No More: One shot

A/N: Ok so I hav not seen one of these yet so I made one. Yay go me. This is chapter 20of new moon in Edwards pov. This chapter is my favorite chapter in all the books. It is where Bella is running to save Edward from killing himself in Italy. So it took a lot to write in Edwards pov I hope you enjoy.

Disclaimor: All characters and plot belong to the wonderfull author Stephanie Meyer

There was only a few clouds in the sky. Perfect. I had made my desission, I just could not live any longer with out my Bella. At least when we were apart I knew she was alive. But now I that I know there is no longer a Bella Swan in the world, and there will never be a Bella Cullen either.

It had almost killed me when I called and figured out Charlie was at a funeral. If I could at all cry I would be sobbing at the moment. I looked up at the huge tower. I had five minuted till I was demolished by the volturi.

I was thinking of doing it a faster, just hunting in the city. But I would not want to kill an innocent person on my account and that would be dishonorable to Carlisle. I closed my eyes and started to hum a very familiar tune in my head. The lullaby I had written for my Bella. Bella. The memory rushed into me in an instant filling me with dred. The memory of us sitting on the piano. The memory of us in the meadow the first time I held her. It took all I could not to jump into the crowd that instant. I looked at the clock again 2 minutes. I couldn't stop the memories now. Me saving her life countless times. Wasted. It was my fault she was dead and I knew it. If I hadn't left she would have never jumped off that cliff. The minute had past and I heard the clock chiming. I closed my eyes and held out my hands and took the a step slowly forward. I could hear a voice barely in the back ground but it was drowned out as well as the thoughts that closed over my head. But the voice got closer and I recognized it.

" Edward! Stop! Edward don't I am alive! Edward!" Bella her sweet voice. I must be dying now. Getting closer to her. Maybe I am not going to hell, maybe I will join Bella. For I know she could never go to Hell. Not the sweet Bella I know.

" Edward please stop!' The voice was closer now it sounded upset. I did not want Bella to be upset. I walked faster to get it over with.

Then all of the sudden something warm slammed into me. I kept her from falling and opened my eyes. Bella. She was here. I hadn't gone to hell I was with Bella.

"Amazing. Carlisle was right." I said to the only thing I ever loved.

" Edward!" Bella gasped trying to pull me. " You've got to get back into the shadows! You have to move!"

Why was she so upset. We were together again. I brushed her cheek as she unsuccessfully pushed me back. Something was odd thoe. Maybe we were in hell. It didn't matter as long as we were together I didn't care. She was still warm as if she never died and she smeled judt as apatizing.

"I cant believe how quick it was." I explained to her. "I didn't feel a thing they are very good. " I thought about Romeo and Juliet. "Death that hath sucked the honey and of thy breath had had no power yet upon thy beauty." I recited. She continued to push against me I had no idea what was wrong maybe she didn't want me now that we were dead. I couldn't bare the thought. "You smell just exactly the same as always. So maybe this I hell. I don't care. I'll take it."

She inturupted me.

" I am not dead. And neither are you! Please Edward, we have to move. They can't be far away.!" I held onto her she struggled. I was confused. I did not understand why death wasn't peaceful.

" What was that?" I asked her sweetly.

" We'r not dead, not yet! But we have to get out before the Volturi."

I finally understood. Bella was alive as was I. I jumped up and flung myself infront of my love. She was alive and that was all I could think about. I could hear the thoughts of the volturi approaching I pushed Bella farther behind me. I had to fight the urge to just kis her and hold her forever. ALIVE. We were alive more importantly Bella was alive. That was all that mattered now. I would face the volturi and do whatever I could to keep my Bella safe.