Daddy Dearest

Did I say I wasn't going to write anymore? Apparently there is no trusting me. I just like them too much to stop.

This story is set in the same universe as the Rollaros. Nick and Amanda are living together in LA with their adorable son Ethan.

There's gonna be a bit of smut, a bit of drama and a lot of Rollaro.

Hope you like it.

As if you didn't know this, but I don't own what I don't own (cause if I did, we all know things would have been different)

"Sorry I'm so late" Amanda walked into the house. She planned on coming home in time for dinner. But work kept her busy and it was now after eleven pm.

"Don't worry about it" Nick got off the couch and walked over to her "is everything ok?"

"Everything is far from ok" she rolled her eyes but stopped before she could explain to give him a few pecks.

"Hungry?" he asked and followed her to the kitchen.

"I shouldn't say this, but the new captain is driving me crazy" she placed her plate in the microwave "I don't think he's even trying to hide the fact he wants to be the commissioner. That guy's been kissing the brass' asses on our expense" Amanda sighed before grabbing her food.

All Nick could do was offer a sympathetic smile, he met the guy once and had to agree with what Amanda had just said.

"Sorry" Nick wrapped his arms around Amanda's waist and felt her lean into him.

"Did your mom leave ok?" hearing the microwave's ding Amanda pulled away and took her food out.

"Yeah, Frank and mom left for their vacation" Nick watched Amanda as she sat down to eat. Cesaria and Frank, the man she's been seeing, flew to Miami for a week, and Nick took time off so he could watch Ethan.

"I'm gonna miss her cooking" Amanda's plate was almost empty.

"Didn't you notice the boxes in the fridge?" he smiled "you're not gonna go hungry"

"Was he thrilled to find out you're spending the week together?" she knew Ethan adored Nick and would enjoy spending so much time with his father.

"He seemed to be" Nick smiled, he was happy about it too. Ethan loved spending time with him, Zara and Gil were more excited about spending time with their friends, but the youngest wasn't at that stage yet.

"I'm gonna try to get back home at a normal hour" she placed the dish in the sink.

"I get it, don't worry"

"Thanks babe" Amanda smiled, she appreciated Nick's support but hated not being there enough the past month, she wanted to spend more time with her boy and with Nick "I'm gonna take a shower, so how bout you join me?"

"Yeah?" Nick raised a brow.

"I need you to soap my back"

"I can't leave your back unsoaped" Nick's fingers touched the nape of her neck and traveled lower slowly.

Amanda turned so she could kiss him, enjoying the way his lips felt and tongue tasted. She was tired but she preferred a shower with Nick over going to sleep right away.

They made their way to the shower trying to muffle their giggles and once they locked the door behind them Nick pushed her against the door, not keeping his lips away from her skin.

He was busy nibbling on her neck when he heard her speak.

"We should get naked if we want to take a shower" she said, trying to get to his shirt.

"If you insist" Nick took a step back and watched as she discarded her clothes, throwing them on the floor. He mirrored her actions, his garments joining the pile on the floor.

Amanda couldn't control her lips from curving when Nick was standing in front of her wearing nothing but a smile.

"I love you" she mumbled before wrapping her arms around his neck and pressing herself as close as possible to his body. They carefully walked into the shower and somehow managed to turn the water on. After all, Nick did promise to soap her back, but that could wait.

Amanda moaned into his mouth when his hand got between her legs, caressing her thighs before his fingers moved higher, reaching her clit.

Amanda enjoyed his touch and allowed him to set the pace for a while "come on Nick" she whispered into his ear when she wanted more and reached for his erection, just to make a point. Nick was glad to hear those words and raised her body so she could wrap her legs around him. He didn't give her a warning before entering her, but the sound that escaped her lips was all the approval he needed. Amanda's hand's held on for support, Nick's thrusts felt so perfect she could feel her entire body tingling with pleasure. Amanda's mouth was right by his left ear and part of Nick's excitement was hearing her. He loved how a bit out of control her voice got when the pleasure was about to take over her and it made his release so much closer.

"Fuck Nick" Amanda hissed when the orgasm took over her and Nick couldn't last much longer and came inside of her, holding her close.

He helped her stand after their breath evened and she gave him a wide and very approving smile.

