Hi! I offer you another fic!
Kazemaru: Who is it about now?
Me: Don't worry Kaze, you're not in it... AT ALL... probably...
Kazemaru: Really?! I mean, seriously?
Me: Ok maybe just a part...
Kazemaru: Fine by me! Ok now on with it!
I don't own any of the characters in this fic. I don't own Inazuma Eleven. And I don't even own the whole story idea. This fic is actually 'do your best's' idea... so all credits goes to him/her.
ENJOY!
THE ONE I TRULY LOVE
[NORMAL POV]
It's been eight years since Hiroto and Hidorikawa became a couple. But three years after that, they broke up. Now, a heartbroken Midorikawa has been suffering five painful years of loneliness.
"I love you, Ryuuji..."
Four such sweet word, words that were always said to Midorikawa by the one he loves, Hiroto. Four sweet words that has an infinite meanings. Four sweet word that would make Midorikawa's heart to beat faster than it should. Four sweet words that are never to be said again...
'Why did it had to end like this?' Midorikawa thought. His chest started to ache as if his heart stopped beating and his lungs stopped functioning. All because of this sad movie in front of him. Hiroto and his nhew boyfriend, Sakuma... kissing...
'Sakuma, I thought you were my friend... I asked you to keep your distance from Hiroto and you swore you would... But why did you break it?!'
/Flashback/ -6 years ago-
"Sakuma," I called.
"Yeah?" Sakuma replied.
"Can I ask you something?"
"What is it?"
"Are you flirting with Hiroto?"
"WHAT?! What do you mean?"
"Answer it"
"So serious tonight, eh? Honestly, no. I already have Genda in my life. I'll admit that Hiroto has that Princely- like look that could make anyone fall for him but not me. Wait a minute, why would you even ask such a question?"
"Nothing. I'm just scared of loosing him that's all...
"The whole team's aware of your relationship. I'm pretty sure no one would even dare come between you two..."
"Still... Promise me that you'll keep distance from him but I'm not saying that you two should stop being friends. Just don't-"
"Ok, Ok. I get it... I promise..."
/End of Flashback/
[Midorikawa's POV]
'Sakuma, you liar!' If I could just interfere your makeout session with Hiroto, I would. But I couldn't. I'm already his past, his ex, just a worthless piece of memory that's already left behind... forever.
'I'm so stupid!' I scolded myself. Yeah, STUPID is the right word to describe me. Stupid enough to think that Sakuma's my friend and Hiroto and I would be together forever and live happily ever after like in fairy tales. But this is no fairy tale...
'Ryuuji, why are you just standing behind this stupid wall?! Go over there and do something!' a voice inside my head shouted.
'I have no rights to do that. I'm not Hiroto's boyfriend anymore... Sakuma is...'
'IDIOT!'
'I know... I'm an idiot, a lunatic, a worthless human being that doesn't deserve to be happy'
A tear escaped my eye. I tried to keep my sobs inside my mouth. I don't want them to find out that I'm here.
'Why aren't I giving up my love for Hiroto?Why haven't I moved on for five years? Why aren't I... letting out memories fade away like a cloud of smoke?' Three questions one answer:
Because I still love Hiroto. I still love the one who made my heart beat faster than it should. The first and only one who had ever told me those four sweet words: I love you, Ryuuji...
I know that it's no use on expecting that we'll he together again but it's just so hard to let go of the one you really love. It's hard to move on.
Tears kept on rolling down my cheek, hitting the tiled floor underneath. Crying and Treas could do nothing to change what's already happening, what's already done. Hiroto broke up with me, Hiroto is Sakuma's boyfriend now, and they's makingout behind this stupid wall behind me.
"I love you Jirou..." Hiroto said. My heart, my lungs... they want to explode! He used to tell me those words.
'...but not anymore...'
"I love you more Hiroto..." Sakuma answered. That's the same phrase I would answer Hiroto's 'I love you, Ryuuji...'
I couldn't do this anymore! I just couldn't! I don't want to see them anymore! I don't need to take a peek on the other side to know that they're doing 'it'. The moans are enough proof.
But what is it to me? I'm no more to him. I'm just a memory, a past memory... nothing more...
"A-ah... H-Hiroto..."
"Shush, Jirou..."
"AH!"
'NO MORE! NO MORE!' with that, I ran away. Away from the two.
Tears dropping, heart aching and mind filled with nothing but Hiroto and Sakuma together.
'I need to forget him! He's Sakuma's now. He'll never be mine again, not now, not ever...'
So that's chapter 1. See you next time! Hope you enjoyed it!
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SAYONARA! Mata Ne!