I don't own these characters, how I wish I did…
"Emily please, I love you!" I pleaded, taking hold of her hand.
She shook out of my grasp 'That's what you told Leah and look how easy it was for you to leave her!"
"I've changed, how I wish I could still love her, I wish I could keep my promises to her, but it's out of my control. I love you now I can't help it, let me explain, please, let me explain." I begged.
She turned to walk away and I reached out to stop her.
"Wait!"
She spun around to face me, pure hatred in her beautiful brown eyes, anger shot through me. Why wasn't she listening, if I could just find a way to make her see. The anger became unbearable, not here, please not here. My body was convulsing, this was not good.
"I will never, never, never like you, love you, or even respect you as a person. Go to hell." she spat.
It was what I deserved, but more than I could handle. Shudders ripped through my body and rage flashed red infront of my eyes, clouding my judgement.
I felt as if I was being ripped apart, Emily's eyes were horrorstruck as she took in the monstrous wolf in front of her, as she turned to run my hand, no my paw, shot out, my long claws slice wounds into her stunning face, all the way along her arm.
An earsplitting scream echoed around the woods.
I realized what I had done as she fell to the ground, I was a monster, the two women I had ever loved broken and hurt, possibly beyond repair. How could anyone want me?
I threw my head back and howled, then lay down next to her, silently begging her to stay alive. I wanted to tell her I was sorry, but I knew she would never forgive me for this.
I had to phase back, I had to get help, but how? I was too angry, not at her, but at me, at what I was, at what those filthy bloodsuckers had made me…
I howled again, hoping someone would hear.