted can never be healed. She will never be whole again. In the back of my mind I know it's because she is not with him.
One day I asked mom if she can let me in her mind so I can understand more of what happen between her and Edward. She complied. I saw everything. The way he reacted in biology class, when he saved her from the van that almost crushed her. When he took her to the meadow and told her he loved her. The first kiss they shared. The nights they would stay up all night talking. When he saved her from James and told her he would stay with her. The incident that happened with Jasper on her 18th birthday. She never blamed Jasper for what happen. It is a vampire's nature to be blood thirsty.
The memory that was burnt into my mind, was when he left her in the forest alone; saying that he didn't love her or want her anymore. That she wasn't good enough for him. I saw the look in his eyes. They were emotionless. The man she loved was nowhere to be seen. After that, I was filled with so much rage, anger and hatred that consumed me completely. Mom asked me to keep it to myself and not tell my sisters. I promised I would. My thought took in the direction that if she wasn't good enough for him then we weren't good enough because we are a part of him. Edward will never get a chance to meet his son and his two daughters. I will never allow him to hurt my mother or my sisters as long as I live.
He will never see the person she has become. Beautiful, amazing, the most breathtaking creature that walks on earth. She has done everything for us and never let us fall. And if we did she was always there to pick us up. We are her happiness now. She taught us how to hunt animals. When we were younger and got thirsty, she would only get the best for us. That would be mountain lions. She treasured us like we are a gift from God.
I love my mother very much. Mom always says she loves us more then her own live. I know that she would give her life to save us. All we have is each other and no one else is needed. Maybe I am exaggerating but it's just the truth. Yes I admit that I missed a father figure in my life. I still do. But not a monster like him. It pains me to see her like this everyday. Every time she smiles you can see that something is hidden. Something that will never be mended.
We were spending the week with Jacob Black and Seth Clearwater. You see they are werewolves and have imprinted on my sisters. Jacob imprinted on Renesmee and Seth imprinted on Carlie. Never before, in all history; a werewolf imprinted on a Halfling. We weren't supposed to exist.
After we were born, Mom went through her transformation. I was the one who changed her. We went to Grandpa's house and Mom told him everything; everything, concerning vampires and werewolves. He was shocked to say the least but he took it in stride. Jacob was worried that something bad had happened to her since they called off the search party. He looked for her all over the forest and he finally gave up after a week. He went to Grandpa to try and comfort him for his lose. Much to his surprise Mom was there, sitting on the couch with us, talking to Grandpa. That's when it happened. He imprinted on Renesmee. Needless to say Mom was far from happy.
Jake and Mom sat down to discuss what there where going to do. They both took us to La Push, in order talk to the rest of the pack and protect us all. During that meeting Seth imprinted on Carlie. At that point Mom was livid. Imprinting is when a wolf finds his soul mate, the person they will spend the rest of there lives with. In our case that will be forever. Mom was not happy at first but once they sat down and talked about what exactly was going to happen, Mom had to set some ground rules. The boys were not happy at all but they had to agree. Either they followed the rules or they were never to see them again.
We stayed in Forks for 5 yrs and then moved to Idaho. We always come to visit in every chance we get. Jake and Seth also visit us regularly. They did everything Mom asked so now we get to spend Spring break with the pack and Grandpa Charlie. We plan to go fishing with him on Sunday. Mom let us travel on our own. It is the first trip we take alone without her. She said we deserved to go and have fun.
So here we are now. Finishing the last details of our trip. I have a strange feeling about this. Maybe it's because we will be on our own. Maybe it's just because I know that when we will be having fun she will be in our house mourning. For her love⦠For him.
A/N: Ok, so here it is. My first attempt as a FanFiction writer. I will try and update every week. I also want to thank my co-pilot in my conquest MrsEdwardCullenP
Please read and review. It's harmless...No need to be shy... I hope you enjoyed it...
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