"Don't forget about your promise" she turned around.

Amanda was about to reach for the soap when she felt Nick's palms cup her breast.

"That's not my back Nick" she chuckled "need an anatomy lesson?"

"I feel like you could give me a very interesting one" he kissed the back of her head but let her body go, they could do that some other time.

"Mommy I want juice please thank you" Ethan was sitting in his chair, he was done with his omelet and wanted to drink.

"There you go baby" Amanda poured him some orange juice and ruffled his hair "you need a haircut mister"

"Ok" he smiled and drank from the cup.

"If I have time at lunch I'll come by" Amanda turned to Nick.

"We'd love that, I'm gonna take him to the playground later, but call when you get a chance and we'll come back home"

Nick loved spending time with him, play with him, teach him. He missed a lot of key moments in Zara and Gil's lives and even though Ethan was in no way as a do over, he promised himself that things will be different.

And they were.

Things between him and Amanda were good, they supported each other, loved one another. He couldn't imagine himself without her, without their son.

"Nick?" Amanda called him.

"Yeah?" he smiled at her.

"You think you can handle this hair situation?" she glanced at Ethan who finished his drink and got out of the chair.

"Thank you" he said when he stood on the floor and Amanda picked him up so he could sit on her lap.

"You're gonna take care of daddy today?" Ethan nodded wholeheartedly "make sure he behaves, alright?"

"Yes!" Ethan promised.

"Good" she planted a kiss on the top of his head and let him go "I have to go to work"

"See you later" Nick got up and kissed her "love you"

"You're so emotional" Amanda rolled her eyes "love ya too"

"Mommy, I love you too" Ethan listened in.

Amanda kneeled in front of him "do you know that you are the sweetest boy ever?"

"Yes, cause I love cake" he said proudly, touching his tummy.

Amanda smiled at him and kissed his cheeks "you're sweeter than all the cakes in the world baby"

Nick made a list of things he wanted to take care of in the house. They've been planning on painting the living room for over a month and he could probably enlist the kid to help, or at least to watch.

"We're gonna go buy paint today, you want to give me a hand painting the wall?" he asked.

"Ok daddy" Ethan nodded "I want Frannie to help"

"Well, Frannie's a dog so she can't, but you can"

"Yes! I can" Ethan replied proudly.

"Ok, go get your shoes buddy" Nick smiled as his son went to look for the shoes. They just bought him a new pair after he managed to lose his old ones. Ethan had a tendency to throw his things around and one shoe always seemed to disappear, never to be seen again.

"Bye Frannie!" Ethan waved just before they were out of the door "I love you too!"

Nick parked the car by the hardware store and let Ethan sit in the cart as they walked around.

"Do you think we should buy this can or this can?" Nick consulted Ethan, they were both the same shade of white but he wanted to include him.

"This one" he pointed at the left can.

"Good choice" Nick placed it in the cart "you see this one?" Nick showed him a light green color "this is the one we used for the walls in your room"

"I helped!" Ethan exclaimed and Nick smiled.

"You were still inside mom's tummy so you couldn't help, but your brother and sister did" Nick remembered that day, the kids spent the weekend with them and were happy to lend a hand with their little brother's room. They colored the walls and Zara wanted to add clouds using a sponge, she saw it on TV and wanted to try. Gil said it would be weird but they all ended up liking it

After getting a few other stuff at the store Nick drove them home but decided to start painting the following day. Ethan wanted to go to the playground and Nick complied, he had a whole week for home improvement.

Nick was staring at his son as he was played with the other kids. Nick wasn't keeping up with their imaginary story, but they were smiling and Ethan looked so happy.

Nick didn't take his eyes off of him, even though he wasn't working at SVU he knew very well what could happen, he remembered cases where just a few second were enough for a child to disappear.

Nick waved at him when Ethan looked up and was rewarded with a huge smile. He was such a sweet boy, and he wasn't biased.

Maybe just a bit.

Frannie was lying on the ground next to him, and there was no one else sitting on his bench. He had no problem with that, all Nick wanted was to enjoy watching his boy running around.

He heard foot steps and someone sat down next to him "he looks like a cute kid" the voice was familiar, and Nick hoped he heard wrong.

But he didn't, he heard right.

"Not a surprise, he is my grandson"