Brothers
This is based on Characters from EL James Trilogy 50 Shades of Grey. All Characters belong to EL James.
This story is about the relationship between Christian and his brother Elliott. No one ever talks about how Jealous or insecure Elliott may feel around Christian. This is my take.
"Sir", Taylor interrupts me while I am in my home office trying to finalize a huge deal at GEH. Ana and Teddy are already in Bed, as Ana is six months Pregnant is usually tired by ten at night. I know it's a lot on Ana, with Being CEO at Grey Publishing, Chasing after Teddy, and then taking care of my needs in the bedroom. Though like when she was pregnant with Teddy after the first trimester Ana gets really horny, even I can almost not keep up. That is one of the perks of having a pregnant wife they are really horny and I love the challenge.
"Yes, Taylor, what is it"? "It's your brother, I guess he had a fight with his wife and is pretty drunk at The ZigZag and starting to make a scene. I had Reynold's try and get him out of the bar, but it was causing a bigger scene, so I said I would get you to come along with me and collect him". "Damn, what the fuck is he thinking"? "I don't have time for this shit, I guess we better go then. Do you have the car ready"?
"Yes, sir", Taylor says and we get into the car and head into Seattle to collect Elliott from the ZigZag. I know Elliott hasn't been drunk in a long time. I don't think he has really drank she Kate became Pregnant with Ava and she is four months old now. It must have been some fight if he is drinking like this and acting like he is still in college. Though, if I was married to Kate, I think I would drink heavily as early and as often as I could.
We get to the bar and I soon as I walk in I see Elliott sitting on a bar stool and being with loud. I make my way over and sit on the empty stool next to him. "Elliott, what is with the heavy drinking big brother"? He turns his head towards me and just stares for a moment at me with such hostility. I think to myself, what the fuck is that about, but I know he is very drunk and I shove it aside. "Well, don't it just fucking figure", Elliot slurs. "What figures, Elliott"? I say. "That you would be the one they called to come and get me and take me home. You're the fucking fixer. Everyone always turns to "Christian" in a time of need to fix whatever the fuck the problem is. I am so fucking sick of it, I am sick of you". He says. "And, why the fuck are you sick of me Elliott"? "Like you really have to ask, Christian. Well, I will fucking tell you. I am supposed to be the big brother, I am supposed to be the one everyone looks too, but fuck I never was, hell, you are everyone's fucking favorite no matter the bullshit you put them through or how much you tried to push them away. Christian, Christian, Christian, Which is all I fucking hear from everyone. If that wasn't enough you had to front me the money to start Grey Construction. Hell, you provide me with half the work I do. So I don't know why you just don't buy it from me. I am not Elliott Grey, I am Christian Grey's older brother. You know if I could go back in time, I would tell Mom and Dad, not to even adopt you".
I am shocked by the tangent that Elliott is just spewed and I am hurt, but I will never show him I am hurt. Well, if he never wanted me as a brother, I can grant him his fucking wish. "Well, is that how you really feel Elliott"? I ask. "Yes, Christian it is", he says.
"Ok, Elliott, you never wanted me as your brother, you just got your fucking wish. I will tell you what I will do. I will never see you or talk to you again and I will no longer have a relationship with Mom and Dad and Mia. If you want them to yourself, well I can concede on that one. You're right, I was never good enough to be a part of the perfect Grey family. That's ok though, I have a family of my own now who I love and who will love me and I don't have to be perfect for them. If I wasn't established with the last name, I would even change that for you. I hope you don't mind that I am keeping the last name Grey. I would hate to take anymore from you, Elliott".
He looks at me and stares for a moment and says, "You have a fucking deal". I give him a cold hard look and see him slightly flinch. Then I say one last final thing to my former brother, "Elliott, one last thing Taylor will take you back home now and you won't cause a scene, you should act like the adult, husband, and father you are. I hope you have a nice life Elliott, I am sorry I fucking ruined yours up to this point, goodbye".
Elliott gets up and looks at me and then proceeds to go to my Audi SUV. "Taylor, Take Elliott home and have either Sawyer or Reynold's come and get me to take me home". He looks at me with what I can only assume is pity and I fucking hate it. "Yes, Sir", Taylor says and heads out behind Elliott. I am stunned, I am hurt, but I will never let it show except when I talk to Ana.
I never knew Elliott felt that way and I don't know if there is anything I could have done differently. I thought not only were we brother, but best friends. It seems he has been harboring these feelings for a long time now. The fact that it took him to get this drunk to voice them is beyond painful. I never felt I was good enough to fit in and didn't deserve their love, but Elliott seems to think I am the favorite and their love for him doesn't equal their love for me. Well, I can give him the family he always wanted. I never did do nothing but cause them pain and heartache.
I have my own family now and I can live with this, I think. Of course, I will always love Mom, Dad, and Mia, but I know when I am not needed or wanted. I know they love me, but Elliott needs their love and acceptance more than I ever have or needed. I really don't know how to feel. I am sure after talking to Ana and Flynn I will have some more insight and perhaps some different feeling regarding what just happened and what actions I took.
I see Sawyer come into the ZigZag and wave at me, I get up and follow him home to MY family and a good night's sleep.